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mfwb55
@mfwb55
12 Years1,000+ Posts

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A little about myself-

was married now divorced, dont speak to my ex but still class him as my friend.

Met a guy, felt like he was 'the one', huge mistake as he used me for info and I met him over the internet, huge mistake I know hindsight is a bitch. Seemed like at the time he wanted to marry me and I pushed for it and he backed off pretty fast. Which was good coz I knew he would do that so I told him I do not want to be married to him or anyone else unless they are my soulmate etcetc. Case of been there done that never again. Though I do wonder what it is about him that makes me question my own decision, Uh, stupidity...perhaps! Never again will I be so stupid as to think or feel I could be with anyone.

But alas I fell in love with someone else and how could I love this guy if I could fall in love with someone else, makes things very complicated. I mean how can a person who claims they love someone be in love with someone else? This seems to be hypocritical at best so I tend and had to leave it alone and go see if I did indeed love this other person or was it an ego boost? or possible rebound from not being with ex and not having the guy I met with me. I think it coz I actually do fall in love with guys for what reason I don't know I just do. I am a person who falls in love people easily but that doesnt mean I am in love with them. Sure i love all people but its different falling in love and being in love and loving people. Its like looking at a guy and purving on a guy and staring at a guy, just coz you look at a guy doesnt mean you are purving on them or staring at them.

So due to me getting over my ex, falling in love with someone else, not being with the guy I met and not wanting to be married and wanting the single life and thus realising that there are other guys out there again, this is why we are not together.
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Lucriu
@Lucriu
12 Years500+ PostsCapricorn

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i have merc in cap and understood perfectly. It does happen, loving someone and falling in love with someone else. I'm inclined to say you have aquarius in venus too. Eitherway this is not a cap trait. It's the human condition, just relax and realize that your emotions should NOT BE a certain "correct way" they just are and accept them. Chances are neither of the guys you love now will be the one, and are mere lessons to prepare you for him. Good luck!