I just dont understand this....
people, our life is just not in our hands,,
everybody not just us cancerians but everyone..
every single being among us is so well programmed...
That it just 'seems' like that we are free to decide...
to make any choice...
we believe that we can change ourselves...our surroundings...
but whatever we are doing is exactly what we are supposed to do...
I am not being sadistic or martyr in the school of life(& why call it a school..I call it a system or a play everything is there planned well in advance...)
How many times it has happened with me that I WATCH myself following...
following all those rules under which my destiny is written...
I watch myself doing all those typical things which my sign makes me do...
It's not like I come to notice that afterwards...
I am watchin everythin in the present moment...RIGHT HERE IN 'THIS' MOMENT...
What I notice is that nothin can be changed here n there...
LIFE JUST FOLLOWS THE CODE...n we are into deep slavery...
I watch myself doin everythin... my mind ..my body ... my eyes ... my hands
everythin workin on itself...
I believe that being 'CANCER' is a gift in disguise...
Every cancerian is thrown back to himself all the time...every second of life...
we are slaves in all respect just like everyone leos...sags..virgos...
but we are UNHAPPY slaves...
But we want to be like everyone we want to become 'happy slaves' just like everyone around us...
how many times each cancerian imagines himself in others shoes wishes to be one of those happy people around him...
He wants to be out if this cancer trap...
He is always tryin to be the HAppy SLAVE...
instead if s/he sits back n enjoy sufferin...
instead of trying to become a happy slave if he tries to be just happy....
then being a cancerian can be a gift...
ONLY a cancerian can watch life from a distance...
staying aloof frm it....
as if some movie is running with every thing decided beforehand...
MY mind ...MY hands ....My eyes ...MY soul ...MY heart ...than who am I watching everyone....every thing is progammed than who am I watching evry thing around me in chains....