I walked up to my child form, who was looking at the sky through a telescope on my grandfathers farm. It was something I did quiet often back then. My child form was saying a poem, and remember thinking "That's not my poem. I don't remember writing that." I then started to hum a melody along with the words. I tried to repeat them over and over so I wouldn't forget when I woke up. Only when I woke up I was trapped in sleep paralysis, and fell back asleep when I finally woke up again I completely forgot everything except the last line.

"Loneliness is love lost in space."

Thinking about it, love lost in the abyss with nothing to touch truly is the definition of lonely. It made me self reflect on myself, and how extremely low all my earthly vibrations are. I was given so many opportunities to feel and express love, yet I never really have. Maybe that dream truly was a message from the universe itself. Maybe there weren't even other lines to that poem. Maybe what I remembered to be the last line was purely the first line to a new reality.

Is it mother's day? What is going on

I pray for everyone who's fighting cancer right now to win that battle and recover from it entirely! I've been shaken up for the last two years constantly by someone close getting it...when my mom was in such excruciating pain from it I thought why are doctors so cruel here, why don't they give her something stronger to relieve the pain...I knew about fentanyl and wondered why they never gave it to her...only to recently realize she was on it for awhile...and not even that helped 😞 the entire time, I was so scattered that I didn't even look at what I'm giving her, I only wanted to make her feel no pain anymore and I stopped reading labels, only read instructions about dosing. The whole time I thought she was on morphine and wondered why they never changed to fentanyl considering how she felt, only to discover just recently that I was giving it to her for about 2 weeks (she was hospitalized just for 5 last days)...first day it would help relieve the pain, she was a bit more calm and it didn't hurt as much but the next day already it would start hurting severely again. I increased dosage according to recommendations from doctors and in the last week got to almost maximum dose...it only made her disoriented but the pain was still there...I don't know if there's anything stronger than fentanyl, from what I read at a time it was the strongest and it did help many...sadly for her not even that was working. So I was even more sad now that I realized how enormous her pain was that not even the most powerful drug could help her...I hope no one ever gets to experience such pain in their life and I hope cancer can eventually be cured for everyone like some other, previously incurable, diseases...

Italian passion 🔥
She Pisces
He Virgo

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My dream view

To all the Dxp mums ~ wishing you a lovely
Day ✨💛✨

Reminds me of ands type 💃🏻

On the menu tonight.