Cancer guy should I just ask him if he loves me?

Ok so where do I start, I'm totally inlove with this cancerian guy I am Virgo we have this amazing chemistry I've never had with anyone before we meet 3 yrs ago and was the same but our situations at the time got in the way I hVe been with a few cancerians before and most of them told me they loved me in the 1st month or 2, I notices they arnt very good at verbalizing the way they feel but show it in lots of affection, this new one is very affectionate doesn't stop hugging n kissin me follows me around like a lil puppy but won't tell me he loves me!!

So Here I am 3 yrs later we met up again and it was exactly the same feeling we have so much in common always laughing and mucking around he tells me he misses me n likes me so much
And we have been seeing each other for 4 months and I just couldn't hold my feelings anymore and I swear he loves me he plays me songs that describe us n tells me
To listen to songs which I swear he is trying to send me a msg... So anyways I met up with him and in the fear of being rejected cos not knowing if he was ready to tell me he loves me n I figure he won't say it first so I should lol I said bye to him and handing him a lil letter that said ps I love you
He sent me a txt askin when he could read it I said now
I didn't here from him for an hr or so then he tells me "you can't help the way you feel and I wish I could tell you how I feel but I dont want to hurt you (he is going through a sticky situation at the moment where he might have to leave me) I didn't want a heavy relationship because of this situation and I am only doing this cos I think it's best right now, don't worry you haven't ruined or hanged anything I still want 2c u n I miss you I just can't say anything right now don't be angry at me"
N then he met up with me next day and said he knows I want him to be my bf but asked can't we just keep it how it is he loves my company and when he isn't with me he truly misses me, he tells me he isn't good at talkin feelings AT ALL and really struggles with it and said if e didn't like me he wouldn't waste his time so I have to stop analyzing things and just enjoy
And I usually don't last longer than 6months with guys cos I get bored and he knows this and has brought it up a few times saying what if he is just another 6month phase for me


Do you think he loves me how should I take this? Or is he takin me 4 a ride cos I do everything 4 him even tho he has asked me not2 so he doesn't wnt me 2think he is usin me

tell him, see what happens. Don't be afraid to do what you feel is in your heart. Love without being afraid to be hurt.

Just go with the flow 🙂