Soul growth for a soul stuck in Leo's South Node

This topic was created in the Astrology forum by Dastard2020 on Wednesday, March 20, 2024 and has 25 replies.
When you have the Sun conjunct the South Node in Leo, it suggests that you may have a tendency to seek attention and play the role of the star. However, in this lifetime, as a collective, we are so over you playing that role. It is important to recognize that people may not care about you in the way you desire, as the center of the universe.


The South Node represents the shadow aspects of a particular sign - qualities that have been overdeveloped and repeated too many times in the past. In the case of the Leo South Node, you may have an imaginary throne upon which you sit, standing alone like the sun. However, it is crucial to understand that others may not be as captivated by your perceived radiance as you might think. In fact, people may call you out on this behavior, as if the universe is conspiring to humble you.


This is a sign that you must step towards your Aquarian North Node. It is time to step down from that imaginary throne and join the common folk. Stop seeking to toot your own horn all the time and instead, give others the spotlight. Be relatable by treating yourself and others as equals. See the world through the objective lens of an observer instead of through the lens of your ego. Remember, there is no growth in the South Node; it is a place of comfort and familiarity, but also of stagnancy.


Embracing your Aquarian North Node means focusing on the collective good, contributing to humanitarian causes, and finding innovative solutions to shared problems. By letting go of the need for personal recognition and working towards the betterment of all, you can truly shine in a way that uplifts and inspires those around you.
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I already know all this. In a past lifetime I was probably famous. My chart told me that long ago


I don't care about any of that anymore. For all you know I chose the path I'm on currently. I've progressed in my redemption ark. Now I'm getting my life together, working out, dieting, seeking therapy, and doing things for me and only me. In fact the more people want to hold me back, the harder it makes me want to prove them wrong.


Because of that, I can't fail or lose. It's a permanent win for me, and the best part is, you inspired all of it. Have fun rolling in the mud with the memories of the old me.
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I already know all this. In a past lifetime I was probably famous. My chart told me that long ago
I don't care about any of that anymore. For all you know I chose the path I'm on currently. I've progressed in my redemption ark. Now I'm getting my life together, working out, dieting, seeking therapy, and doing things for me and only me. In fact the more people want to hold me back, the harder it makes me want to prove them wrong.
Because of that, I can't fail or lose. It's a permanent win for me, and the best part is, you inspired all of it. Have fun rolling in the mud with the memories of the old me.


You're doing it again. You're rolling in the mud of the Leo South Node. And despite your attempts to disguise it, you end up communicating self-absorption, main character mindset, and a lack of interest and curiosity in other people. This is extremely repelling, especially if it's occasionally wrapped in humblebrag coating. It's not serving you and it's holding you back.


You also mentioned you're doing things for yourself and yourself only. Yet you contradict yourself by revealing how crucial and influential the perceptions of others have on your motivation and self-redemption journey. Which is a hallmark characteristic of Leo. As opposed to Aries, Leo is not only focused on the self alone, but on the self in relation to the perception people have of their image.


"I can't fail or lose"... such announcing sounding statements seem very similar to someone with a strong Leo influence... Donald Trump anyone? Except he doesn't have a Leo South Node, so the universe lets him get away a lot more with his Leo antics. Also helps having the Sun conjunct the North Node. But back to you... again, Leo South Node; tooting your own horn too soon will most likely give you a bruised ego. It would be in your best interest to cut out that behavior as it avoids involving your ego in situations to begin with.


You also wrote "have fun rolling in the mud with the old memories of me". Once again, all this animosity you communicate stems from a bruise ego attempting to avenge itself. Unnecessary conflict you don't need in your life and it's also skewing your perception of where people stand in relation to you and where you stand with them. Just because someone hurt your ego and you took it personally and project onto them the narrative that they hate you, are jealous of you and want to see you fail, or anything along those lines, doesn't mean such views hold any weight or are rooted in reality.


To be honest, I don't like you but I don't hate you. I don't care if things end up going well for you in life or if your life spirals out of control. You are a stranger to me after all. With that being said, I do not wish you harm in real life. I'm rather curious how someone with so many blind spots in their personality would react to having a mirror handed to them or having insights and clarity handed to them in a silver platter.

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I already know all this. In a past lifetime I was probably famous. My chart told me that long ago
I don't care about any of that anymore. For all you know I chose the path I'm on currently. I've progressed in my redemption ark. Now I'm getting my life together, working out, dieting, seeking therapy, and doing things for me and only me. In fact the more people want to hold me back, the harder it makes me want to prove them wrong.
Because of that, I can't fail or lose. It's a permanent win for me, and the best part is, you inspired all of it. Have fun rolling in the mud with the memories of the old me.



You're doing it again. You're rolling in the mud of the Leo South Node. And despite your attempts to disguise it, you end up communicating self-absorption, main character mindset, and a lack of interest and curiosity in other people. This is extremely repelling, especially if it's occasionally wrapped in humblebrag coating. It's not serving you and it's holding you back.



You also mentioned you're doing things for yourself and yourself only. Yet you contradict yourself by revealing how crucial and influential the perceptions of others have on your motivation and self-redemption journey. Which is a hallmark characteristic of Leo. As opposed to Aries, Leo is not only focused on the self alone, but on the self in relation to the perception people have of their image.



"I can't fail or lose"... such announcing sounding statements seem very similar to someone with a strong Leo influence... Donald Trump anyone? Except he doesn't have a Leo South Node, so the universe lets him get away a lot more with his Leo antics. Also helps having the Sun conjunct the North Node. But back to you... again, Leo South Node; tooting your own horn too soon will most likely give you a bruised ego. It would be in your best interest to cut out that behavior as it avoids involving your ego in situations to begin with.



You also wrote "have fun rolling in the mud with the old memories of me". Once again, all this animosity you communicate stems from a bruise ego attempting to avenge itself. Unnecessary conflict you don't need in your life and it's also skewing your perception of where people stand in relation to you and where you stand with them. Just because someone hurt your ego and you took it personally and project onto them the narrative that they hate you, are jealous of you and want to see you fail, or anything along those lines, doesn't mean such views hold any weight or are rooted in reality.



To be honest, I don't like you but I don't hate you. I don't care if things end up going well for you in life or if your life spirals out of control. You are a stranger to me after all. With that being said, I do not wish you harm in real life. I'm rather curious how someone with so many blind spots in their personality would react to having a mirror handed to them or having insights and clarity handed to them in a silver platter.


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I'll be honest, I'm done with all of this. Imo you spend way too much time taking everything I say seriously. Doing things like saving everything I post, then say you don't have a mental issues yourself. You do all that and try to look like you're actually doing something, or bringing me back down to earth. In ways maybe, but in every other way you simply can't. It's childish, and I'm learning moving past this is what's best for both of us. Your infatuation with me is ridiculous at this point. I'm not really sure what exactly you want to learn from me, but I won't stop posting what I want, and I won't stop truly feeling I'm epic. Maybe I said nasty things in the past that hurt your feelings. I'm sorry if that's the case, because I don't truly know you. You could be running food banks and donating to charity for all I know. So I'm don't with this petty shit. My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️
Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️


I forgive you though.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.
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Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.


Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.





Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.



Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.


You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.




Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.
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Uh-oh...


What did your therapist say?


If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?


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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.




Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...



What did your therapist say?



If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?



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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.
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You are calm, huh?


Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.


"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."


You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.



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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.





You are calm, huh?



Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.



"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."



You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.





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I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will say next.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
click to expand


See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

click to expand

True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.





You are calm, huh?




Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.




"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."




You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.












I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.
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I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.


It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

click to expand

True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.







You are calm, huh?





Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.





"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."





You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.













I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.





I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.



It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.
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Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

click to expand

True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.







You are calm, huh?






Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.






"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."






You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.

















I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.





I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.




It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.





Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!
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There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.


I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.


You're like Gretchen from Mean Girls trying to make your Leo Fetch happen but it never happens. At least not in this lifetime. 😂

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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.









You are calm, huh?







Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.







"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."







You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.


















I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.







I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.





It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.





Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!





There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.



I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.



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Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.









You are calm, huh?








Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.








"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."








You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.






















I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.







I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.






It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.







Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!





There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.




I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.










Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.
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You have a good imagination, Soul. But your armchair psychology reasoning skills are poor.


Me having a fear of being betrayed on DXP? What?? I save dxp members pics and posts for fun... lol.


You said you've been there (in the mental state you described) and can relate. Well, well, well...


Someone just opened a can of worms of their own.




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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.











You are calm, huh?









Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.









"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."









You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.























I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.









I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.







It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.







Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!







There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.





I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.










Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.





You have a good imagination, Soul. But your armchair psychology reasoning skills are poor.



Me having a fear of being betrayed on DXP? What?? I save dxp members pics and posts for fun... lol.



You said you've been there (in the mental state you described) and can relate. Well, well, well...



Someone just opened a can of worms of his own.







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You don't save people's publicly posted things for fun. You save them because you have a mental illness you can't admit to. I think that is the best part of all of this. You want me to admit to things I made clear for 10 years straight, get you can't see your own mental illness. I find that hilarious. Your are the opposite of a humble man, or woman. My advice is stop being so stuck up for once. It's like you've got a stuck up your ass or something. Just have more fun with it friend.

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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.











You are calm, huh?










Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.










"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."










You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.



























I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.









I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.








It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.









Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!







There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.






I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.














Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.





You have a good imagination, Soul. But your armchair psychology reasoning skills are poor.




Me having a fear of being betrayed on DXP? What?? I save dxp members pics and posts for fun... lol.




You said you've been there (in the mental state you described) and can relate. Well, well, well...




Someone just opened a can of worms of his own.














You don't save people's publicly posted things for fun. You save them because you have a mental illness you can't admit to. I think that is the best part of all of this. You want me to admit to things I made clear for 10 years straight, get you can't see your own mental illness. I find that hilarious. Your are the opposite of a humble man, or woman. My advice is stop being so stuck up for once. It's like you've got a stuck up your ass or something. Just have more fun with it friend.

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Okay Soul, because my trolling style is a mental illness.


Does thinking that makes you feel better about you clearly suffering from actual and multiple mental issues?


I see you're still stuck disorting your perception of others in order to favorably compare yourself to them in order to feel better about yourself.


You need to release that coping mechanism. Just be the best version of you without the need for comparisons. Why do you always have to bring others into the picture? It's that god dammed Leo South Node of yours. Let go of it already.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.



Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.













You are calm, huh?











Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.











"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."











You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.




























I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.











I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.









It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.









Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!









There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.







I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.














Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.







You have a good imagination, Soul. But your armchair psychology reasoning skills are poor.





Me having a fear of being betrayed on DXP? What?? I save dxp members pics and posts for fun... lol.





You said you've been there (in the mental state you described) and can relate. Well, well, well...





Someone just opened a can of worms of his own.
















You don't save people's publicly posted things for fun. You save them because you have a mental illness you can't admit to. I think that is the best part of all of this. You want me to admit to things I made clear for 10 years straight, get you can't see your own mental illness. I find that hilarious. Your are the opposite of a humble man, or woman. My advice is stop being so stuck up for once. It's like you've got a stuck up your ass or something. Just have more fun with it friend.







Okay Soul, because my trolling style is a mental illness.



Does thinking that makes you feel better about you clearly suffering from actual and multiple mental issues?



I see you're still stuck disorting your perception of others in order to favorably compare yourself to them in order to feel better about yourself.



You need to release that coping mechanism. Just be the best version of you without the need for comparisons. Why do you always have to bring others into the picture? It's that god dammed Leo South Node of yours. Let go of it already.
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I'll be 100% , and this is no lie. All of this actually makes me feel more bad for you then anyone else. Like the fact I triggered you this badly is insane. Like I'm truly sorry for all the mental turmoil you attacking me has put on you ...
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Keep your eyes peeled for reactions like the one you're having right now.


This is how you know you're losing control and taking two steps back after taking one step forward; when you revert back to your egoic coping mechanisms and appear to be back at square one.


You should have listened to your therapist. You can't handle this conversation.
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You asked me several times to make a thread about you. 🤷‍♂️


Specifically a thread made by you where I check in once a month about my monthly weight loss lmao! Guess you missed that part 🤷‍♂️
I forgive you though.



Runs the risk of being taken down by mods if it's someone else (especially me) other than you who creates it.

Come on, Soul. You're not tapping into your Aquarius North Node intellect.
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See this is why the things you post vs me make no sense. So you think taking goofy pictures I've posted (which were posted to make fun of myself to begin with mind you) and posting them with the cringy shit I've posted in the past is less mocking then making a thread truly challenging me to do better? You simply don't want that lol. Like if you want me to truly feel embarrassed you need to set a bar, then once I fail, then you mock me.
You literally take posts I wrote out of satire and being a jackass for the sake of being a jackass, then crop them with pictures I took clearly being goofy for the sake of being goofy. Like be real, do you honestly think I'm being real 95% of the time? I mean if I annoy you that deeply you can just block me. I'll respect that decision, and promise I'll never quote you again, because I find that mentality extremely weak.


Uh-oh...

What did your therapist say?

If you're not going to listen to your therapist what's the point of going to therapy?

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True. Funny enough I expected that reply from you. I like how you pay close attention. The difference is I actually feel extremely calm at this point. I mean nothing that's been said is wrong, right? I don't feel like I'm fighting you, or anyone for that matter. I feel pretty chill tbh. It's true, I should probably take a few days away from dxpnet. At the same time I feel like I can still have a conversation with you and it be fine. Your energy will always be funny to me. I bet you feel the same with mine.











You are calm, huh?









Unlikely. I think we're all smarter than to believe that seeing just how a few hours ago you were triggered and expressed a firm resolve to disengage from further communication with me as a result of that.









"My therapist says I need to learn how to just stop a conversation and stop letting people get under my skin, and I'm starting that right now. Good luck with everything you want to accomplish in life."









You have a pattern of resorting to sloppy mental gymnastics and going to ridiculous lengths in order to save face and protect your ego as a coping mechanism. I think most of us are going with that explanation.























I actually agree. With that being said, what is your point of telling me that? What is it you want to achieve by trying to "put me in my place" Do you truly think that is even possible? You could easily have diverted this into something where we both don't fuck with each other anymore, yet you didn't. I even gave you the opportunity. Yet you want to continue with me and only me. Why is that? When you say you don't feel jealousy, envy, or anything for that matter towards me, what does that really mean? You made it clear you don't care what path my life goes down, yet you don't truly wish harm vs me. Yet here you are, trying to dissect my mental health to pin point a reason to hold me down. Why is that?? I'm not upset, because I expect that from you. I'm just curious what you will way next.









I'm actually glad that you are admitting to bullshitting by agreeing with me.







It's really not that deep. I just sense BS, refuse to accept it as the truth, and call it out at every turn.







Don't be a little bitch now. We all know it's more then that. If it wasn't me, you wouldn't be so obsessed. We all know how sensitive you are towards me, and only me. I mean you've saved literally every picture and post I've made for the last 10 years lmao!







There you go again, indulging in your Leo South Node; making you inclined to make everything about you, as usual.





I save everyone's pics and some of their posts and everyone knows that. Including you. So more BS from you I see.










Funny thing is I'm not talking about me anymore, I'm talking about you. I'm talking about the mental illness that is Dastard. You have an obsession with keeping people's pictures and posts. It's similar to people who collect actual trash. This is truly a direct reflection of your mental trauma. Deep down you feel you will be manipulated or betrayed, therefore you need to save every persons private, or public information to recreate a fake feeling of actual control. Yet at the end of the day, you truly have no control. You only have me. Some random guy on the internet you can't even shake. I've been there my guy, and I actually feel bad for you. I truly want to be on your side.





You have a good imagination, Soul. But your armchair psychology reasoning skills are poor.



Me having a fear of being betrayed on DXP? What?? I save dxp members pics and posts for fun... lol.



You said you've been there (in the mental state you described) and can relate. Well, well, well...



Someone just opened a can of worms of his own.










You don't save people's publicly posted things for fun. You save them because you have a mental illness you can't admit to. I think that is the best part of all of this. You want me to admit to things I made clear for 10 years straight, get you can't see your own mental illness. I find that hilarious. Your are the opposite of a humble man, or woman. My advice is stop being so stuck up for once. It's like you've got a stuck up your ass or something. Just have more fun with it friend.




Okay Soul, because my trolling style is a mental illness.

Does thinking that makes you feel better about you clearly suffering from actual and multiple mental issues?

I see you're still stuck disorting your perception of others in order to favorably compare yourself to them in order to feel better about yourself.

You need to release that coping mechanism. Just be the best version of you without the need for comparisons. Why do you always have to bring others into the picture? It's that god dammed Leo South Node of yours. Let go of it already.
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I'll be 100% , and this is no lie. All of this actually makes me feel more bad for you then anyone else. Like the fact I triggered you this badly is insane. Like I'm truly sorry for all the mental turmoil you attacking me has put on you ...
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Keep your eyes peel to this reaction you're having right now.
This is how you know you're losing control and taking two steps back after taking one step forward; when you revert back to your egoic coping mechanisms and appear to be back at square one.
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Oh is that right? Now why would someone like you all of a sudden want to give someone like me actual advice? I hope you're not trying to save face, or act like a good guy. Since you made it clear you are a piece of shit.
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Keep your eyes peeled for reactions like the one you're having right now.
This is how you know you're losing control and taking two steps back after taking one step forward; when you revert back to your egoic coping mechanisms and appear to be back at square one.
You should have listened to your therapist. You can't handle this conversation.





Anyway thank all you humble fruit users. I'm here to announce Dastardly will be taking things from here, like always. Any new members, it if you have questions regarding fresh liquid or anything slimy in general, dastard will be your girl you need to find to get everything solved. Hope you have a great time, and enjoy yourself here on dxpnet.
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Keep your eyes peeled for reactions like the one you're having right now.
This is how you know you're losing control and taking two steps back after taking one step forward; when you revert back to your egoic coping mechanisms and appear to be back at square one.
You should have listened to your therapist. You can't handle this conversation.




Anyway thank all you humble fruit users. I'm here to announce Dastardly will be taking things from here, like always. Any new members, it if you have questions regarding fresh liquid or anything slimy in general, dastard will be your girl you need to find to get everything solved. Hope you have a great time, and enjoy yourself here on dxpnet.
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It has a Scorpio mars and I think a Scorpio Venus, so yea, it's definitely obsessed with you. Just ignore it's trolling.

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