I pray for everyone who's fighting cancer right now to win that battle and recover from it entirely! I've been shaken up for the last two years constantly by someone close getting it...when my mom was in such excruciating pain from it I thought why are doctors so cruel here, why don't they give her something stronger to relieve the pain...I knew about fentanyl and wondered why they never gave it to her...only to recently realize she was on it for awhile...and not even that helped π the entire time, I was so scattered that I didn't even look at what I'm giving her, I only wanted to make her feel no pain anymore and I stopped reading labels, only read instructions about dosing. The whole time I thought she was on morphine and wondered why they never changed to fentanyl considering how she felt, only to discover just recently that I was giving it to her for about 2 weeks (she was hospitalized just for 5 last days)...first day it would help relieve the pain, she was a bit more calm and it didn't hurt as much but the next day already it would start hurting severely again. I increased dosage according to recommendations from doctors and in the last week got to almost maximum dose...it only made her disoriented but the pain was still there...I don't know if there's anything stronger than fentanyl, from what I read at a time it was the strongest and it did help many...sadly for her not even that was working. So I was even more sad now that I realized how enormous her pain was that not even the most powerful drug could help her...I hope no one ever gets to experience such pain in their life and I hope cancer can eventually be cured for everyone like some other, previously incurable, diseases...
Using chatGPT to read my chart, use my strengths to pivot into careers that come naturally and from there one that allows me to work remote and create income streams.
Love seeing how I can use the technology to align deeper with myself.