
So everything has been going pretty good. I am not saying I haven't been thinking about him because I would be lying. I had to curse him out for being disrespectful towards me and he said he was getting his number changed. Well, he lied last night he texted me and when I didn't respond he said never mind. I knew that he was going to try to be my friend again and I didn't bite, I am so proud of myself. Also, I found out the reason he didn't want to be in a relationship and it is because he is bisexual. I don't know why I didn't see it this whole time and it makes perfect since. I guess in his mind he thought of me more like one of his buddies. For some reason me and young cancer are drawn to one another but I can't be his friend or anything anymore because it was very draining and exhausting. I hope he gets the help he needs just like I have done.





