i am a cancer woman, he's a gemini man - Sun signs.
Sad to say we're not compatible; i tried to go along with that with everything in me but unfortunately its NOT true; So i am just wondering a few things since it took me almost 6 years to try and Force myself to get over this relationship. Deep down he loves me to the core, and i love him the same.
This feeling kills me to try to ignore now a days it almost scares me. Maybe i should start drinking liquor. i hate it i never felt like this with anyone but i guess i love what he puts me through. His mood changes (im the same way), his lies, the other women(lol) and his whole nature in general i can go forever with this. We're both nervous when we're around each other, we're quiet but we can't stay away from each other. When we're away from each other he's with another girl but calls me pretty regularly. In fact there are a few girls that he's dating. This is a problem but i don't care? i am stupid over this guy. And honestly i'll deal with it.
He's asking me if we can be together, and i am "beating around the bush", have been for months. i don't know what to do.
These feelings just came rushing back to me hard in June of this year. I am scared. We are NOT supposed to be compatible. I thought i was just fine with that, i mean i can move on to the next relationship like no other (lie, because this Gemini can do the same thing). That's how i know, i feel like his heart is with me and he won't be straight with me in person (not over texts). He has my heart and i am pretty upset about that, i've been wanting it back since i was a teeny bop. And he knows, i don't even have to tell him. its crazy how we can be around each other and not even speak.
i've even experienced relationships with 6 guys in 6 years(after we broke up). Let me think, Scorpio, Taurus, Virgo, Sagg, Pisces(never again) and Aquarius, Fail. that's not in order. Before him was a Leo, Aquarius, another Gemini. I don't miss ANY of them. This particular Gemini was my love since i was 17 and now i'm 23. He's a year older.
Anyways,
My Sun sign in Cancer
Libra Rising
Gemini Moon (Cancer is also ruled by the moon).
His Sun sign in Gemini
Leo Rising
Leo Moon.
His sign in ruled by Mercury, which is in Cancer.
and both of our Venus, is in Cancer.
What is this ?? Compatible or Un-compatible ?? i feel compatib
i am a cancer woman, he's a gemini man - Sun signs.
Sad to say we're not compatible; i tried to go along with that with everything in me but unfortunately its NOT true; So i am just wondering a few things since it took me almost 6 years to try and Force myself to get over this relationship. Deep down he loves me to the core, and i love him the same.
This feeling kills me to try to ignore now a days it almost scares me. Maybe i should start drinking liquor. i hate it i never felt like this with anyone but i guess i love what he puts me through. His mood changes (im the same way), his lies, the other women(lol) and his whole nature in general i can go forever with this. We're both nervous when we're around each other, we're quiet but we can't stay away from each other. When we're away from each other he's with another girl but calls me pretty regularly. In fact there are a few girls that he's dating. This is a problem but i don't care? i am stupid over this guy. And honestly i'll deal with it.
He's asking me if we can be together, and i am "beating around the bush", have been for months. i don't know what to do.
These feelings just came rushing back to me hard in June of this year. I am scared. We are NOT supposed to be compatible. I thought i was just fine with that, i mean i can move on to the next relationship like no other (lie, because this Gemini can do the same thing). That's how i know, i feel like his heart is with me and he won't be straight with me in person (not over texts). He has my heart and i am pretty upset about that, i've been wanting it back since i was a teeny bop. And he knows, i don't even have to tell him. its crazy how we can be around each other and not even speak.
i've even experienced relationships with 6 guys in 6 years(after we broke up). Let me think, Scorpio, Taurus, Virgo, Sagg, Pisces(never again) and Aquarius, Fail. that's not in order. Before him was a Leo, Aquarius, another Gemini. I don't miss ANY of them. This particular Gemini was my love since i was 17 and now i'm 23. He's a year older.
Anyways,
My Sun sign in Cancer
Libra Rising
Gemini Moon (Cancer is also ruled by the moon).
His Sun sign in Gemini
Leo Rising
Leo Moon.
His sign in ruled by Mercury, which is in Cancer.
and both of our Venus, is in Cancer.
What is this ?? Compatible or Un-compatible ?? i feel compatib
My attention span gets really short when i actually try to understand this stuff !
My attention span gets short when i actually try to understand this stuff !