Okay, so I met this Cap male on a social media around Oct.2013 started off sending direct messages to each other here and there, very casual... then mid Dec he asked if we could exchange phone #. We did and text constantly even talked on the phone a few times. (he would initiated every contact) the chemistry was AAAMAZING!!! Very deep stimulating conversations. Although we live in different states... we decided it would be really nice to exchange gifts on Valentine's day. Needless to say I was COMPLETELY smitten at that point. And things really started to 'take off' after that. Well, around April, I let the strong emotions I was developing get the best of me and foolishly —confessed?? my feelings for him. I was terrified of rejection... but, his reaction was surprisingly good... Acknowleging the strong chemistry he felt between us also. He assured me NO awkwardness and NOTHING changing between us. Things continued go well. During one of our conversations we were discussing commitment & connections, he was saying that, he took relationships/commitment VERY seriously...but went one to say how he's never really experienced a —true connection?? with anyone before. So, I said something along the lines of; ??In order to have a connection a one must truly be open to the possibility... willing to let our defenses go in order to make that connection.?? he responds ??Maybe I might not really want a connection.?? I'm thinking, WTF?!? lol. But, I calmly responed; —Yeah, maybe so??_?? Needless to say I didn't hear from him for 3 1/2 weeks following that exchange...lol. Then, out the blue, he calls me! talking as if we'd been in contact like before. We talked for like 3 1/2 hrs. He was telling me about how he'd been working crazy hrs even asked me was I —dating?? anyone... which I thought was a little strange considering only a few weeks had passed since we last spoke (kicking myself for not asking him the same question, because NOW I feel like he's met someone else) Because our communication is EXTREMELY spotty and infrequent now a days. He's still nice but, I can tell he's —pulled back?? a WHOLE lot compared to how we used to talk. When we talk now it feels kinda odd, almost forced, where as before it just flowed. Recently he's been periodically contacting me asking to 'facetime.' We have a few times, and each time, I get EXTREMELY nervous and seem to babble like an idiot...lol. No guy has EVER made me that nervous!! It's frustrating and e
