so sad
This topic was created in the Cancer forum by Moodz2468 on Monday, April 29, 2013 and has 10 replies.
I know this is going to sound pathetic.
I am a person who has this hard exterior but in deep down I am a weak person. I am constantly taken gor granted and I feel very pathetic at the moment.
I have been single for the past 12 years and I am feeling like there is no hope for me at finding somebody. I try and I always give my all. I get walked on and thrown out like I am trash. I don't think I am a bad person and I always treat everybody with respect. Why do i feel like I can never catch a break and I feel so lonely now and I don't know how to handle it.
I dont consider myself to be an unattractive female. I actually get alot of attention form men but the ones that I want never want me. The ones that I put in effort and my time to make things work always seem to break my heart leaving me wondering what I do wrong. I Just don't understand
I am a person who has this hard exterior but in deep down I am a weak person. I am constantly taken gor granted and I feel very pathetic at the moment.
I have been single for the past 12 years and I am feeling like there is no hope for me at finding somebody. I try and I always give my all. I get walked on and thrown out like I am trash. I don't think I am a bad person and I always treat everybody with respect. Why do i feel like I can never catch a break and I feel so lonely now and I don't know how to handle it.
I dont consider myself to be an unattractive female. I actually get alot of attention form men but the ones that I want never want me. The ones that I put in effort and my time to make things work always seem to break my heart leaving me wondering what I do wrong. I Just don't understand
i feel pathetic after everything goes wrong. The only thing i can say is that I usually speak my mind and express when something doesn't feel right, thats when the problems start. I thought thats what communication is all about. I try my best not to be a fool for somebody but when I am really into somebody I show them that I am all about them. its hard because tey say that they like me and that Im a good woman, but why say that and not follow through with your words.
My heart hurts 
start feeling more confident about yourself. do things you love. things that make you feel good about yourself. go out and mingle with people. dont worry moodz your prince is out there and hes slowly but surely headed on a collision course with ya 
"the ones that I want never want me."
I know I have to be more confident in myself. The thing is I do go out and i do the things that I love. I am constantly around frineds and family, but for some reason when it comes to men. I just don't have any luck. I just don;t understand how when you treat somebody so good they treat you so poorly in return. Why is it so hard to get the same treatment in return? The hard part for me is that I always forgive, because I was taught to always see the good in people vs seeing the bad.
Today I broke off a freindsship that I had with one of my guy friends for years because he doesnt have the same respect for me the way I do to him. he is constantly making plans to see me and hang out and he leaves me hanging. never returns my calls or text and when he does he takes days to weeks before he even realizes that he forgot all about what we had plans. before i would always be friendly, joke around and say ohh its no biggie, but for some reason today it really bothered me so i had to stand up to him for my sake because I always feel bad after. I was pretty mean to him, maybe it was something building up. He got offended and said to stops calling and txtging him. I said ok. I guess what I am saying I am starting to get rid of negativity in my life and surround myself with people who actually loves me and brings in a positive light into my life.
Today I broke off a freindsship that I had with one of my guy friends for years because he doesnt have the same respect for me the way I do to him. he is constantly making plans to see me and hang out and he leaves me hanging. never returns my calls or text and when he does he takes days to weeks before he even realizes that he forgot all about what we had plans. before i would always be friendly, joke around and say ohh its no biggie, but for some reason today it really bothered me so i had to stand up to him for my sake because I always feel bad after. I was pretty mean to him, maybe it was something building up. He got offended and said to stops calling and txtging him. I said ok. I guess what I am saying I am starting to get rid of negativity in my life and surround myself with people who actually loves me and brings in a positive light into my life.
good for you! 
Thank you for your responses and the positive feedback. I really appreciate it. Today I actually feel so much better.
Its like a heavy weight has been lifted off my chest and I am able to breath.
Its like a heavy weight has been lifted off my chest and I am able to breath.
Moodz..Something seems wrong...do you have something that bothers and you dont want to say?......
poor moodz hope your feeling better
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