Ive met a Cappy & it seems we have fallen head over heels for each other in matter of weeks.
He is still bit closed & shy but slowly opening up more verbally.
He constantly calls & texts to see how im doing & shows his emotions mainly through smiley faces & love hearts he has said it twice once in spanish once in English he speaks both languages.
He has said he will never leave me a number of times.
Now for the negative
I am few years older already have 6 children & cannot have anymore due to emergency hysterectomy shortly after my last child birth.
He has no children & he wants.
Everything else is absolutely perfect
When we 1st met he did say he had been seeing someone but it wasnt serious.
My question is do i leave him & break both our hearts so he can find someone to have children, get married settle down etc?
Do i stay & maybe he might decide he can do without?
Do i stay & let him see another woman just to have baby but its not really his nature he would want to stick around be there support mother & child?
Im so confused??
He is going away for 3 weeks tomorrow & today it was really hard for him to leave he looked so sad.
I really love him & dont want to lose him
My head says let him go i cant give him what he wants & he will end up leaving me when he finds someone to have his child
While my heart says stick around you never know what the future may bring & just enjoy it while it lasts.
2 old sayings come to mind
Its better to have loved & lost than never to have loved at all
If you love someone set them free if they come back they are yours if not they never were.
Please advice thanks in advance xxx