So why if I love or fall in love do I lose control and go into depression and feel enormous pain in my soul?
In fact, I'm more afraid of love than death, my most difficult times in life is that I start to love or fall in love.
I m sun aquarius, moon in sagittarius, Ascendant is Cancer
Mercury in Pisces,
Venus in Capricors
Mars in taurus ,jupiter in aquarius,satrun in gemini,uranus in libra.
Mercury in Pisces.
Venus in Capricorn.
Mars in Taurus.
Jupiter in Aquarius
Uranus in Libra.
It's hard, the emotions scare me, I love , but hide the feelings and people end up leaving me, and I'm torn apart.
True, I can live alone without love, but if I love someone it's something powerful that kills my soul, I can be ice, but if someone defrosts me. I don't know what to do with the emotions.Then I ruin everything out of fear, and remain alone and go into deep, deep depression.
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May 26, 2019Comments: 466 · Posts: 596 · Topics: 7
Your ascendant is cancer. Basically you are a cancer not an Aquarius
I don't know, I can't, I become another person once I have intense feelings.
You have a Cancer Asc. Of course you're going to feel deeply.
Sadly Rabbi .. heartbreak after heartbreak.
A strong question ... to be honest before sex.
Maybe because they have stronger feelings, even though everyone thinks they're cold robots? And because they are aware of their feelings, they shy away from love and feelings
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Jul 26, 2019Comments: 0 · Posts: 399 · Topics: 13
Actually Aquas feel deeply about a lot stuff, it's just they value logic over emotion so are unlikely to react emotionally to things. In the case of love, as an aqua moon, it's uncomfortable because it's an illogical feeling at the beginning. Once things are more settled and stable, it feels more natural. But at the beginning, I dislike it because it makes me act irrationally which is unlike me.