Have you ever felt like this....

Posted by incandescentcancer
Iwill never feel like that since I am so fascinated by how much there is to learn. Life is a wonderful learning process and you never get enough of it no matter how much you already know. I don't care so much for how society behave or what is the motivation of others. I am motivated by the will to learn through the process of life and that learning will never end. I still feel wonder like a child when I encounter something new or someone who has an interesting story. There are 7 billion stories out there and so many other things beyond....this lifetime is not enough.

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Hmm I guess I never looked at it that way...thank you for your perspective. I heart you cancers ...you know just what to say lol

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Hmm I guess I never looked at it that way...thank you for your perspective. I heart you cancers ...you know just what to say lol

Then there is always sex, that alone makes it worth living .

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Posted by piscesx
Maybe this is what they are talking about what the "new age" will bring after 12-21-12 ... a new awareness, an increase level of consciousness, reaching enlightenment.... or some such as I was reading...the stage where materialism will be questioned, and a shift takes place in the human mind...

Posted by LostinmyMind11 I hope so...I do think the world needs a big ass wake up call!

Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11 I hope so...I do think the world needs a big ass wake up call!

Find the change in you, the world can find itself. Your unique experience is what you should focus on I think...

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Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11 I hope so...I do think the world needs a big ass wake up call!

Find the change in you, the world can find itself. Your unique experience is what you should focus on I think...

Buuuuut...I'm already perfect jk of course...youre right, need to focus on what I can control. Maybe I'm just life bored and need to change it up some?! but how... hmmm *pondering*

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Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11 I hope so...I do think the world needs a big ass wake up call!

Find the change in you, the world can find itself. Your unique experience is what you should focus on I think...

Buuuuut...I'm already perfect jk of course...youre right, need to focus on what I can control. Maybe I'm just life bored and need to change it up some?! but how... hmmm *pondering*

Make a list of all the things you "always" wanted to do/learn/see (we all have this list), pick what's easily doable at the moment taking into account life and financial circumstances and then do it. I have this cycle of persona rejuvenation every 3 years, when I shed my old self and personality and embrace another part of me. It helps me to explore myself and the world with which I interact becomes my lab

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Make a list of all the things you "always" wanted to do/learn/see (we all have this list), pick what's easily doable at the moment taking into account life and financial circumstances and then do it. I have this cycle of persona rejuvenation every 3 years, when I shed my old self and personality and embrace another part of me. It helps me to explore myself and the world with which I interact becomes my lab

Posted by ninjamu
I feel you. I've felt that way for years now and it's only getting stronger. I don't wanna die but I don't belong here. I feel human emotions but I don't understand us (humans) at all. I don't like living my life doing anything that is dependent on monetary gain. I want us all to offer ourselves, and our talents, to each other because it will create a supportive network in and of itself. We just take care of each other because it's the right thing to do.

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Make a list of all the things you "always" wanted to do/learn/see (we all have this list), pick what's easily doable at the moment taking into account life and financial circumstances and then do it. I have this cycle of persona rejuvenation every 3 years, when I shed my old self and personality and embrace another part of me. It helps me to explore myself and the world with which I interact becomes my lab

I'm not good at that kinda stuff...I tend to stay stuck in the past (working on it)which blocks my future (if that makes sense) Ugh I'm really a hot mess lol

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Posted by dimitri
Once upon a time
i felt that way too.
so i dropped the pretense
and moved on through the gates.

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Well see..I did what to go to school to learn a new trade (well career) but then I think why...whats the point. wtf are we all doing? working forever and for what.. to pay for the next big thing?! How is that living the only life you have? I know the routine...Ill learn something new..get bored or end up hating it and I'm back to square one. never ending cycle...whats the point in that? arent we supposed to break cycles not be stuck in them?
see this is my mentality right now (well has been) :/
I'm a mutafixed sign

Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Well see..I did what to go to school to learn a new trade (well career) but then I think why...whats the point. wtf are we all doing? working forever and for what.. to pay for the next big thing?! How is that living the only life you have? I know the routine...Ill learn something new..get bored or end up hating it and I'm back to square one. never ending cycle...whats the point in that? arent we supposed to break cycles not be stuck in them?
see this is my mentality right now (well has been) :/
I'm a mutafixed sign

Ok, we are starting again from the beginning on this . First split your life in your head into little boxes: Work, Fun, Aspirations, Personal / spiritual feelings and Friendships. Now if you're lucky the work, fun and aspirations box tends would overlap significantly i.e you what you truly enjoy or what people like to call fulfilling your purpose for being. Is there such an overlap in your mental boxes? If not, that's the beginning place for the way you feel.
The school/crafts would only be meaningful and help you break the cycle if it means learning something which you deeply desire and not just what's practical and sensible. Part of virgo hell is always doing things which make sense, this time do something that you "FEEL" even though it ma not stand to logic and seem idiotic. You will start breaking out of the cycle....

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Well see..I did what to go to school to learn a new trade (well career) but then I think why...whats the point. wtf are we all doing? working forever and for what.. to pay for the next big thing?! How is that living the only life you have? I know the routine...Ill learn something new..get bored or end up hating it and I'm back to square one. never ending cycle...whats the point in that? arent we supposed to break cycles not be stuck in them?

I think you are in a re-evaluation phase. You are pouring over your past and glancing at your present. Perhaps displeased with where you are in life and feel you've fallen slightly short of your goals. Very common with a Virgo..
You may be pondering, what's it all about, anyway. Virgos are always reflecting, evaluating and self-adjusting to align themselves with their goals. Hopefully!
Additionally it's the holiday season and that's always a time for slightly elevated anxiety and ever so mild depression. Not uncommon to say the least. If it's the aforementioned feelings, you will overcome it by January 1st.
Why don't you begin with one of the career assessment/evaluation exams. That will allow you to learn where your strengths are and what you are most content/happiest as a career/job. Therefore eliminating the routine boredom.

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Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
It's a Virgo thing.

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Ok, we are starting again from the beginning on this . First split your life in your head into little boxes: Work, Fun, Aspirations, Personal / spiritual feelings and Friendships. Now if you're lucky the work, fun and aspirations box tends would overlap significantly i.e you what you truly enjoy or what people like to call fulfilling your purpose for being. Is there such an overlap in your mental boxes? If not, that's the beginning place for the way you feel.
The school/crafts would only be meaningful and help you break the cycle if it means learning something which you deeply desire and not just what's practical and sensible. Part of virgo hell is always doing things which make sense, this time do something that you "FEEL" even though it ma not stand to logic and seem idiotic. You will start breaking out of the cycle....

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22

Posted by LostinmyMind11

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
It's a Virgo thing.

maybe I should take up pot smoking? chill this mind of mine...what do you think PVH?
I know youre gonna say ...fuck yeah ...dooooo it! lol

Bwahahahahahah! Why yes of course. Weed helps broaden your horizon. Though I do agree with you on the hippe thing. I wouldn't mind living in the woods myself. With an ass of guns and ammunition of course. Heck, I could even build solar panels on the cabin roof to produce electricity, though I think the trees would be a major hassle......anywayyy, everything in society is fake from a chicken bone to a woman ass. Do you have any money? Helping the less fortunate could help. I wouldn't want to go back to school with because like you said it is a cycle....and a boring one at that.
Yep, I say smoke some green, and go from there. If that doesn't wake you up, jump out of a moving plane at 50,000 feet. What's on your mind?

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
I do use my intuition on things a lot of the time...but then I analyze it, instead of just going by that. what if Im wrong ? blah blah blah etc..
I work...then go home...then work. I dont get to have fun....let me rephrase that...I dont have the funds to have fun.
I live basically to work and pay the bills...living way under my means because I dont want to be a person that lets money control them but it does cause I have none lol. I just want the next phase of my life to be a little less of a struggle...I know I cant control what happens but 29 yrs of heartache, sadness, bullshit etc is too much on someones soul...maybe my soul is broken? maybe I'm not as strong as I/people think of me.

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
@ Lostinmy
Hey, I been struggling since birth, so I know what you mean. I only said help the less fortunate because I thought you had money, but please, disregard that now. I think you suffer from not having a dream. I couldn't imagine just going to work doing something I hate everyday without a goal insight living from check to check. That's a majorrr issue. You might wanna find a passion as this will keep you from killing yourself. So any prospects???

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
I do use my intuition on things a lot of the time...but then I analyze it, instead of just going by that. what if Im wrong ? blah blah blah etc..
I work...then go home...then work. I dont get to have fun....let me rephrase that...I dont have the funds to have fun.
I live basically to work and pay the bills...living way under my means because I dont want to be a person that lets money control them but it does cause I have none lol. I just want the next phase of my life to be a little less of a struggle...I know I cant control what happens but 29 yrs of heartache, sadness, bullshit etc is too much on someones soul...maybe my soul is broken? maybe I'm not as strong as I/people think of me.

I know second guessing is very much in the nature of virgo but believe me when I say this, y'all have more facts and analysis than anyone else does anyway. If your decision is not good enough who do you think is going to get it right? Trust your instinct a little bit more. I know it's easier said than done since all personality/mental changes are inherently tough but it has to be tried anyway.
The second part of your post I have heard from every virgo friend I have at your age. Good education, very intelligent, some job because they can't figure out what to do, very little money and the feeling that the world's screwing them over though they have only done good things all their life. How am I going?

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Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
@ Lostinmy
Hey, I been struggling since birth, so I know what you mean. I only said help the less fortunate because I thought you had money, but please, disregard that now. I think you suffer from not having a dream. I couldn't imagine just going to work doing something I hate everyday without a goal insight living from check to check. That's a majorrr issue. You might wanna find a passion as this will keep you from killing yourself. So any prospects???

I think you hit the nail on the head here....I have nothing im passionate about. I've been to busy dealing with life..that I havent had a chance to deal with me on a soul level. maybe thats what I'm trying to do now...i guess :/

Yea I actually felt this way at an early age, but that's when my life was also chaotic. You basically just have to find something that your heart responds to intensively. Mine was weed and music. As long as I can do that, I'm fine, even through the bullshit because motivation comes from having a dream of some sort. Become creative and somehow invest in your goal. I damn sure don't expect to be an electrician forever, but it would help me to afford weed and buy my musical equipment and advancement. Life sucks ass and balls without a passion, trust me, I feel you.

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
I watch people make mistake after mistake and only get rewarded in the end.
I can either choose to make the same mistake or not and still seems like I get screwed...so I wonder why us virgos feel this way then? is it cause its true? or we really are a bunch of whiners

Also I think libra mercury helps you to second guess because I have the same placement and I wish I could only look at one side of the coin. However, I use it to my advantage. The more sides of the equation available the more options and routes I can take. It's easier to convert this to life instead of a job, so it's very effective there.

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Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Lol.
The goal is to make it "not" suck.

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Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Lol.
The goal is to make it "not" suck.

I was gonna say something dirty but my libra merc decided not too

Lmao. Now I do battle with myself on sexual connotations because people take it to heart if they don't know me.
*Shakes fist at your Libra Mercury*

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Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Ahahahahah. Leeb merc is going to need bed rest after a while....

Posted by LostinmyMind11
I watch people make mistake after mistake and only get rewarded in the end.
I can either choose to make the same mistake or not and still seems like I get screwed...so I wonder why us virgos feel this way then? is it cause its true? or we really are a bunch of whiners

Posted by PotHeadVirgo22
Yea I actually felt this way at an early age, but that's when my life was also chaotic. You basically just have to find something that your heart responds to intensively. Mine was weed and music. As long as I can do that, I'm fine, even through the bullshit because motivation comes from having a dream of some sort. Become creative and somehow invest in your goal. I damn sure don't expect to be an electrician forever, but it would help me to afford weed and buy my musical equipment and advancement. Life sucks ass and balls without a passion, trust me, I feel you.

Posted by LostinmyMind11
So i guess its time to dig deep with in myself and find out what it is that I'm passionate about..
Life does suck some big ass balls :/

Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11
I watch people make mistake after mistake and only get rewarded in the end.
I can either choose to make the same mistake or not and still seems like I get screwed...so I wonder why us virgos feel this way then? is it cause its true? or we really are a bunch of whiners

Yah...I can hear my fave virgal ranting and saying those exact same words in her special style right now. Got a mental image there of her huffing away over this...and shouting "Fuck it" on the street.....lol. She is on a soul finding mission travelling right now...I hope she gets there. I wouldn't say that virgos are cry babies or whiners, I think you guys are frustrated a lot by the illogical behaviour of those around you. Plus you keep denying yourself sex which clearly doesn't help matters .

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Hahaha sounds like me totally! Does she have a lot of fire in her chart?
Maybe thats my problem ...I need to get laid! hahaha

Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Hahaha sounds like me totally! Does she have a lot of fire in her chart?
Maybe thats my problem ...I need to get laid! hahaha

She has equal amounts of Earth and Air (30% each) and with a Libra moon and Cancer Ascendant. Absolutely lovely and crazy, at the beginning sometimes I would try to hold her back from going crazy but then I quickly realized I was being foolish. I like her because of who she is, if she changed it wouldn't be her anymore. Then we just proceeded to smoke pot everywhere and get thrown out of museums because she wouldn't shut up. This one time we went to an art exhibit with over a 100 paintings, all of them labelled in French. She proceeded to loudly translate everything from French to English for me, the curator at the beginning was looking at me and giving me that polite knowing look men give eachother, the one that says I feel your pain brother. finally he couldn't take it anymore and came over and threw us out. We were laughing so hard, great times!
She is pretty much in the same mental state as you, not sure about what is her position in this world and now she is gone away to figure herself out. We communicate with eachother all the time. It's lovely to know her.

I am sure you will find something fascinating too, well getting laid is a short term relief though .

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
aww she sounds cool! I think every virgo girl should have a cancer guy friend and vice versa! we always seem to just get each other...I guess it could be said about other signs but I don't care lol
Not unless you keep getting laid...over and over again.

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Oh I totally agree with you! I want a cancer bf now
where do I pick you guys up at?? lol

Posted by incandescentcancer

Posted by LostinmyMind11
Oh I totally agree with you! I want a cancer bf now
where do I pick you guys up at?? lol

Simple, the first guy who sort of makes you feel this different emotions you didn't FEEL before, the boy is certainly a Cancer. Plus check it out if both of you laugh a lot together and he admires your style of witty sarcasm and snide comments, bound to be a Cancer... . Virgos (boys and girls) are absolutely mad, great dependable people!

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
I have one of those...but I think hes broken :/
So basically what youre saying is that I need to knock on every door and ask if they are a cancer man and go from there...since you guys are never spotted outside

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
I have one of those...but I think hes broken :/
So basically what youre saying is that I need to knock on every door and ask if they are a cancer man and go from there...since you guys are never spotted outside

Cancer men are always confused whether a Virgal sees them as a friend or as a potential mate, it's hard to tell. That's why he looks like he is broken.
I do LEAVE HOME....occasionally..like when I need to buy groceries....and stuff . So you can look for us at supermarkets too . If all else fails I gave you the flight ticket option

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Posted by LostinmyMind11
Oh you arent the only ones that are confused by this...us virgals are too.
you guys just need to tell us..cause you know we wont
yeah yeah...until they invent a better way to have groceries delivered. I think when youre grocery shopping, your paying more attention to the food to notice that a virgal is talking to you