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Bloody hell, what a mess.

No contact.

Turn off those phones, leave them at home, go out of town for a couple of days and stay with a friend. Clear your head.

If what he did was so shit and you let him back in you have to ask yourself:

Where is my self respect?
Why do i see this guy as a God when he is in fact, just a person?
Why am I trying to win points with him?
Where are my boundaries?
How do i enforce those boundaries?
How crazy and sick am I prepared to get for this drama-filled union?
Is this guy worth my sanity, my energy, my feelings, my self-worth, and my dreams for a lovely future?

If need be go seek therapy for addiction to shit relationships.

I feel for you, I do. I hope you manage to pull some strength from somewhere xx

Sounds like a toxic, codependent, masochistic relationship.

The question you might ask yourself is why you allow this?

shitte well i think the best thing just happened right now after just a night ago he was telling me he missed me and saying sorry for what he did he now just text me to delete his number.. lol god im lost as right now my thoughts are fucked no guy ever made my mind go crazy like this only this stupid idiot... i feel like i have been used and fucked with

Takes two to tango. Nothing will change until someone changes. Will that someone be you?

what do i change.. im thinking so much is my fault what have i done wrong

I know you love him, and we can't help who we love, but I think you'd be happier with someone else. 😢