Was I right to be mad?

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Cancerian
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19 Years

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Okay...now.
I just relised something.
You know how we tend to over-react when were moody? (or is it just me?)

Well, let me tell you what happend a few days ago that totaly flipped me off...I thought I was right to be mad and angerd and to let the friendship go, but now I think I was just over-reacting.

Me and two close friends were fooling around that day intoxicated, How we cancerians constantly feel...I also have a gemini rising to explain things alot....wich I ended up doing at start off, of how I was feeling and how I could just sit where I was forever ect ect and my friend's started saying "Yeah..Kathy, try not to explain everything. It kind of gets annoying. That's what it was like for me and Kay's for first but try not too." I forget what happend after that, but my friend jumped into the ocean and they both ran back to her house. I started walking up to the highway and they said to wait and that they were coming back for me. But after like....40 minutes or something I ended up at her house and she was freaked on the stuff explaining we're having a party. So I was all "Okay..." kind of backing off and hurt that they left me to party. I forget what happend after that agian but later I was all by myself being stuck with her mom and talking to her (I don't think she was even aware I was twisted out since I wouldnt let her look at my eyes.) so after 3 hours I finaly decide to get up and go outside to the trampoline where my friends were, I found them laying there in deep conversation and when I walked near they kind of stoped saying "awh." relising I was left out, but Kay said to continue and they went back into conversation together for another hour while I tried to sleep inside the house. I couldnt and let agian after half hour and got onto the trampoline and my friend annouced that we ALL just try and talk ALL together, instead of going into pairs leaving one person out. and we tried, but me being really sensitivly hurt I just looked away sadly, and she hugged me and just said "It's just how humans are! I cant explain how sorry I am. but we all have a mean side. I told you I'm a bitch."

The next day we woke up, they left into the kitchen to make lunch but I stayed inside the bedroom trying to give off that I was hurt. but i dont think they really understood since i just stayed in there. After half an hour, Right away I started to head home....I didn't say anything to them. and just said bye, she went outside her door to say goodbye and look