I don't know what to do!!! This aqua gal is with a cancer man that has me straight trippin boo! I love him so much that I hate him! He knows exactly how to handle me. He is so many things I desire in a man. He is open and honest. Im petite, he likes voluptuous women. He's short I like men with height. But somehow we got together. Sex is great! He says I make him feel so manly because I cook for him keep a peaceful clean home and know how to be submissive although he like agression. Im working on my plans for one night of domination over him (he wants that) Im researching ideas are appreciated! We haven't defined our relationship he has children. He openly admits to having female friends. Yet he always has time for me. Im afraid, women want him. I want to just break it off and run away. He won't let me get away without a fight (Ive tried) But Im afraid of rejection and abandonment how do I know if he really likes me as much as I do him? He doesn't know all this but he's so intuitive maybe he does. I have to pretend all the time but with him all up in the kool aid all the time, it ain't easy. Is he just manipulating me? I heard they can be that way
