
WaterDevil
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Posted by bricklemarkI got Mars opposite my Venus and Mars opposite my Mercury now. Not a fun ride. I feel like explode. I'm blunt with my words and such yesterday. Overwhelmed by emotion. I don't like it.
Oh....sun is opposite Pluto, Mars opp Pluto, they're square Uranus, and also Jupiter, almost forming a grand cross.
Also, it's 3 DAYS BEFORE THE FULL MOON!!!! Shit always start to go down then.![]()

Posted by aquaglassIt seems all transits are negative...when I had 5 aspects to my personal planets, l had the worst day ever...Posted by bricklemarkI got Mars opposite my Venus and Mars opposite my Mercury now. Not a fun ride. I feel like explode. I'm blunt with my words and such yesterday. Overwhelmed by emotion. I don't like it.
Oh....sun is opposite Pluto, Mars opp Pluto, they're square Uranus, and also Jupiter, almost forming a grand cross.
Also, it's 3 DAYS BEFORE THE FULL MOON!!!! Shit always start to go down then.
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Posted by bricklemarkThats not cool at allPosted by aquaglassIt seems all transits are negative...when I had 5 aspects to my personal planets, l had the worst day ever...Posted by bricklemarkI got Mars opposite my Venus and Mars opposite my Mercury now. Not a fun ride. I feel like explode. I'm blunt with my words and such yesterday. Overwhelmed by emotion. I don't like it.
Oh....sun is opposite Pluto, Mars opp Pluto, they're square Uranus, and also Jupiter, almost forming a grand cross.
Also, it's 3 DAYS BEFORE THE FULL MOON!!!! Shit always start to go down then.
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Posted by bricklemarkLibra Rising, Mercury Leo
Bad transit for you....whats your rising and MC?



Posted by Adreamuponwakinglol sameee. can you say hella mint in my gardennn?? 😄
i've been drinking like a fish since this past weekend.
on a positive note i've perfected my jalapeño margarita recipe.

Posted by WaterDevilAlright so Uranus has been in your 7th house (Aries) for a few years, or one year, depending on the degree of your rising/descendant axis. That means sudden changes in relationship, weird, unusual partners, or erratic changes in general.Posted by bricklemarkLibra Rising, Mercury Leo
Bad transit for you....whats your rising and MC?click to expand

Posted by bricklemarkyeah a lot of heartache for me this last year.. but positive growth and change too. Im trying to embrace itPosted by WaterDevilAlright so Uranus has been in your 7th house (Aries) for a few years, or one year, depending on the degree of your rising/descendant axis. That means sudden changes in relationship, weird, unusual partners, or erratic changes in general.Posted by bricklemarkLibra Rising, Mercury Leo
Bad transit for you....whats your rising and MC?
The MC is the Midheaven, the point at the top of your chart.click to expand

Posted by WaterDevilIf Libra's your rising, then your 4th house is around Capricorn, and Pluto's in it since 2008...Posted by bricklemarkyeah a lot of heartache for me this last year.. but positive growth and change too. Im trying to embrace itPosted by WaterDevilAlright so Uranus has been in your 7th house (Aries) for a few years, or one year, depending on the degree of your rising/descendant axis. That means sudden changes in relationship, weird, unusual partners, or erratic changes in general.Posted by bricklemarkLibra Rising, Mercury Leo
Bad transit for you....whats your rising and MC?
The MC is the Midheaven, the point at the top of your chart.
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On paper I should be happy and grateful. I have amazing friends who love me. A growing music career that Im passionate about.
Im independent. I live in a beautiful home. I have a good job. And Im only 25.
I should feel ecstatic.
Especially since my childhood and past kind of sucked and it took my blood, sweat and tears to get to where I am in life.
I HAVE been single for a year now.. with a few potentials that came and went. But Im feeling lonely. And not because Im single. Because I am starting to have some self hatred that I havnt felt in a while. Iv been extremely introspective this year. To the point where Im self generating recognition of my character defects. I believe everyone should do this throughout their life. Helps you learn to be a better version of your self.
BUT.. the more Iv been having these realizations about my self. The more I start to hate my self and the world around me.I hate how self absorbed I get. Or distracted. Or how bad my memory is.
Sometimes I miss the days of ignorance when I just saw the best in my self and all around me. But I just dont feel like this anymore. I feel sad and lonely. And I so deeply want to love someone. But I find my self delaying dates lately. Because all I think about is being a terrible person. And that I don't deserve love. Im just wondering if any of you have been feeling down the last two days. Because I realize everyone has issues. But, for me, they have been amplified today.