I am convinced that humans are masochists.

Been in a weird mood all weekend. Sad that my co-worker quit (can’t blame her one bit) even though we talk daily and plan on going out for drinks/dinner etc every now and then, it’s still not going to be the same without her at work. I really liked her and we got along really well. Not looking forward to this week as it’s going to be really stressful and busy and I have to work long hours again due to being short staffed. Also the Libra has been sick so we didn’t get to hang out. So I’ve just been moping around the house depressed and dreading the week ahead. Need to get my ass dressed and out the door because I’ve been putting off going back to urgent care for my follow up xray to see if my pneumonia has cleared from my lungs. Still having some chest pains, but other than that feel better. Got so much to do today to prepare for the week and I’ve been procrastinating severely. 😕

(Ands told me to tell y'all that he is doing jornyy time with his Scorpio fwb.)

Soooo beautiful!

Well I've got an interesting outcome of the rectification method of Virgo's chart to predict his rising and now it all makes so much more sense - since it for as far as even getting the degrees correct. With this what I got now, my Juno conjunct his rising and my Lilith conjunct his descendant. This makes so much more sense than my previous guess of Sag rising! Look at all these love/sex asteroids packed in his first house lol no wonder I'm obsessed lol also as I typed all the info to get as close with rectification as possible I realized I know and observe way too much about him lol

I’ve been sorting out my underwear drawer and am smiling at all the sexy stuff I have😃and the lengths I used to go to to please my men. My Cancer friend said that if they didn’t like her in the dirty gardening clothes, no makeup and messy hair they’re not worth having 😂. I‘m so happy I don’t any longer have to go to all the lengths I used to, to be desired ~ freedom! 😊

I miss having a free use relationship.

Finally a perfect 8 hours of sleep. It's actually a bit sad to admit, but I'm sure many can relate. Nowadays with everything going on in the world on top on what's going on in my own personal life, I'm actually thankful to simply get a solid 8 hours. I feel so recharged! Also I've been drinking around 3.7 liters of water a day. I know it's funny because I mocked the idea last year, but have to say drinking around the recommended amount of water a day has made me not only feel better, but made digestion much more regular. I need to do a much as possible to make up for the years of abuse.