Aries and depression

This topic was created in the Aries forum by lotuslily on Friday, December 23, 2011 and has 41 replies.
Do you guys suffer from bouts of depression quite often? I've had two depression spells this year, one the year before, none the year before that but one per year for the two years before that.
If so what normally triggers it? Mine at the moment is being brought on my my parents failing relationship which has caused my mother to develop into a full blown alcoholic and getting progressively worse. The one earlier this year was because of the massive upheaval of my life but also isolation and not being able to do much in the desert during summer (47 degrees celsius everyday!) in the month of Ramadan in a Muslim country.
The year before that was isolation again. This time, I was living in Thailand and it's a place where people come and go into and out of your life very often. Drawbacks of being an urban nomad I guess! Also, it was monsoon season and because circumstances in Thailand see most people -- myself included -- driving motorcycles, often (like every day for four months) I couldn't go out or had to cancel my plans because of the wall of water headed in my direction. Both spells before that were related to break-ups with boyfriends.
And how do you pull yourself out of it? I'm really battling with this one because I'm concerned for my mom's wellbeing and I'm due to leave again to go back overseas in a month...
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what's your moonie there lotuslily?
I blame all my dark moments on my poor old Cancer Moon and Ascendant, which is probaby a bit rough on them but I figger they have broad shoulders....
Prior to this year it seems you had no problem so maybe when this bad planet crap is over things will ease up for you?
I think one of those bad guy planets has been up our kilt for a few years now and this crap should have run its course by October 2012? Will we last that long?
Can't remember where I read it - I have read everything I can get my hands on in order to try and ascertain why hard work and determination isn't producing the required results.
Blue Moon and Heroic can wax lyrical here about transits and lessons etc but because I am so used to bad stuff happening I assume they are just talking about more bad stuff.
When I suggested on here a while ago that perhaps lessons could be useful and pleasant (ie hard work does pay off or if you are true love will embrace you) (instead of kicking you in the guts, grabbing your wallet and speeding off in your car) I was met with a stony silence so I really have no idea whatzup.
My Cancer Moon says more shit on the way.
Aries Sun says keep working, everything could turn around tomorrow.
Wish I knew who to believe.
Sorry I cannot help with the alcholic thing.
I know it is referred to as a disease which of course I don't understand - I just think "why don't you put the friggin glass down" but I haven't walked a mile in their shoes so I can't really empathise.
Try to remember (which is hard when dealing with close friends/family) what is their shit and don't get it mixed up with your shit. You can't really do much for your ma until she says "hey - I need help to beat this."
It must be awful for your to watch her destroy herself but I don't know what you can do.
When I feel like the crapola is just too much the only thing that can jolt me back to life is music. Bear in mind that I am slightly nutty but:
Get a bunch of your absolute favourite songs. I am talking your very very favourites and put them on a playlist and play it.
Of course sex is a huge release but as I currently have no access to that avenue of pleasure, music is the best I can doSad
Sorry if none of that helps but I do hear you bro. Keep rocking.
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I've got Leo moon and scorp rising. It's Christmas in two days and the atmosphere here is so thick you'd need a hacksaw to cut through it. Not exactly what I had in mind for my first Xmas with my family in three years!
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I have to admit that I have been having some down days, here lately. I can't say actual depression. I have suffered from depression in the past. It is a very tough thing to endure.
I am guessing it is mostly just the season. It is my second Christmas alone. Really not much on the horizon on a personal level. Oh well....
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Thanks everyone. You are all very beautiful people where it matters!
@impresswho: I think I'm sponging up both my mom and dad's emotions to the point where it's making me feel like I want to throw up. There is no festive spirit at all here. Only heavy doom and gloom. A Grinch has stolen our Xmas! But I'm okay with it being just another regular day any way. I've been living in the far east and middle east and they don't celebrate Xmas cuz they're buddhists and Muslims. I'm quite alright with Xmas not being around, but there's just no holiday cheer like there was before I left for overseas 3 years ago. I'm also in hectic isolation/disconnect mode again... Mostly because i need to save my money for overseas again and because im not actually getting to do anything I want to do this holiday. I just have to go with a very uneasy flow! And my heart feels so heavy, which im sure is from my parents' situation. I spoke to my aunt about it today and I got a lot of it off my chest but I still feel traumatized.
@dofacc: what do you mean alone? Like just out of a relationship alone or by yourself on Xmas day alone? If so... WHY?
Thanks again for all the hugs and kind words everyone. Love and joy to you all if I don't see you on here again before Christmas xxx
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^^^ Both. No relationship of any sort really. Of course my daughter cares, but she will be off with her mom and her mom's family doing the Xmas thing. And actually, even the rather 3rd string plans I did make are falling through. Ah well, some things have to be endured before better things arrive.
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^^^ Both. No relationship of any sort really. Of course my daughter cares, but she will be off with her mom and her mom's family doing the Xmas thing. And actually, even the rather 3rd string plans I did make are falling through. Ah well, some things have to be endured before better things arrive.


I will send especially good vibes your way tomorrow in hopes that your day turns out to be unexpectedly joyful. I think the traditional version of how Christmas is supposed to be spent is getting tossed out the window thanks to global financial crisises.
In an unexpected turn of events: I will be spending Christmas eve with my ex boyfriend!!!! The one who I have loved most in my life... the one who left my heart shattered... The one whose girlfriend forbid him to have anything to do with me for the 6 years they were together.... And the one whose tongue ended up in my mouth one night at a party about two months ago! He's in the same town as I am for vacation and he wants to hang out tonight!
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Definetely. On and off for three years. Alot of it has to do with break-ups and my relationship with my dad. Never really felt any support from him, and him always telling me basically im not woman enough , both him and my brother basically said the same thing. They told me because im not domesticated enough and because I have to much mouth ill never get married. Its like when im with them they always make me feel like there is something wrong with me. My brother swears he wants to get close to me but almost everytime we hang he acts like i annoy him, just two nights ago he told me that I was doing to much, because I had an opinion about my mom and step dad keeping their Yorkie tied up for the most part of the day. I said to him its animal abuse, he said you should mind your business. WTF it is animal abuse and I dont believe any animal ahould be treated that way, people act like pets are objects. But it not like I said it to them, I said it to him when we were just sitting chilling. that turned into him telling me about myself and him walking away as if I did something to him. Then he wonders why when he wants to hang with me I always make an excuse.
I just have always felt like an outsider around alot of people, being and aries girl aint easy. Never felt support from the male counterparts in my life Dad, brother and boyfriends all included.
Usually isolating myself for a few days helps but then I push my friends away in the proccess. I don't have it figured out yet.
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Let me add my dad has pretty much been an absentee father most of my life, but he always makes sure that when he does see me once every three years to remind me of why im not good enough. He also told my brother behind my back that basically stupid because I not abreast on world news.
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Posted by bkbella86
Let me add my dad has pretty much been an absentee father most of my life, but he always makes sure that when he does see me once every three years to remind me of why im not good enough. He also told my brother behind my back that basically stupid because I not abreast on world news.


Which I am, not all but some. But i don't feel the need to put it on display for my dad I see every three years
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yes they do..they become real quite for periods of time. and when they do, leave them alone to work it out. I was with an Aries for 10 years, and I am Aries rising.
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Hey guys... Merry Christmas smile
@dofacc: how was your day? What did you end up doing?
Mine turned out completely differently than I thought it would. Ended up seeing Xmas in with my ex bf and then slept over at his place. When I got back home the next morning my family was all jovial and the day turned out to be surprisingly joyful between my family members. Was a close call! Totally thought the Grinch stole Xmas this year but between my ex turning up unexpectedly and my family waking up in good moods, it did feel like Xmas after all. Met up with my ex bf again later on in the day and ended up sleeping over again.
That entire situation has been a bit of a mindfuck because we hadn't spoken in like 6 years and only had chit chat for the first time about two months ago. So when we were both literally crying on each other's shoulders last night (me cuz I'm so depressed and worried about my family and him cuz his dad died just before Xmas about five years ago) I thought it was a bit of a miracle that it was each other we both found when we needed tender emotional support. I can always feel when the person I'm in contact with is here to either yeah me something or needs my help and I've always felt he and I have soul ties because of how cosmic the atmosphere always feels when we engage with each other. It was the same thing this Christmas. There was an air of pre-destined help and loving support for each other provided by the universe for our heavy hearts. It was awesome.
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U should have done what my family did for christmas....cocktails and acid!!....I dont know how ur family runs but if my parents get fucked up. I have to get more fucked up than they do so they dont steal my shine ! ! parents need something to focus on other than their stupid relationship problems or something.
I'm genuinely sorry for ur christmas for some reason i feel a little teary from reading that u lost ur christmas spirit because I had the best christmas yesterday and all i could do was count the things that made my christmas....
my mum bought me an xbox kinect....and I dont even own an xbox!! on top of that I'm not even 15 I dont even play games on top of that we all said we werent gonna do christmas presents this year and just get fuked up but there she goes doing her own thing......I thought it was the coolest thing ever but that could be the acid talking.
chin up and maybe emmerse urself in art or something cos i read somewhere when aries ppl dont express themselves artistically they get troubled and depressed
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Hahahahahaha! Holy crap! That is nuts!
Christmas was actually better than I thought it was going to be, so please don't cry... Haha. It was nice enough and there was festive spirit for the first half of the day. Then, you know how it goes, everyone watches movies and passes out because they ate too much. Even when we were crying, we weren't like "waaaaaaaah, life is fucked up" we both just acknowledged we had heavy hearts and when we started speaking about it to each other, tears came out. So we went with it. And we were grateful to have each other there. There are not many people in this world who know the mushy side to me. But he does and I'm comfortable being mush with him. I don't feel vulnerable when my mush comes out around him.
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I haven't shared emotional intimacy, affection and closeness with anyone in four years and to be able to feel how beautiful it is just lying in someone's arms and sharing your inner most thoughts and feelings with someone was awesome, so it was like the universe gave me a gift. I couldn't believe the last time a had a moment like that was four years ago! I forgot how it felt completely. It was a wonderful experience
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Thanks again erryone! You're all very caring and beautiful human beans :p
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Yes, especially lately. I went from having a good job, doing what I wanted, being happy and alone to no job, no money, in debt, having to move back in with my parents, no car, no way to get anywhere like to work if I even got a job and all the guys I'm trying to get to know talk to me for like 2 days then quit.
I feel like an absolute failure at being a human being,.
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Yes, especially lately. I went from having a good job, doing what I wanted, being happy and alone to no job, no money, in debt, having to move back in with my parents, no car, no way to get anywhere like to work if I even got a job and all the guys I'm trying to get to know talk to me for like 2 days then quit.
I feel like an absolute failure at being a human being,.


Hugs from me...you are not a failure
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Yes, especially lately. I went from having a good job, doing what I wanted, being happy and alone to no job, no money, in debt, having to move back in with my parents, no car, no way to get anywhere like to work if I even got a job and all the guys I'm trying to get to know talk to me for like 2 days then quit.
I feel like an absolute failure at being a human being,.


Oh my god! This is exactly what has happened to me in the space of four months! Everything you've said. Even the thing about the guys! When is ur birthday? There have been a few other Aries who have also posted about having their life ripped to bare pieces and having to start over again!
I feel you girl! I think we just need to have faith that it will all come to us. You know how strong our faith is and how sometimes it can produce miracles! That's the only thing getting me through at the moment.
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Yes, especially lately. I went from having a good job, doing what I wanted, being happy and alone to no job, no money, in debt, having to move back in with my parents, no car, no way to get anywhere like to work if I even got a job and all the guys I'm trying to get to know talk to me for like 2 days then quit.
I feel like an absolute failure at being a human being,.


Oh my god! This is exactly what has happened to me in the space of four months! Everything you've said. Even the thing about the guys! When is ur birthday? There have been a few other Aries who have also posted about having their life ripped to bare pieces and having to start over again!
I feel you girl! I think we just need to have faith that it will all come to us. You know how strong our faith is and how sometimes it can produce miracles! That's the only thing getting me through at the moment.


March 27th is my birthday.
Yeah I dunno, it's horrible, I feel so out of control of my life. I feel like I'm trapped, in jail and no way to get out. I live too far away from anything to walk, there are no busses or cabs, no public transportation. I just don't know what to do.
I'm so sorry you are going through that too, I feel for you. I'm usually a positive person but at this point, I just don't know what's left for me to be positive about. On top of that I keep trusting guys and thinking they are being straight forward with me, then they just go and ditch me without a word. It's so frustrating
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Yes, especially lately. I went from having a good job, doing what I wanted, being happy and alone to no job, no money, in debt, having to move back in with my parents, no car, no way to get anywhere like to work if I even got a job and all the guys I'm trying to get to know talk to me for like 2 days then quit.
I feel like an absolute failure at being a human being,.


Hugs from me...you are not a failure
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Thank you so much, I accept your hug and return it as well
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@SyntheticAnesthetic
I was ditched twice in the same year. I know exactly how you feel, it hurts like hell. I am lucky for the friends and family that fill my life with positivity and joy. But its still hard some days even weeks when Im depressed. Stay strong girl, because despite what you think you are strong, especially enduring what your going through. I hope it gets better for all of us Aries going through it.
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where in NY do you live Synthetic? how far from the nearest signs of civilisation?
Can you bike around? I used to live where there was no......nothing, no cabs, buses. You name it - we didn't have it!
I used to run everywhere and then I moved on up and got about on my horse.
I was a lot fitter back then!!
I like what Dragalutzi said about getting stuck turning my wheels waiting for something to happen...
Back in November I read some astro stuff that basically said "shit will rain down upon you from May 2011 to January 2012" (May is when things went from really really bad to even worse) so since then I have tried to sit back in neutral, waiting for things to improve and then maybe my efforts to improve things will stop making everything worse.
And very interesting about the brain/images thing vs brain/words.
Food for thought there - definitely something else to try before giving up.
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^^^ Both. No relationship of any sort really. Of course my daughter cares, but she will be off with her mom and her mom's family doing the Xmas thing. And actually, even the rather 3rd string plans I did make are falling through. Ah well, some things have to be endured before better things arrive.



Your Christmas sounds ideal dofacc....you get to wear what you want, eat what you like, drink what you like and listen to the music you like.
When you get to spend time with your daughter that will still be special - any time you spend with someone you love is special. When do you get to see her?
Can you make it a Russian Orthodox Christmas (7 Jan) - it can be as orthodox or unorthodox as you like.
Get creative.
Make it a dofacc original. Anyone can do the carols/pudding/stocking thing.
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where in NY do you live Synthetic? how far from the nearest signs of civilisation?
Can you bike around? I used to live where there was no......nothing, no cabs, buses. You name it - we didn't have it!
I used to run everywhere and then I moved on up and got about on my horse.
I was a lot fitter back then!!
I like what Dragalutzi said about getting stuck turning my wheels waiting for something to happen...
Back in November I read some astro stuff that basically said "shit will rain down upon you from May 2011 to January 2012" (May is when things went from really really bad to even worse) so since then I have tried to sit back in neutral, waiting for things to improve and then maybe my efforts to improve things will stop making everything worse.
And very interesting about the brain/images thing vs brain/words.
Food for thought there - definitely something else to try before giving up.



Pretty far, at least 30 minutes in either direction to a city, it's bad. I actually wouldn't mind biking if there was anything in the vicinity but I don't even own a bike haha, wow I sound so pathetic.
May- Oct was awesome, I had money, I did a lot, I traveled, I wasn't wise with money or saving (but let's face it, when am I ever) and now I have none and no vehicle. I just hope January does bring better times, or February, whichever.
Any job right now would make me 100000% happier. I don't even really care about love right now, I just want my life back on track.
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@SyntheticAnesthetic
I'm sorry to hear about your misfortune. You have a Pluto square Sun transit going on and a Uranus conjunct Sun transit going on... forces that are uncontrollable have forced changes. Death and rebirth. I posted some good articles about it. But just be reassured that it is all turning into positive good changes. It feels like there is no end in sight and you are walking through a dark tunnel, but cannot see the light at the end.. but you will. ((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))


Thank you, I'll have to check that out and hope for the best.
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@SyntheticAnesthetic
I was ditched twice in the same year. I know exactly how you feel, it hurts like hell. I am lucky f
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I think the last half of my post disappeared Sad I'm sorry Bkbella86
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Posted by Dragalutzi

@SyntheticAnesthetic
maybe you are dating the wrong type of guys. you have to question if the person is really what you want or you just desperately need someone. ditch bitterness and negative thoughts, start working on improving your life in any way, anything that will make you feel good, and you'll attract positive people who would want to be with you.
maybe all things happened to you to harden your shell and see that you can find power outside material security.
jobs, dates, all this are cliches of modern society but they don't define you or make you a failure.
keep your chin up and your human dignity.
I know it's hard, I've had many turning points in my life. But all that matters is how you come out of it.



I normally would agree, I was so picky with guys, then I just started giving EVERYONE a shot, and they've all failed me, or maybe I failed them, I really don't know honestly. I think I'm a pretty cool chick, but I guess most people think otherwise.
I've been through a lot in my life, things no one should ever go through, at a young age too. I think I've come out pretty good, but I can't lie, there are times when I think I just can't go on anymore, can't handle the stress, the uncontrollable cycles that I'm going through.
I go through phases, right now I can't seem to get out of this one.
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May- Oct was awesome, I had money, I did a lot, I traveled, I wasn't wise with money or saving (but let's face it, when am I ever) and now I have none and no vehicle. I just hope January does bring better times, or February, whichever.
Any job right now would make me 100000% happier. I don't even really care about love right now, I just want my life back on track.

You speak my thoughts lady! And it's not that a job or whatever makes us success or failure: it's peace of fucking mind that you're going to be able to buy food for yourself for the next month with the money you get paid.
I've been unemployed for three months now and I'm the same: I don't actually give a shit about love at the moment. A good start at just getting me to relax would be just getting a new job! I constantly feel like throwing up with worry about it. Then added to it is the drama with my parents, no money, no transport, no social life, guys...
And it's not like I don't have a positive outlook on life... I found something to think positively about and be grateful for on Xmas and I genuinely do try and let figurative bullets bounce right off me and not penetrate the surface. So yes, I feel this heaviness (insomnia has now set in. Only fell asleep after 5am this morning) but I will still find something to smile about and laugh about.
About the guys: they're not even worth us stressing over. I know that, you know that, but when it's the fourth time in a row it happens to you, your mind starts asking questions... Like why the fuck is it too much to ask to just find someone cool to hang out with and have fun with? They're all so full of shit! Even my ex bf who i ended up being emotionally intimate with (his dad passed away a few years ago just before Xmas and he was literally crying on my shoulder on Xmas night) like two days ago turned around the next day and told me he didnt think we could be friends because he's too scared hes going to get hurt because he is struggling to keep the walls around his heart up when he's with me. He's too fucked up and I'm too awesome... Haha ... I have since come to the conclusion that there might not actually be anyone awesome enough for me on this planet.
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@impresswho: I just reread your post about the more you fight for what you want, the more gets taken away and that I must just let go. I only reached that point today where I'm literally feeling like giving up, washing my hands of all of it and saying 'whatever... You sort it out universe. I'm done trying' if the universe doesn't want me to go back overseas then I'm going to stop fighting to go back. As much as it breaks my heart because I really love being out there in the big open world. I don't know what the fuck else to do except fucking lie awake at night not knowing what the fuck is going on and getting angrier and more withdrawn every time new shit hits me (this morning it was my housemate feom overseas tellig me she wont be giving me the $ 1000 she owes me and that instead i must take the sofa when i move out!!! Which leaves me with no money to support myself for the first month im back there next month!) and every day lying around and sleeping the days away because I'm so tired and have no money to do anything. And hide away. From the drama of my parents.
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And it's not like I don't have a positive outlook on life... I found something to think positively about and be grateful for on Xmas and I genuinely do try and let figurative bullets bounce right off me and not penetrate the surface. So yes, I feel this heaviness (insomnia has now set in. Only fell asleep after 5am this morning) but I will still find something to smile about and laugh about.
About the guys: they're not even worth us stressing over. I know that, you know that, but when it's the fourth time in a row it happens to you, your mind starts asking questions... Like why the fuck is it too much to ask to just find someone cool to hang out with and have fun with? They're all so full of shit! Even my ex bf who i ended up being emotionally intimate with (his dad passed away a few years ago just before Xmas and he was literally crying on my shoulder on Xmas night) like two days ago turned around the next day and told me he didnt think we could be friends because he's too scared hes going to get hurt because he is struggling to keep the walls around his heart up when he's with me. He's too fucked up and I'm too awesome... Haha ... I have since come to the conclusion that there might not actually be anyone awesome enough for me on this planet.



I'm right there with ya on the insomnia, I went a week of sleeping only 1-2 hours a night if that, my bags were so bad under my eyes.
And the guys, good lord, I can't even with them. I don't understand how they can be all !!!! You are so awesome, then 2 days later I don't exist, it makes zero sense and I keep thinking, maybe THIS one will be different, oh no? Ok what about this one? NOPE! Next? Nuh uh...I just don't know.
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@SyntheticAnesthetic
You're an Aries warrior and you will battle and fight through this. You just keep looking forward and look fear straight in the eye and keep moving forward. It may be foggy and dark, but it'll get clear. Can you post your birth chart or the time you were born? That would help with what houses the transits are in. Could tell you more. Also, meditation is an incredible thing. smile


Thank you, I hope it passes soon, I just can't handle it anymore.
I was born 6:40am In western NY
My chart;
Sun Aries 6??26'45 in house 12 direct
Moon Scorpio 11??54'53 in house 7 direct
Mercury Aries 24??28'31 in house 1 direct
Venus Aries 22??05'40 in house 1 direct
Mars Cancer 25??41'26 in house 4 direct
Jupiter Gemini 28??03'10 in house 3 direct
Saturn Leo 24??23'04 in house 5 retrograde
Uranus Scorpio 15??51'18 in house 7 retrograde
Neptune Sagittarius 18??18'30 end of house 8 retrograde
Pluto Libra 15??34'28 in house 6 retrograde
True Node Libra 5??53'28 in house 6 retrograde
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Ooooooh stop whining. When one door closes another one opens. Just feel what you're going through and rise above it. Don't give up just let go. Try another road if this road is at a dead end.
Aren??t you a writer? In your spare time since you have a lot of it....get creative. Write a book about your life or a short story. That would be nice and a good way to get all the ugly stuff out. Who knows, you may help someone else out that may be going through the same thing. Your story may inspire someone else.
I am still sending you lots of love.





Lol... I could... But My computer crashed two days ago. Can't even work now! Hahaha... When it rains it pours right??? But at least im laughing about it! I'm over being doom and gloom.
At this point, I'm thinking "fuck it!" i cant actually take it anymore so I'm just gonna brush everything aside and not even think about it and deal with it when I get back to the city.
Right now... The only thing I can do is the only thing i cant do the rest of the time when my life is in working order: go to the beach! And that is cool by me! So I'm just gonna do that.
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Thank you for your very kind thoughts, both of you, LotusLilly and RNAP.
I did manage to make it through Christmas. I actually worked the entire weekend, so I was at least busy. I do believe things are looking up now. At least my outlook is more positive. Can't believe all the lightweight stumbling blocks that I keep finding though. As well, if it were easy, everyone would be an Aries.
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You're an Aries warrior and you will battle and fight through this. You just keep looking forward and look fear straight in the eye and keep moving forward. It may be foggy and dark, but it'll get clear. Can you post your birth chart or the time you were born? That would help with what houses the transits are in. Could tell you more. Also, meditation is an incredible thing. smile



Thank you, I hope it passes soon, I just can't handle it anymore.
I was born 6:40am In western NY
My chart;
Sun Aries 6??26'45 in house 12 direct
Moon Scorpio 11??54'53 in house 7 direct
Mercury Aries 24??28'31 in house 1 direct
Venus Aries 22??05'40 in house 1 direct
Mars Cancer 25??41'26 in house 4 direct
Jupiter Gemini 28??03'10 in house 3 direct
Saturn Leo 24??23'04 in house 5 retrograde
Uranus Scorpio 15??51'18 in house 7 retrograde
Neptune Sagittarius 18??18'30 end of house 8 retrograde
Pluto Libra 15??34'28 in house 6 retrograde
True Node Libra 5??53'28 in house 6 retrograde


Sun in the 12th house with a Pluto square on it shows loss in materialism and misfortune. Things will be taken away, but what is taken away, materialistically, is replaced with psychic potency... whether you are aware of it or not. Also, Neptune in the 8th house shows disillusionment and deception regarding money, sex, intimacy, and death... you could be the deceiver or be deceived by yourself and others. Transcendence and blending of boundaries in those areas as well. Pluto is transiting your 9th house... a long-distance travel should be in the works for you.
You lost your father when you were young or there was a loss of your father? No father in the picture?
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Omg that is seriously creepy, yes I lost my father when I was 11, I never really knew him, how the hell did you get that from my chart?
As for the rest, more weirdness because it's all true, especially about being deceived by other regarding sex.
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Posted by bluemoon9043834
Your Solar return chart is looking stellar for 2012. I did my solar return chart today, too, and am real happy with what I found. You want relief? Relief is in sight for you this year. smile The worst is over. You really got lucky with the earth grand trine this year... let me know if you want me to explain more about this.


Is this for me, or someone else?
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Posted by bluemoon9043834
Yes, that is for you sweetheart.... let me know if you want to know what that means. You do not want to take that earth grand trine for granted, but use it to your full advantage. This year is going to be an excellent for you.


yes please explain, I would be much appreciated
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I am having a stab as the sharp ends of the blue triangles are pointing to Taurus, Capricorn and Virgo.
does everything become balanced and sorted and under control? (as we imagine Earth people to be balanced and under control)
do a lot of Aries have this in their solar return for this year?
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Umm... Problem... I wanted to do solar return chart for me for the next year too and so I googled to find a site I could get one. The one I found gave me a fire GT in green lines as well as another green line between libra and gemini with my venus and my moon. The aspect legend indicated the green lines as trines. Then there were mostly other blue lines and only a few red ones.
Then I went and did one on astro.com and it looks completely different (no fire GT :/ ) even though I used the same dates. Why is?
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Posted by ReallyNiceAriesPerson
I am having a stab as the sharp ends of the blue triangles are pointing to Taurus, Capricorn and Virgo.
does everything become balanced and sorted and under control? (as we imagine Earth people to be balanced and under control)
do a lot of Aries have this in their solar return for this year?



March born Aries have it in their chart this year. Solar return charts can predict how your year will go from the start of your birthday to the next birthday.
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I hope it's a good thing.
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Posted by SyntheticAnesthetic
Posted by bluemoon9043834
Yes, that is for you sweetheart.... let me know if you want to know what that means. You do not want to take that earth grand trine for granted, but use it to your full advantage. This year is going to be an excellent for you.


yes please explain, I would be much appreciated


Grand earth trine in the solar return chart is a very powerful and positive one with Pluto, Mars, and Jupiter working cohesively together. Jupiter is expansion, optimism, and luck... Mars is will power, desire, action, and Pluto is the catalyst for transformation and power. Your earth trine falls into earth houses, so it can be said that you have the potential to gaining money, social status, and stability this year.
The ascendant is in Cancer showing that your home and family are very important to you this year. Protection of your family and friends. Can be some moodiness, staying close to home this year. Nurturing and gentle nature. That's all for now, will tell you more later. Hope all is good with you.
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I am drinking a large toast to this.
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Posted by bluemoon9043834
Posted by SyntheticAnesthetic
Posted by bluemoon9043834
Yes, that is for you sweetheart.... let me know if you want to know what that means. You do not want to take that earth grand trine for granted, but use it to your full advantage. This year is going to be an excellent for you.


yes please explain, I would be much appreciated


Grand earth trine in the solar return chart is a very powerful and positive one with Pluto, Mars, and Jupiter working cohesively together. Jupiter is expansion, optimism, and luck... Mars is will power, desire, action, and Pluto is the catalyst for transformation and power. Your earth trine falls into earth houses, so it can be said that you have the potential to gaining money, social status, and stability this year.
The ascendant is in Cancer showing that your home and family are very important to you this year. Protection of your family and friends. Can be some moodiness, staying close to home this year. Nurturing and gentle nature. That's all for now, will tell you more later. Hope all is good with you.
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That all sounds very wonderful, and I just found out today I am going to be an aunt again, definitely staying close to home for that. Big Grin
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