cancer back and forth

my cancer has done so much disappearing. i am fed up. i told him to leave me alone because he got nearly manic between telling me he loved me and i was his home and family and then saying we had no chance, and he hoped we could stay friends for years. "decades"

i told him to leave me alone. but i broke down upset and emailed him today. told him not to reply. i deleted him from phone/apps about three weeks ago. it was an angry email explaining how abandoned i'd felt and how mad i was i still loved him.

do we have any chance left? or is he really done? we also have the issue of living in different countries. though i've lived there for a year and plan to go back

If you don't agree with being friendzoned then I say cut it off. If you can be ok with it then stay just to be still connected. But don't tell him you're done when you're not really done. It sounds like you're not even close to done.

once again.. cancers play by their own rules. they play games much like gems
and the reason why there is no hope and why majority of geminis have problems with cancers is that we do not like to be ignored(quite possibly makes us like someone more) and because we get so frustrated because we have tried all of our little tricks and they didnt work, we always turn to our dramatics to try and regain control. but that doesnt work with cancers.
i mean look at yourself, do you see what you said you wrote to him?
and you still want there to be a chance? why—??
go for a leo. those games work with them.
which is why i think one of the better matches for both gem and cancer is a leo.

quit this guy though. he sounds like just another damaged cancer man and those are the worst kind of cancers. plus its long distance and i have never known a cancer man that was able to do long distance. chances are if thats happening he is getting his fix elsewhere.whaat.. cancer men and long distance. ss or it didnt happen