An Aqua Male Experience
This topic was created in the Aquarius forum by motherbear on Saturday, September 2, 2006 and has 1 replies.
I feel like a runaway train wreck
Desiring him intently always needing to check
What he was up to yet nowhere to be found
So often day after day he was never around
I felt a connection the moment we met
Truly a magical time between ourselves yet
He kept himself detached because of the distance
Leaving me to wonder and deal with his absence
I wondered how much longer I could comfortably cope
Thinking and feeling that I did not want to give up hope
That he would come to want me as much as I wanted him
He stays away too long making me feel quite grim
I don?t want to continue to feel this way still
Every time he does come around I feel so much thrill
Oh what shall I do I cant control my emotions
I cant give others a chance when I carry on with these actions
Why should I let a man who is barely there for me cause this stir
It just keeps turning into a frustrating bummer
I want him so much I have become such a puppet
For the smallest morsel of attention that he agrees to visit
This is insane how long do I put up with this
I want to be with him and don?t want to miss
How magical the time we spend together is so sweet
I?ve never felt someone who was such an incredible treat
Ahhh one day I must get off this train for sure
For I know I will come to no longer endure
What he has put me through with his uncaring ways
The way he keeps himself from me for so many days
Why don?t I matter as much anymore
I wish I knew enough to be sure
What to do now, shall I stay or go
Either way I choose might bring me sorrow
Could it be possible that things will work out
Maybe if I am willing to holdout
For whatever issues he is dealing with now
To stay I must understand and allow
Accept what I don?t understand and be patient
For the time to discern what all I have meant
For I may be too caught up to notice what is true
I just hope it works out and I do not have to bid him adieu
Desiring him intently always needing to check
What he was up to yet nowhere to be found
So often day after day he was never around
I felt a connection the moment we met
Truly a magical time between ourselves yet
He kept himself detached because of the distance
Leaving me to wonder and deal with his absence
I wondered how much longer I could comfortably cope
Thinking and feeling that I did not want to give up hope
That he would come to want me as much as I wanted him
He stays away too long making me feel quite grim
I don?t want to continue to feel this way still
Every time he does come around I feel so much thrill
Oh what shall I do I cant control my emotions
I cant give others a chance when I carry on with these actions
Why should I let a man who is barely there for me cause this stir
It just keeps turning into a frustrating bummer
I want him so much I have become such a puppet
For the smallest morsel of attention that he agrees to visit
This is insane how long do I put up with this
I want to be with him and don?t want to miss
How magical the time we spend together is so sweet
I?ve never felt someone who was such an incredible treat
Ahhh one day I must get off this train for sure
For I know I will come to no longer endure
What he has put me through with his uncaring ways
The way he keeps himself from me for so many days
Why don?t I matter as much anymore
I wish I knew enough to be sure
What to do now, shall I stay or go
Either way I choose might bring me sorrow
Could it be possible that things will work out
Maybe if I am willing to holdout
For whatever issues he is dealing with now
To stay I must understand and allow
Accept what I don?t understand and be patient
For the time to discern what all I have meant
For I may be too caught up to notice what is true
I just hope it works out and I do not have to bid him adieu
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@pisces
Joined: Apr 04, 2006 · Topics: 193 · Posts: 2425
So, I know I would rather walk away than admit I am wrong some times. Just to prove a point
How stuborn are you?
Would you walk away in an arguement or would you press the other person till they give?
How stuborn are you?
Would you walk away in an arguement or would you press the other person till they give?
@pisces
Joined: Apr 04, 2006 · Topics: 193 · Posts: 2425
Which type of relationships are long term lasting...ones which are heavily influenced by the heart or ones which have a heavy tilt towards the head.
My opinion would be it begins with the heart but long term winner would be the head...
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My opinion would be it begins with the heart but long term winner would be the head...
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@flex
Joined: Apr 05, 2006 · Topics: 8 · Posts: 27
how do you know if an aquarius guy likes you?
@Lebsky
Joined: Aug 09, 2006 · Topics: 7 · Posts: 22
Are you sure your mistakes are just mistakes? Or could they be building blocks to a success beyond any you imagined?
Gallup conducted a poll asking people what was the worst thing that ever happened to them. Then the pollsters asked the same peop
Gallup conducted a poll asking people what was the worst thing that ever happened to them. Then the pollsters asked the same peop
@Qbone
Joined: Jan 18, 2005 · Topics: 756 · Posts: 13612
Do any other Pisces do a disappearing act?
My brother is a Pisces. He routinely gets involved in "monogamous" relationships and/or marriage. Yes I know what I just typed.
He will be very loyal, faithful, loving, attentive, and just gus
My brother is a Pisces. He routinely gets involved in "monogamous" relationships and/or marriage. Yes I know what I just typed.
He will be very loyal, faithful, loving, attentive, and just gus
@leo/virgo75
Joined: Mar 22, 2006 · Topics: 8 · Posts: 460
Are any other Pisces feeling an oppressive weight on their shoulders at the moment? I am feeling so low and depressed about the state of the world and just getting through the day is hard, it's such a strong feeling and i have no energy. I think it is jus
@piscesdreamer
Joined: Jun 26, 2006 · Topics: 13 · Posts: 189
...friends with their exes? I ask because I've noticed this a lot amongst the Virgos I've gotten to know throughout my life. It's almost as if remaining friends with an ex becomes a necessity to some Virgos that I've witnessed. As a Pisces, I can empathiz
@IloveMotherEarth
Joined: Aug 17, 2006 · Topics: 4 · Posts: 73
TO YOU ALL!!!
@dward417
Joined: Aug 21, 2006 · Topics: 107 · Posts: 1660
What's your weirdest/strangest food combination that you like to eat that others see as odd?
Mine is a sandwich with just mayo...no ham, no cheese, just bread and mayo.
Mine is a sandwich with just mayo...no ham, no cheese, just bread and mayo.
@houstonpeach74
Joined: May 18, 2006 · Topics: 267 · Posts: 6936