Cancer ex boyfriend wrote back after 2 yrs

I almost forgot on this guy. Today I got an email saying besides the fact he moved out from Europe, he still thinks of me, and I am still special to him?! I mean we had an absolute no talk for 2 years, and now, all of a sudden he appears and says I miss you.


Btw, when I asked him how am I still special to him, he didnt reply on that question. He asked how am I doing and whether my boyfriend treats me well... I told him I aint got no bf at the moment, but life is treating me well. I asked how is he, whats new and he said he is coming to Europe this summer. He said he is still the same, keeps the same look, and he invited me to go with him to Cyprus or Barcelona or Ibiza this summer to see me, I mean wtf?

I never ever thought of that guy after the break up, and now all of a sudden he appeared saying crazy things. Honesty when I read the email i didnt know what to think or say, I was surprised it was him!



Is this a normal behavior from a Cancer?

p.s We were in a three month relationship. He was living and studying in France and for that period i was in Switzerland. We broke up mainly because of his feelings. He said his feelings were becoming stronger towards me, and that is not what it was supposed to happen.

Havent been as confused as now for quite a longer period of time.

Id appreciate ure thoughts.

~Libra

He sent me all the poems he wrote for me, letters, pictures, via email now.... and he said he wants me back on facebook...


I mean hes not some joke, hes not some young guy to fool around wither... I believe now hes like 28 or 29 years old; He has always been serious and God knows whats happening to this guy atm!!!

And I am confused as S% $ T!

tell you what...i m going through the same phase. except i havent yet conveyed to my gem ex that i still thought about her in 6 months when we werent talking.... she ll be surprised tooo if she comes to know. my feelings are strong..that guy is telling the truth...he must really love you. there is something exxy,,,in the air since march....

Posted by krebbsmann
tell you what...i m going through the same phase. except i havent yet conveyed to my gem ex that i still thought about her in 6 months when we werent talking.... she ll be surprised tooo if she comes to know. my feelings are strong..that guy is telling the truth...he must really love you. there is something exxy,,,in the air since march....

You too?! Omg...

I was a kid back then... I had 19 yrs old... and he was a mature guy, how can he love me?! Plus, my father didnt like him, and he knew it. :/

its normal human tendency... we like to have what we cant. u need to be direct and not drag this on.... he will leave u alone for life.

Posted by krebbsmann
its normal human tendency... we like to have what we cant. u need to be direct and not drag this on.... he will leave u alone for life.

Hey, we talked... he said he dreamed me many times during those two years we didnt spoke at all... He added me back on facebook....

He said he wants me to see him this summer and see how destiny will work out between us again.

Is it possible?!

Several days ago I was reading my natal chart and saw that in my seventh house i have Cancer... Oh Gosh No!!! 😭

Wait, you were in a relationship with this guy and he broke up with you because his feelings for you were getting stronger?

Well..... I guess in any relationship, feelings are best kept on a moderate and lukewarm level, lol.

Exactly...but then that guy has already moved on with someone who respects him.

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Posted by enfant_terrible
Wait, you were in a relationship with this guy and he broke up with you because his feelings for you were getting stronger?

Well..... I guess in any relationship, feelings are best kept on a moderate and lukewarm level, lol.

LOL +1 ...females they like this at 22 at 32 they on their knees praying for a guy to treat them like this.

ahhhhh so deranged.

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@Enfant,

Yes. Our future plans didnt match. I was only 19 back then, what did i knew about love or serious feelings, nothing... I was a party girl, just like my friends. The last two years I have become what I am now... Its a mayor change. But yes, he broke up on me and I was fine with it. " If one bus goes, other one will come again" - Literally thats what I told him.

@Clueless Cancer, not sure whether I understood your point.

Posted by krebbsmann
Exactly...but then that guy has already moved on with someone who respects him.

Either something is wrong with me or you didnt write it properly. What exactly do you mean?

He moved out with his life, he went back to Lebanon thats where he is from and he has his own private hospital now, and I am sure he is seeing girls there as he is very handsome man. Thats his life, he can do whatever he wants to do, i cannot stop him from anything, but my matter is why he became so emotional over me last night?

He even said he will book vacation for both of us. If you say he is doing all that to have a nice time with me for a couple of nights then i wouldnt agree because he has had girlfriends that literally look like Playboy. I am sure they can give him better time than I can, but theres something else in here...

... I aint going to do anything... I will see what his steps will show!

~ Confused, STILL!

he might have dated them..but maybe he thinks they wont fit the standard you set. i will say what he said if thats the case and i m single currently.

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he might have dated them..but maybe he thinks they wont fit the standard you set. i will say what he said if thats the case and i m single currently.

Thats what he said also. He dated them but they were so easy and boring ladies.

How come you still have feelings for ure ex?! What zodiac sign is she?!

if you dont have any feelings for him..put him out of this misery...NOW! you have no idea how long we can go in circles about this issue and end up nowhere but mindtreetrunking ourselves! sincere request...be to the point!

i read somewhere about this years cancer horoscope about letting go of old skeletons in the closet and accepting new wave of change... we have to make some or accept some tough decisions this year..but from june we gonna have a rocking year! bloody optimistic about it! 🙂

Posted by tiziani
First of all, it's great to see you have love for Lebanese guys, libra22 😏


Second, krebsmann I agree with. It's a human natural tendency to reminisce. What he probably means is he misses something about the way you made him feel. So he genuinely does miss you, but maybe a memory of you. Since people change, and with distance it's hard to keep up with your former loves/feelings in the present.

If you two meet up then you'll find out if it's a thing of the past or if there's a future.

But considering you let the guy go because he cared too much for you, it seems you made your mind up on that one.

Thanks Tiz,

I just dont know whether to accept his offer to go to Cyprus on a vacation iN August. Anyhow I havent decided yet where I will go this summer. I was thinking of inviting my friends and go there and mix with him and his friends, but why did i soften up on this cancer i dont know. this is not me, I usually dont give a damn about my ex bfs.

I dont think he loves me either. I think he misses me and the time we spent together. Although I must confess we did have a great time together and I never got bored. One thing I didnt like was his temper. When he got mad, i didnt talk to him. I guess its part of their culture or idk... I had a friend in my college in Skopje, he was from lebanon too, he had a bad temper and he kind of reminded me of this cancer guy!

I hope he will never write back to me! I do really hope that, otherwise i will tell all the guys to f**k themselves up, and I will stay single.

Lebanese and Cancer? Must be the biggest mama's boy in the world.

I had a chat with a former friend that I hadn't talked to in 1 1/2 years, felt so nice. I miss her, but we probably won't see each other again. Kinda funny that it is in the air like that.

It is blooooooodddyyyy in the air :p

We talked...

He was nice to me as he was before... even more sweet. He said he wants me to meet him at Ayia Napa - Cyprus this summer. I told him I dont feel comfortable going there by myself to be with him as I said it is over with him when we broke up. If i go there i will go with my friends...He was fine with that.

What I dont like is that he kept insisting to meet him... thats like no. one.

Second, he said he sees me as the mom of his kids... I think those are so heavy words and I cant judge whether he is being honest or not... I am not sure what to think, but i dont like this statement as it seems like hes trying to convince me to go to Ayia Napa by saying I am special to him. ~ To that sentence, I told him I dont see him as the potential father of my kids...

Third, He promised that he will make things work between us.

I MEAN, WTF? Why me, why not some hotter chick?! I am sure he doesnt love me, I can sense those things...I just dont know what his problem is...whether he feels lonely?

Pff... does this make sense to you? I mean do you find these things relevant?

I dont really... I just dont know how to help him, he apparently needs help!

p.s I told him also that we are very different...if i will live with him and be back to him, i think he will try to control my life. He is very conservative too... Not a lot, but still....

Plus, looking at the religious side, Hes family is Jewish and mine is Orthodox! Even tho he doesnt practice it a lot, maybe not at all, but still it can be a problem!!!! Pff, so F*ed up!

Posted by tiziani
It doesn't make sense to me in the way that I don't understand why you are coming up with all these reasons to resist it.

He's on your mind. You're on his mind. It's cool to admit that. It saves energy, in many ways.

Maybe you would both benefit from some closure by seeing, talking and spending time in person.

Tiz,

My heart is too warm for his heart. He admitted he was stubborn, a lot. I am scared of getting back with him, and him hurt me. I am not a 19 yrs.old anymore. I dont know, but I cant say it was whatever for me when I talked to him. Am I being weak Libra, or its just the fact I have been single for almost a year and I need a man by my side. I dont know the answe of that one too...

Tiz, as a Libra, do you go back to your exes?

libra22, you are already shooting everything down before they have even but taken flight.

Fear can only get you so far, if you are really concrete and healthy inside within yourself, you'd be able to take this 'opportunity' in stride, to give it a chance to see what it has got. Of course being rational and cautious is the way to go forward but not so extreme as to kill everything. Take a step outside the box, see if you can survive, who knows you might even find something worthwhile. I am certain, to an extent is has the same fears.

At the end of the day, hurts and pains in life are inevitable, better to live having knowing you saw him, having tried to see what was there rather than to live, never knowing, always thinking of the 'what ifs', that would kill you, eventually. So set off those sails, let the winds, and see where it takes you...reach turbulent waters? Ride the storm, you will only come out stronger.

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Posted by tiziani
It doesn't make sense to me in the way that I don't understand why you are coming up with all these reasons to resist it.

He's on your mind. You're on his mind. It's cool to admit that. It saves energy, in many ways.

Maybe you would both benefit from some closure by seeing, talking and spending time in person.

Tiz,

My heart is too warm for his heart. He admitted he was stubborn, a lot. I am scared of getting back with him, and him hurt me. I am not a 19 yrs.old anymore. I dont know, but I cant say it was whatever for me when I talked to him. Am I being weak Libra, or its just the fact I have been single for almost a year and I need a man by my side. I dont know the answe of that one too...

Tiz, as a Libra, do you go back to your exes?

Libra to Libra, I have only ever really had one ex worth writing home to my mother about, and there were several times we trited to go back to each other. The last time we gave it a go, it was after an 18 month period of no talking.

And even though it worked out to be "closure" for us, I think it was good we tried since it put several questions to rest. Questions that no one else could really answer.

I do not think you are being either weak or strong. You are just being very Libra about this, haha. Thinking way too far ahead about all the things that could go wrong. But I think it's very honest to admit you're scared.

In the end, there are a million reasons to say "no" to taking any kind of risk, but it's often only the one reason to say "yes" that counts.

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Yes a million times, to that last sentence.

Great words of advice Tiz, re-enforces my exact point.

Give it a try libra22, who knows, it may give you some sort of understanding/closure, instead of part running away, and part forgetting.

Thanks LadyScorpio, Thanks Tiz,

Muchos muchos Gracias!

Uh, i will wait and see his actions... if he shows himself as someone who truly wants me, then I will consider to meet him... But...The thing is, he never ever chases. I have no clue what I was doing back then for him to be my boyfriend.

You know what else he said, he said " If destiny would work out great for us, then after two years we can both move in together" Woaaa... Like everything depends on him, like i am chasing him!

Scorpio, have you ever dated a Cancer?

Maybe Cancer guy is right, I am over analyzing him!

Its not the taste, its US!

LadyScorp, is that u on ure avatar pic?! If yes, I like the style ... My brother girlfriend is a Scorpio and fashion is our only common thing... We can talk talk talk, shop shop shop, and never get tired. We love fashion!

Posted by libra22
Its not the taste, its US!

LadyScorp, is that u on ure avatar pic?! If yes, I like the style ... My brother girlfriend is a Scorpio and fashion is our only common thing... We can talk talk talk, shop shop shop, and never get tired. We love fashion!

Unfortunately not, I'd wish to have mile long legs like that, my legs are long but not to that extent, they are more shapely, it comes from my hobbies.

That in fact, is a well chosen "La Perla" ad suggested by another member, their line of lingerie is always stunning, never fails for any occasion, besides any lady needs a good foundation underneath her work clothes, exudes charisma. One of my favorites.

I adore shopping as any other female would, more so as a Scorpio !

🙂

Posted by tiziani
You both consistently have very good taste in AVI pictures, by the way.

Thank you Tiz, the gentleman as always.

Most of my underwear is from intimissimi and lisca... I love those two brands.

For women also, =P

p.s Tiz I think your a great guy, and I like you, 😉

Love Intimissimi too, never miss dropping by when I am in Milano, there is one conveniently located just behind Duomo.

Have you guys seen the ad campaign, Monica Bellucci did for them a while back, the tango, quite interesting.

Posted by TheLadyScorpio
Love Intimissimi too, never miss dropping by when I am in Milano, there is one conveniently located just behind Duomo.

Have you guys seen the ad campaign, Monica Bellucci did for them a while back, the tango, quite interesting.

Yes, Mrs.Bellucci is just so amazing. I love her and her style , she do really behave like a lady, in the true sense of the word.

Check lisca.com

Posted by tiziani
I will look up the Bellucci ad, Lady Scorp.

Funnily enough I hadn't noticed one in Duomo, but there's so much choice there I normally end up just taking in the atmosphere. And sit outside for lunch at Bar Duomo just on the edge of the piazza square with a Gazzetta Dello Sport. It doesn't get any better.

Just do me a favor and move out to Milano, 😉

Btw, i visit Milano very often, 🙂

Posted by tiziani
Hahahaha, I'm working on it! I hope to end up in Monza 🙂 Beautiful living, for sure.

I think I am the only person on this forum disliking Italy! I like their food and fashion. Thats all!

They are becoming soo gypsies... oh my!

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Love Intimissimi too, never miss dropping by when I am in Milano, there is one conveniently located just behind Duomo.

Have you guys seen the ad campaign, Monica Bellucci did for them a while back, the tango, quite interesting.

Yes, Mrs.Bellucci is just so amazing. I love her and her style , she do really behave like a lady, in the true sense of the word.

Check lisca.com

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Will do.

I adore Italian culture, history, fashion, food, wine, cars etc.

But my heart lies in France, stereotypical, but I have my reasons to love that country with full abandon.

I like France way more than Italy.

Italians becoming gypsies in sense = broke, and for instance in Switzerland they are known for not hard workers, instead people who are always up to doing some crime, or stuff...

Bulgarian and Italian make good partners, lol! You wouldnt know from whom youd have to defend ureself from!

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Posted by tiziani
I will look up the Bellucci ad, Lady Scorp.

Funnily enough I hadn't noticed one in Duomo, but there's so much choice there I normally end up just taking in the atmosphere. And sit outside for lunch at Bar Duomo just on the edge of the piazza square with a Gazzetta Dello Sport. It doesn't get any better.

Just do me a favor and move out to Milano, 😉

Btw, i visit Milano very often, 🙂

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Let us all visit Milano soon, I see the shopping would be very agreeable, we could always share a coffee or have a tiramisu in Cova down at Via Montepaleone or take a jaunt inside Rinascente to Obika with their amazing mozzarella selection in combination with the view, right beside the Duomo, looking down on the square below.

Sounds like plan 🙂

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Posted by tiziani
I will look up the Bellucci ad, Lady Scorp.

Funnily enough I hadn't noticed one in Duomo, but there's so much choice there I normally end up just taking in the atmosphere. And sit outside for lunch at Bar Duomo just on the edge of the piazza square with a Gazzetta Dello Sport. It doesn't get any better.

Just do me a favor and move out to Milano, 😉

Btw, i visit Milano very often, 🙂

Let us all visit Milano soon, I see the shopping would be very agreeable, we could always share a coffee or have a tiramisu in Cova down at Via Montepaleone or take a jaunt inside Rinascente to Obika with their amazing mozzarella selection in combination with the view, right beside the Duomo, looking down on the square below.

Sounds like plan 🙂

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Scorpio, where are u from if u dont mind my question?! I am making some plans to go to Romania for Orthodox Easter, or if not Romania, then I will go see my parents in Switzerland.

And my parents live a 1.5 h far away from Milano!

The Middle East has its pull too, the culture, the history, the people, the hospitality !! Well, that is if you have friends in and around 🙂 but then we would be leaving Europe as we speak.

Yes, Middle East, My ex Cancer, Lebanese./..

Did I say he is very handsome man?! Tall 1.80 something, six packs, drives Ferrari? @

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Posted by tiziani
I will look up the Bellucci ad, Lady Scorp.

Funnily enough I hadn't noticed one in Duomo, but there's so much choice there I normally end up just taking in the atmosphere. And sit outside for lunch at Bar Duomo just on the edge of the piazza square with a Gazzetta Dello Sport. It doesn't get any better.

Just do me a favor and move out to Milano, 😉

Btw, i visit Milano very often, 🙂

Let us all visit Milano soon, I see the shopping would be very agreeable, we could always share a coffee or have a tiramisu in Cova down at Via Montepaleone or take a jaunt inside Rinascente to Obika with their amazing mozzarella selection in combination with the view, right beside the Duomo, looking down on the square below.

Sounds like plan 🙂

Scorpio, where are u from if u dont mind my question?! I am making some plans to go to Romania for Orthodox Easter, or if not Romania, then I will go see my parents in Switzerland.

And my parents live a 1.5 h far away from Milano!

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In the Italian cantons of Suisse-land I see...Ticino? Wild guess there.

Switzerland is an amazing place, but boring if one knows nobody, the quality of 'company' really does matter or else one would be bored to tears staring at trees, alps and lakes, that wouldn't even be a joke. Sad but true, otherwise I just miss the food, cheese and wine etc.

Posted by tiziani
Jeez, I am part French and you both like France for me. Love/hate relationship with France and me.


I will see you both in Milano! Via della Spiga.

It is always love/hate in regards to the French and the country itself, that is precisely why my heart rests there, it is a very special dynamic! 😛

Ahhh, both you shoppers.

How on earth did we go from discussing Crab men to shopping to meeting up in Europe to Middle Eastern men? Beats me, we are so good at evading the problem at hand that it is very amusing.

Yes, certain flair to Arabian men...hmm, yum. Lol @ tiz for mentioning the jeans, what of the accessories, those typical ones, you know, the ones that cannot be missed and always flashing 😛

*That was very tongue in cheek, in case you guys misinterpret my meaning*

Cafe Cova —

Posted by tiziani
I think we're all three a bunch of hedonists. Good times.

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Entirely unhealthy

@Libra 22 . If he had growing feelings fr u...nd you didnt like that. How come he broke up with you?

He wasnt prepared for those feelings...

I will get back to all of u later..


Tizzz... He wore AJ... Haha...

Posted by libra22
Thanks LadyScorpio, Thanks Tiz,

Muchos muchos Gracias!

Uh, i will wait and see his actions... if he shows himself as someone who truly wants me, then I will consider to meet him... But...The thing is, he never ever chases. I have no clue what I was doing back then for him to be my boyfriend.

You know what else he said, he said " If destiny would work out great for us, then after two years we can both move in together" Woaaa... Like everything depends on him, like i am chasing him!

Scorpio, have you ever dated a Cancer?

Maybe Cancer guy is right, I am over analyzing him!

De Nada!

Well, in my honest opinion, meet him half way. I really do not understand why women these days feel the innate need for men to prove themselves or vice versa, that is completely out of balance. If both are mature enough, they would be able to 'dance' until they both find the correct rhythm to glide across the dance floor, together as a unit, one entity. Cancer men and not chasing, but they do in a very awfully indirect manner that is, you really have to listen and observe, they might throw in the strangest, oddest comment you have ever heard in your life but there might be a meaning behind it. Exhaustive intelligence work? Perhaps. They are spectacular in their ability to throw out these knock out phrases, which only hits you later a few days too late. Epiphany? They never make it in time 😛

In regards to moving in together, that is a good sign. Cancer men need a plan when they are 'pursuing' their love, sideways, very intelligent and tactical men they are, never underestimate this side of them (not necessarily a negative trait, it depends on how he would wield them). Him, seeing you in his future, means he has a long term goal, that is if he has no malicious intent, it means he has already organized a time line and plan, which means a lot to a Cancer. Why do they need such a plan? It is a way to guarantee their own sense of security, so they know where they are heading and it gives them an opportunity to minimize as many risk of rejection as possible, damage control. They only do this because they are such beautifully sensitive, tender, and gentle individuals on the inside, full of emotion, for there are many not so savvy people out there in the world who abuse their well-intent thereby making a lasting and scarring memory, which is firmly implante

Implanted into their memories. From time to time they may still lick those scars out of habit. Now because they tend to become really attached to their past, present, and future, these memories will constantly hunt them, regardless of their own strengths and control. The problem- they mess with their entire concept of security. Thereby evidently posing a grueling if not nearly impossible challenge for the next 'love' who may come into their life, the battlefields of testing will be initiated and oh boy will they push you to the brink, near breaking point. Why do they do this? Because they want to know you can handle them at their worst whilst staying around for their best. it links back to the deathly fear of not being good enough or being rejected, both vitally sensitive to them Crabs. Now is it fair? By all means, I doubt it would be therefore you have a choice, stay unflinching loyal and support no matter the rocks or waves or battles fought, or to die on the battlefield at worse leave as a refugee/prisoner of war. But know this, if you pick your battles well and you have won through utter tenacity and patience you will reap the rewards ten folds over what you may have even imagined possible. It is a gamble like all else, to plunge in or to never go at all, never an easy pathway, no matter how you look at it, you must decide if it is worth the pain to go through the traumas of battle, a fight for them as much of them willing put you through these tests (which ironically does pain them too, to see you in such distress, they feel guilty but yes their security is more important). Double standards perhaps, it is hard to say only you will know.

Moi, dating a Crab? Boy, do I wish my lucky stars to get the chance but none so far 😢 although I will most certainly never rule them out of my books, if I ever get a chance to get to know one better, with time. Would I give it a try? Hell yes, without a doubt if such an opportunity were to come by, I'd snatch it to see what magical potion I could produce, we'll see what the future may have in store for me, que sera sera, whatever will be will be. Although having known quite a few Cancers as friends over the years, mostly female, once they are in, they are in, the loyalty is astounding, they are such emotionally caring people, no matter what their chart make up is.

Went completely off-tangent there, my mind must have had a philosophical brain fart, I apologize and I hope you could make use of whatever mess I wro

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...mess I wrote.

*To the Crab men out there, if I have not done you all justice in what I had written, I do apologize and please feel free to correct me, these are but my observations from what I had learned so far, a work in progress as always* 🙂

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Posted by tiziani
Jeez, I am part French and you both like France for me. Love/hate relationship with France and me.


I will see you both in Milano! Via della Spiga.

It is always love/hate in regards to the French and the country itself, that is precisely why my heart rests there, it is a very special dynamic! 😛

Ahhh, both you shoppers.

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Instead of going to Milano, lets go to Paris?! I will be ure guide, I love Paris, plus Paris has better places for shopping... Lots of oh la la... hahaha *

Hey, I think I should stop myself from shopping, otherwise the bank will block all my accounts! :/ Kein Guete!

Posted by krebbsmann
@Libra 22 . If he had growing feelings fr u...nd you didnt like that. How come he broke up with you?

It sounds weird and it is weird... But we were together because we felt some sort of attraction?! Not quite sure what was the reason why we were together but we liked it being together, until he said he cares about me and hes feelings are becoming stronger. We talked many times about the future... He finished his PhD in Dentistry in France, but his parents wanted him back to Beirut and have a clinic there... He wanted that too... Whereas my plans were different. So he said, in that case we should separate and continue with our lives. I was fine with it and when he broke up on me, he deleted me from facebook which i find childish, he blocked emails and all these things, and he deleted my number... I remember once I called him when I was in Switzerland again, and he picked up the phone and he was so cold to me like i regretted for calling him. But alright, happened what happened, he emailed several days ago saying he dreams about me, and searches for a girl like me, but cant find her... He said I was the first girl who made him fall in love, wtf— Last night he wrote again, wishing me good evening, but i was too tired to reply and this morning i told him good morning, but he didnt reply back,.

p.s several days ago, he talked to me on facebook, and i asked what hes doing, he said.. "Ah, I am having a break and this girl from Denmark is texting me whether to go out on a dinner with her on Saturday night",,,Why he would tell me stuff like that?! What for?!Maybe he expected me to get jealous or idk what he thought in his head, but I told him he should take her out on a dinner. He then said he wont because she is not his type of girl and she is as tall as him... and hes very tall, so i can imagine!

Another thing he said is that he dreamed I moved out to Dubai with him in two years from now! Ha... he wishes!

p.s.s Maybe I say I will marry someone whos rich and have everything I am looking for, but look now...this guy is extremely rich, and i dont give a f*Ck about his material side... I ask him for his love, not his whatever he has. So Still love is important, or I am complicated!

To Lady Scorpio,

Lady Scorp. I know what ure talking about and thank you for trying to open my eyes, but this is not enough for me to meet him half way and spend nights with him. When I asked him why Cyprus, lets go to Mykonos, Greece, he said no, I want to go to Cyprus... It is always like he says, thats how it used to be when we dated... He is very manipulative...

I asked him whether hes would do anything for the woman he loves, he didnt reply back to that question! I think he has this pride that I do, and some of us will have to sacrifice things in order for us to be together.

Plus hes seeing of life for me is a little bit weird... he said several days ago he wants me to be the mom of his kid, and two years ago he was saying he wants no kids. Alright, he changed, but he says this : "I want to have you and a baby girl together with you, big mansion in Dubai, and u not working but care for me and the baby girl" - Seriously? Like i was studying my ass off to finish MBA at 22?! Pff.. and when I asked him why one baby girl, he said why not, one kid is enough and the kid will have 3 dogs, 2 rabbits, and idk what else animals he listed... OMG!

I mean, maybe I am being too mean to him the last several days, but I feel anger inside me when I talk about him, cant explain why.