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Jan 02, 2014Comments: 24 · Posts: 1381 · Topics: 110
My Leo and I hung out for New years eve, and rung in the new year together.Once I arrived at the door, he neglected to help me with my bags,one was for him, and once I was inside, had to tell him to help take a load off of me, which he did.When I had gotten settled,he kissed me, but I pulled away, because he was trying to tongue kiss me,and I am not a great kisser, so I panicked. He then ask me to take a shot of liquor with him, and I did, and it was good..I ended up taking several more shots,once he went in to the bathroom, I poured a whole glass of it, and once he returned, he said the he heard the bottle clank on top of the table, he has excellent hearing, but he joked about it. and got wasted,he was tipsy. and cursed him out badly, because I became a bit emotional, and I love him alot, which he knows..Alot of that night got blacked out, because I was wasted. But I do remember him trying to get me to role play with him, I remember him saying to me, I should slap you, and I said "Do it." And he did.And I remember me slapping him back, and he looked stunned...He also said that I was his coockiemonster, which caused me to get a little angry..I felt him to be a little direspectful to me, and he kept throwing me on to his bed roughly, telling me that I like it, when I said I do not...I like rough, but do not like to be hit.He then called me a cookiemonster jokingly, and I then bit his lip, to the point of him having to put ice on it...I remember me trying to have sex with him, but he said that he was too tired, and we fell asleep..Then next morning I woke him up to some morning sex,We did, and then he got in the shower first, and me second..I started to feel him distancing him self, not really touching me, and then he said that he was leaving to pick up his son, and I had to go to work later..I was thinking that maybe he and I could spend the day together,until I had to leave, but I felt as if he wanted to get rid of me..He noticed my mood, and asked what is the problem, and I was so hurt, that I could not make coherent sentenses.. He then explained to me that I had totally disrespected him in his home, and felt like saying to me to get the treetrunk out.I said well you slapped me, and then he got quiet. he then got mad because I said his son's mother name, and then he was looking at me like how did I know her last name. Also, I jokingly said that I was going to post the pictures of our night together on FB, and he got angry...I think that he wanted me to d
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Jan 02, 2014Comments: 24 · Posts: 1381 · Topics: 110
delete them...He also sai that the stuff that I was saying to him, really pissed him off, I could feel the bad energy between us, and I felt bad..I really wanted to spend the day with him, and leave for work later, but he said that he had to pick up his son, and I felt that he was trying to get rid of me...Also he stated that maybe this is'nt for you, And I stated you're right, It is not..And said have a happy new year and left...At work I can sense the bad energy, but he spoke to me professionally.And as he was leaving, he stated see you guys on Monday, with a strange hint to his voice...I am in love with him, and I don't know what to do about this unfortunate situation...I got really drunk and embarrassed myself for the second time around him...Also everytime he invites me over to his home, he wants to drink, and as you can see, I am a sloppy drunk when I drink...HELP!!
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on and off since 06 and no development? Why waste ya time?
BKBella, FTW.
I used to, but i wised up during my Saturn Return. No more wasting time. No more back n forth. If I get off with a guy, im staying off. Plenty of fish in the ocean.