My moon is in Pisces and lately I have had suicidial thoughts because I feel like no one gives two shits about me and I try my hardest to be the kindest person I can be. But in daily life and on here, people have been nothing but rude (not everyone, there are nice people too) but I just don't feel like going on. I hate that I'm so damn sensitive to everything >>
Thank you! I try my hardest to be happy but lately, it's not working...
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Jul 16, 2011Comments: 746 · Posts: 5608 · Topics: 190
Please do not take this the wrong way but call a therapist or get help through someone at school. You can probably work through this yourself, but it's much faster with a professional. Time is something we can't afford to waste and you have a lot going for yourself and a lot to offer but you can't do that or enjoy it if you are stuck in a crappy mood.
Best of luck!
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Feb 18, 2016Comments: 29 · Posts: 6809 · Topics: 59
It has nothing to do with astrological placements.
See, your kindness is yours. It is who you are. It shouldn't be in expectation of something else. People may nor may not respond...because everyone has their own lives. Focus on your own life. It's natural to be alone. It's natural not to get back in return... When people do not care about you or reciprocate, it has nothing to do with *you*, it's just that they have their lives..their headaches..etc.
What do you like? What are your interests? What do you like about yourself? Love yourself..live for yourself..
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Feb 18, 2016Comments: 29 · Posts: 6809 · Topics: 59
See.. Never expect love from others.
It's what I have learnt. We can only give.. That is only thing we can do. But we can never expect in return. When we get love from someone..it's a blessing. But to expect is where we all commit the first blunder because - it's not in our control... It's not that we are entitled to receive love and affection from anyone? Firstly, as hard as it may seem - give up all expectations of receiving love. Only give. This small change...will do wonders in your life.
Love yourself. Love everything around you. Do things for yourself. Explore your inner world...make it alive by doing things you enjoy.. There's a lottttt to do in life if you think about it.. People are just very small part of your huuuuuge life... Continue to be the loving person you are.. If you get something back - it's a blessing...if not.. It's not compulsory that you should get back lol. And what have you to lose?
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Sep 11, 2010Comments: 0 · Posts: 221 · Topics: 11
Never thought bout Suicide even in my darkest and lowest period in life! And Im a Cancer Moon!
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Jan 10, 2015Comments: 1864 · Posts: 16905 · Topics: 108
Fuck the people here. Just a bunch of dysfunctional idiots.
If it's too toxic here you might wanna just leave. If not you will have to learn how to eat toxicity for breakfast and shit out unicorns by lunch.
Sometimes you will give and give, yet never get back. That's kind of the meaning of life, to feed off everything else till eventually we die, then bacteria and bugs still feed off us. But enough negativity and dark thoughts.
If people don't like you for who you are they can simply fuck off. They should be thankful you're not crazy, because imo if it doesn't make me happy or accept the best of me that's my que to make their lives a living hell. Them I can finally start giving back to The world for a change.
When in doubt simply tell them to fuck off, and that their lives mean nothing. And if that doesn't work, make them suffer and wish they never fucked with you.
No matter what don't give up and let those fuckers beat you. Don't let them shove you off a cliff. You turn those tables and push them off at the last second.
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Sep 07, 2011Comments: 298 · Posts: 5049 · Topics: 48
Ah those poor 20s. Hang in there kids. You're growing into sage bad asses.
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Mar 30, 2012Comments: 1243 · Posts: 16617 · Topics: 170
Depression and chemical imbalance in the brain are why you have depressive/suicidal thoughts.
See a doc. Improve your diet to include lots of fruits and veggies and avoid junk food/fatty foods.
Also, start working on not giving a fuck about what other people think/do. You can't let that shit dictate your life.