
Life threw some curb balls... I ended up moving in with some co-workers because the loneliness was overwhelming... I could'nt stand being alone with my selfdestructive thoughts.... I don't know if any of you remember my post of me and my ex being friends with privileges? Well... after leaving that for a while we ended up meeting again ... did'nt last. I ended and 3 days later she calls me crying and tells me his guy has been texting another chick telling her he loves her and blah blah. So yeah, she wanted to get back... I held my own and met this other chick. A sag...... and well.... that is kinda still going on.... I say "kinda" cuz she's acting full out sag... >.>... I've sick for 3 whole weeks due to the stress and I'm beggining to drown the voices and overwhelming emotions with alcohol. All in all I'm changing again and I can feel myself becoming more aggressive. SoOOo... If any of you missed me, that may never stop... I dont feel I'm the same.













