Could This Be?

Could This Be?

No ... I really hope not. If so, this is bad LOL!!!

*sign* Maybe I should stop trying to hide it ........

Okay, I'll come out with it. I think for the first time ... well, the first time I'll openly state, I'm on the horn 😛 LOL!!! Of my goodness!!! I'm on the horn!!! I can't believe it. I'm so ashamed 😢 😢 😢

Isn't this terrible? As a cappy, you'd think I would've found something constructive to do to avoid this! But I haven't 😢 😢 😢

Cappy girls, I NEED HELP!!!

Oh well, I have to deal with this by myself 😢

This morning, my scorpio roomie/ friend suggests that I shouldn't think about it.

I'm seriously endanger of hooking up with a guy for the wrong reasons 😢

Oh dear ... oh dear ... oh dear oh dear ...

LOL, after work, I seroiusly need to go workout 😢

This is so my fault .....

Nope, I changed my mind, I simple can't show this. Nope, nope, nope

*blushs*

I have a problem ... but I feel funny about sharing it here. It seemed like a good idea at the time, but now I just feel silly.

Hahaha @ Haffo, NO!!!! Of course not.

Hahaha, so if I were preggy then that would make me less attractive —

Actually, my problem has something to do with it ... kinda but I'm not pregnant

NO!!! It's ... well. Look, I'm a capricorn, I can't admit things like this easily.

But you are a man, what advice can you give me on my problem?

Well, if I reveal it, you must promise not to laugh LOL!!!

I revealed them

LOL!!! You big butt-head 😛

Hahahaha!!! Oh goodness me, well ... do you understand when a female needs intimacy 😉

Are the the light bulbs in yet —

That's my issue ... I have no one to unload on LOL!!!!!!!!!!

Now, I'm not a whore, not in the slightiest bit! So I'm not going to make nice with some dude. I need someone ... stable 🙂 LOL, I thought the guy in December was stable ... but he wasn't. Hahaha, I really shouldn't have gotten discouraged with the Scorpio guy, but it took him too long to notice me. Sooo, I settled ...

*hits Haffo over the head with a bat*

LOL, you miss me, don't you 😛 We haven't spoke in forever 😄

Okay, I'm going to hide them now before anyone else sees, it's too ... unnatural for me to be that blunt LOL

Or maybe I won't ... I don't know. Maybe I'm being too uptight about all this 😛

LOL, you are always so meeeean!!!

Yessir! 😛 For crying out sideways, you are a man. You can take a little tap *grins*

Well, I guess I will have to solve my problem without help 😢 The library will be shutting the PCs down in 10 minutes. *sigh* I need to go home and finish my homework anyway 🙂

Byes buddy, see ya later

This has got to be the weirdest convo I just so happen to stumble upon!

"She bop".."he bop" ah "we bop" ..."I bop" .."you bop" ah "they bop" oooawwwoaah "she bop".. Cyndi Lauper rocks!

LMFAO!!!!!!!!!!

What's with all the hidden messages ———

SG and CW,

Thank you 🙂 I was only ashamed because US cappies don't usually come clean about this sort of thing 😄

LOL CW you are crazy! Well we do, and that was my problem when I posted this ... BUT, I been working out, so I can forget all about.

Yep, I'm avoiding seeing men without their tops on and everything 🙂 I have a thing for shoulders 😛

Shaka!!! How are you 🙂 —

I was thinking of putting up a pic of mine on my profile..(with shoulders and everything I guess I'd better not do it

You darn virgos! Always trying to tempt the weak at heart. Good thing I'm kinda passed it LOL!!!!

CS,i regret not seeing your thread earlier.i can identify with the kind of problem you are facing.i am exactly in your shoes right now.its like a mirror image of mine.i crave,but i cannot have any.this leads to loss of focus and dreamland blues.i have tried to distract myself with other activities like art,gym,sitting my ass of in library,etc,but it has not helped that much.perhaps seeing my distress,my parents have suggested that i take up yoga with them.they both practice yoga,but i become too impatient with it too soon,and leave before i can achieve any reform in myself.i'll try and stick this time though

Girl! I felt like this weeks ago but I'm better now ... I just try not to think about it because I'm not going to go out there and advertise for goodness sakes! LOL It's terrible when you can't have what you want LOL!!! But that's fine, like I said, I was brave enough to talk about it so that made me feel a bit better. It was like this maddening feeling that I was holding inside and I simply couldn't do it anymore.