I broke down yesterday....

honeygirl, im not going to judge u, or say u did the wrong thing, becuase i know how it feels to be connected to sumone .
what makes it hard are the times when they are the most loving, caring people, and jsut to be held by them you forget everything, and you feel so comfortbale, liek that is the only place you wnat to be.AND THEN, they can just take it all away, as if nothing happened, as if you didnt mean a single thing to them. its the game of love and hate that tears me apart the most, becuase even in hate, theres love. maybe we are blind, maybe we are not, but who are people to judge what we feel.

Great Bull,

All I can say is... I Know, I Know, I Know... A few more months and I'll be the happiest person in the world... Most days I'm strong and then there are days like yesterday...

honeygirl,
the living in the past thing, is cancer. i know we can all give our opinions, but you must deside for yourself. here's my opinion..take what you like and leave the rest.
first of all, i am soooooo proud of you for making up your own mind about your child. i am not voiceing a prolife or prochoice thing, but what strength it takes for a person to make a choice and stick to it...
2nd..putting him in jail....again..sooooo proud of you...i know it is a very hard thing to do, but right is right.
3rd...going it alone....the reason you did is for you and your child, remember that always..
life is way to short to settle. you may not realize it now, but you do not need any man to complete you. especially, one that is NOT worthy of your love. look what you have already learned from this experience...look at the strength you have found. be proud. you deserve to be. god sends people like you someone special... YOURSELF. wow, what a gift. many women stay and are abused..so are their children. everytime you want to call him because the child is half his...remember this..do you really want your child to know the emotion or physical pain this man will bring?
life is a journey, not a destination. there are men out there that will love you and your child the way you deserve to be loved...make your journey special..

Everybody has already given you some very enlightening words so I'm not gonna repeat the same thing. All I will say is you are absolutely right God works in very mysterious ways. I do apologize for him not getting his damn act together and doing right by you. But I applaud you 100 times over for keeping your baby! You are 28 years old and this is your first child to hell with what he was thinking about aborting it. That is very selfish of him. Regardless of if he never wanted any more children!

Dumb ass men! If you two were to be married and you never birthed your own seed what actually made him think that you wouldn't want your own?

If I could hug you I would. If you ever want to talk. You can hit me up on DXP and I will give you my email address okay 🙂

Keep Ya Head up Ma...