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I GOT IT!!! Good lord this took me so long. Haven't used html codes in so long. I felt like an idiot. But hey, it's the end result that counts right!!
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Jun 21, 2015Comments: 3 · Posts: 2104 · Topics: 89
Oh you're telling me. He's a handful but after his shy spell at first meeting me we became pretty good friends. We began as coworkers. I was new, so as I learned I had three main people I asked questions: him and two others. When I'd ask him questions I got this vibe he didn't want to answer me and he chatted to everyone else all the time except me! Avoided me like the plague. My first day I blacked out (low iron) and he avoided me until my dad came to get me then he asked if I was okay without making eye contact. Well even though he gave off the vibe that he didn't want to talk to me at work I'd ask questions anyways because I wanted to learn and I was not going to let him intimidate me with his at the time what I thought was his dislike for me!
I will never forget the first time I tried joking around with him....because I was sick of him treating me like I "wasn't worthy" of his casual conversations. He asked for a pen and I said no. Obviously I was joking but he thought I was serious and he whipped his head around and gave me the most intense glare I had ever received to which I told him to calm down and that I was just joking around. He had no reply and went back to what he was doing. I was sad (rising Libra) because everyone liked me but him, and I liked how he interacted with everyone else and wanted to be his friend. I analyzed him. Little did I know he was analyzing me. When I was with customers multiple times, I could "feel" his eyes. . He watched and listened to a lot of my conversations and would bring up things I had said to others but not to him yet he remembered. I don't really remember when he decided to speak to me like a civil human being, but I do remember when he first went out of his way to say hi and ask me how I was and I was so taken aback all I did was stand there with my mouth hanging open and my entire face turned red!! LOL! From there we became pretty good friends, talking about religion, politics, humanity and where it's heading, views on relationship /all of our friends having kids and how it's too early, etc
I don't know if I want to pursue it or not...whatever it is. I am cautious. I enjoy being his friend far too much to destroy it with emotions. He's slowed down but still tries to hang out at night to which he gets the same responses: "no, ask me during the day". He'll say "tomorrow?" and tomorrow never comes. We mainly hang out in large groups, which I don't mind, but if he is pursues, I'd rather it not be at 1am