I...had the time of my life

This topic was created in the Capricorn forum by TaurusMom41 on Thursday, August 9, 2018 and has 22 replies.

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*****cues the Dirty Dancing music****

So, many of you already know my situation with this Cap man that I adore. But some do not. Short summary.. Friend of 10 years, we both finally started actually hanging out more since February. I love him with my whole heart, spirit and soul and if the opportunity ever presented itself, I would be with him. We had a 6 week fallout, but missed each other too much and have been reunited since.

Back to the story at hand. Monday, me and Mr Cap had a late lunch planned. I went and scooped him up and we go to the restaurant. Our conversations are always quite intense, because he trusts me and doesn't feel like he can talk about a lot of his stuff with other people. So, we eat and visit and typically our hang outs last about 3 or 4 hours. After we tied up our table for a good 2 hours, he suggests that we go grab a drink somewhere. So off we head to a local winery. My first time there.. We chill out on the patio and have a couple of glasses of wine and more great conversation. Next thing I know, he suggests a bottle, and I'm like "Okay, lets." So we finish the bottle and the conversation shifts to more playful topics and banter. He's not ready to end the night yet, though. He suggests taking a walk or getting a coffee nearby. I'm totally for it. I'm really having a lot of fun with him, so why not? So we go walking and find a Starbucks, get our drinks and sit out on the patio.

I had a photoshoot that I had done, the week prior, which was a body paint shoot. And he had known about it and was communicating with me prior to, and after the shoot to make sure I was safe. And we started talking about it. By the way, he is a very talented photographer and filmographer, and that's how we met in the first place. He was very curious about the shoot and of course, I had to be nude to be painted. I told him that the photographer is the one who painted me and he just stops and I can see him thinking very intensely. Turns out, he's visualizing the process and admitting to me that he can't stop visualizing it... Ok, so now I know he wants to see me naked. lol.

So then he asks me what I usually do, or where I go when I'm in town ( I live an hour from him) and I told him I usually have a room, or I just hang out at the river for a while. I didn't plan on staying that night, so I didn't have a room. We were on our way to the river, but then he tells me he was worried the cops would harass us and tells me we could just go hang out on his patio.

He's the caretaker and financially responsible party for his Grandparents, but they are somewhat reclusive so it's always hard for him to be able to have company. So although he is a 36 year old man, with two teenage kids...he lives a restricted life style in his own home. He literally snuck me through his house, in the dark, to chill on the patio. I felt like a teenager, myself. We talked and talked and he told me things that made me think.. maybe his feelings for me are more than platonic... especially when he told me that my Aries ex was messaging him and asking him if we were together.. He told me that at one point, after telling my ex that he had never gone there with me (romantically) that sometimes the more we think something, the more likely it is to happen. He also told me many times, that I exude sensuality..

Nothing happened between us aside from the conversation. But that's ok. Am I assuming that he may want more?? I don't want to be wrong, or it be wishful thinking but wow.... I felt so damn alive after that. We were together for 9 hours that day... that never happens. sigh... I'm staying in the city for a couple nights next week and leaving the opportunity open to hang out a bit. He has surgery late next week, so I want to spend time before he's totally restricted.

I...had the time of my life

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