Saw him on Friday night and he was super drunk Ive never even seen him drink alcohol before he didnt know I was there and he was all over some random chick then when he saw me he ran over to me and started to hug me I told him that if he wanted to hang with that girl then he can go with her. He told me to stop being so dramatic and that if he knew I was gonna be there he wouldnt be all over her. He then looked at me and told me that he was really drunk and he would go for any girl he can get right now. He told me "Im not the guy you think I am" he said" Im a shitty human being" I told him to stop and why was he saying all of this he said "Because its true im an asshole im a fucked up person I like you I really do like you I think your beautiful and your amazing and funny and so fun to be around but if we were to ever get into a relationship I would cheat on you I would cheat on you allot because thats just how I am im a shitty fucked up human being" I told him that I liked him and I didnt understand why he was telling me all of this he responded "C'mon how can you like someone like me? why would you like someone like me? look at me I have a girlfriend and all I do is cheat on her why would you like someone like me? Im only telling you this because I care about you and I dont want to break your heart, Ive never been good at the serious thing why does shit always have to get so serious? why cant we all just have fun why does everyone wanna mess things up and get serious?" I told him that I didnt even like him at first that I couldnt even stand him and that he basically made me like him for no reason he responded "I thought you were able to handle it you seemed like a cool chick that didnt want anything serious" I told him thats how I was before I met him and that he made me realize that I wanted something more he told me " I know but I cant do the serious thing I always fuck things up im sorry im a horrible person im so sorry I cant be who you want me to be" I told him that I have never been in a serious relationship so I know where hes coming from and that we could help eachother he said "If youve never been in a serious relationship why would you want to pick me? the only reason I even have a girlfriend right now is because I met her before I moved here and shes my bestfriend if I break up with her Ill lose my bestfriend.
