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he is not with me. we have never been together officialy for longer period of time.
after a break up he was jealous STILL of me, like he didnt want me to move on or didnt let me flirt with common friends.
thats weird.
i am venus in aqua
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Saturn hit his Uranus already, Thats almost as troubling as sr
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for me he thought he could eat a cake and had a cake in the same time.
when i said _ NO ( not verbally) he started to be very weird. i thought he became my enemy.
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i told him i was interested in noveber 2016 after our 'dissapearing and reappearing acts'. he already had other gfs then.
totally different than me, he ususally chooses taurus, scorpio, gemini or virgo.
i remember when we left each other in 2015 i saw him with other taurus gf- she was praising him, head down, like he would be a king with his charm.
i have never acted like that to him.
i either screamed at him that i didnt like his behaviour, tell the truth and he would act like furious , scream at me but then come back.
i didnt want to play those games anymore.
i have never acted like a 'subject' to him.
i think that deep inside he likes me and maybe thinks i am different. i have never followed him. he followed me. i have never wanted to be his subject, i wanted to be an equal partner. but he didnt want.
in november 2016 when i told him i was into him and why didnt it worked out ( yes i was keeping that info more than 1 year LOL). we exchanged many texts but next day at work he acted like he would be a freak, like he would be scared. then on party he totally ignored me.
when i decided its over and didnt want to play mental games i moved on to out common friend. who STILL is interested in me.
Virgo realised that. was obssesivly jealous, started being a j***erk even an ass*hole to this guy. like he didnt want me to move on.
then it all ended because i left the country for work for 6 months. now its nothing but he just remembered me and contacted me.
so thats why i built this thread.
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do you think i should let him go or we should stay friends?
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even thought before in 2013, 2014 i had other affairs as well those men never made me feel as he made me.
with this Virgo i felt i needed to cure him. i needed to be his doctor. that he opened up himself and with his all sould he wanted to be cured. but i didnt have a power THAT power to cure him.
i am clean. i am even sometimes a teetotaller (?).
and it doesnt mean i am weak and fragile. some years ago i just told myself i didnt want to have a life like i used to have in high school or at the beginning of my studies. i wanted to heal. to feel myself deeply.
i lost a lot of weight, i am 'clean'. even inside. even my mind and my personality changed.
and he met me in 2015 when i was changing. i was maybe drinking alcohol but i was not as party type as other women... i was only going to parties to chase him.
and i think he understood that.
he knows i am different.
different and 'clean' doesnt mean bad.
all of his girls drink like men and party like men, they are very very laid back. they are 'dirty' in a mental way.
maybe that is why he didnt want to be with me.
i can be dirty as well but he didnt let me.
he assumed with his friends, from the beginning i didnt match to the company.
and that is better maybe.
i dont want to change.
but it doesnt mean i am weak or a mental virgin.
i dont need to show off to people with my 'periods of life'. i dont need to do it.
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its bad that when i wanted to move on and kind of change my situation he realised that and really, didnt let me. he would disturb, and talk behind my back.
he knew i was leabing my country for 7 months.
the guy that i was into, the next one, was one of our common friends. also his friend.
but after 1.5 year of nothing, dissapearing and reappearing i decided i COULD move on. because i didnt want to waste my time.
and Virgo noticed. he was very harsh. all of his actions were supposed to be shown as i have been his.
but i am not an object.
that is why he didnt like my behaviour. i am aries. that is why i cant be controlled.
he wants to controll and be possesive.
all of those taurus and scorpio women have been subjective, passive.
i saw that . i wanted to have a boyfriend. i wanted someone who would treat me with respect.
allof those girls agreed to be unofficial and agreed that they would search for official bf, but having fun with virgo.
i didnt agree and that was the problem. but even though he didnt want to be official i still dont understand that he didnt want me to move on to common friend.
we saw each other in october when he had a scorpio older party girl. now he is again single.
since that moment i havent talked or seen him.
in december he went to asia with his friend. when back he is more calm.
ist weird but i even see this in his facebook posts. they are normal. not show off, vulgar.
like something would happen in asia.
but i dont want to analyse. i am surprised he contacted me.
i was silent. i just liked 2 of his pictures from asia. i havent done it in 2 years. i got cold as ice.
but now i can.
i dont know what to do.
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this is sad that actually i do not meet new people.
i have put myself in a very difficult environment of artists and freelancers in 2015 . even though i study something different.
this made me a bit more mature and i grew up. but actually it gave me strenght and power inside of me.
then i left for 7 months and came back. i am doing my diploma , its been 4-5 months i am hoping i will finish soon... its master degree so i need to do well..
i do not go out i do not meet new people.
i decided not to be present on social media. its a very weird period of my life.