Dumping all my emotions.
I have a messed up life
all my past relationships sucked
I'm tired of hurting
I want to be married or at least in a great relationship its time
I'm always sad always angry
I feel like i have no one really
Tired of living the deja vu life
I'm tired of reminiscing on my past hurts
Nobody i know understands me
Tired of freaking being strong
I want to scream
This message board is the shit cause i can dump my shit
Tired of being there for everyone need someone to be there for me
Afraid to die alone
I dont want to be alone but want to be alone
Life is hard darn it
Tired of being serious all the time
FISH
i've messed up alot
I've prayed alot
FISHHHH
Still breathing even though i feel the world is on top of me
I will not pretend to be happy when i'm not anymore its darn dangerous
Being strong alone is a death certificate which i'm not taking
I want to dance in the rain
lIVE A LOTTTTTTTT
someone is going through worse than me i know but i'm going through my shit to
I LOVE THIS board it helps alot........it saves me
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Jun 26, 2015Comments: 0 · Posts: 246 · Topics: 22
I feel you hon. On many levels I feel the same. And I guess it's good to vent and see others are in same situation as you... Try help others when where you can. In the end we all want to be understood and loved.
Fuck it do you. You fucking matter you fucking rock
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Jan 10, 2015Comments: 1876 · Posts: 16918 · Topics: 108
+1 to everything you said passionate. Very relatable. Just remember your never alone, though life may give you that illusion. We are strong, and can take more than the average human. The things we've seen and experenced would make most people lose control, but we are still here and still moving forward. Never give up, and never look back.
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Jan 25, 2012Comments: 8 · Posts: 20090 · Topics: 685
OP, why don't you learn to recognize the positive things in life.
EVERYONE feels the way you do sometimes, there are lots of negatives, but there are lots of positives too. Those that can recognize positive things as well, seem to have a much happier life. When you only see the negative, you're gloomy and make yourself miserable. You'll be lonely because no one wants to be around such a sad sap.
So, I challenge you to find one thing positive every day. Find two things every day you're grateful for. It will completely change your outlook, your perspective, will change your life completely. I promise.
Even the simple things like catching a green light. That's positive. Before too long, you'll retrain yourself to focus on the positive things and I promise you'll be happier than you are now.
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Jan 25, 2012Comments: 8 · Posts: 20090 · Topics: 685
I'm not trying to discount your feelings, just trying to offer a perspective that will help. It will be a gradual change, a constant work in process, but after an undetermined amount of time. You'll feel better.
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Oct 02, 2012Comments: 348 · Posts: 5328 · Topics: 266
everybody makes mistakes, just look at yourself