This Aqua needs closure...I'm fuming.

I need to get this off my chest.

I'm honestly pissed off. More so than I've ever been in awhile. I weight train and today, I worked out harder than I've had in awhile. I was so angry it took me awhile to get through my workout.

I need closure from the cap. I do not care about him in any way. I've moved on and do not intend to look back but it feels like a mystery went unsolved. So many questions will go unanswered. I will never know what could have become of it and neither will him.

I woke up this morning and I stepped out in front of my house. GORGEOUS day out in Brooklyn. 72 degrees. And then I see him in front of his mothers restaurant. I became enraged. It just hit me that I let this guy pull the wool over my eyes (At least that's how I've come to see it). It's funny because I think he's a good person if he just let that side show more often. I've slowly come to see him as Satan in the flesh.

This absolutely infuriates me. I wish I knew because I've been obsessing over this. "Why? How?" is all that seems to cross my mind.

I'm pissed...I'm...so...pissed...I'm going to work out today again.

Working out is a good idea. I dont mean to sound insensitive but you should think about him everytime you go workout. It a good motivation and soon enough you'll associate him with being tired and he won't bother you anymore!

It worked for me.. 🙂

Good idea. My body looks amazing and seeing him (he's been coming out more often) makes me want to hit the weights ever harder and make myself look better than ever.

What exactly did he do to fool you?
I understand what you mean. Every time I see an old friend of mine, who used me up and left me for nothing, I get steamed like hell. I'm not normally resentful about things, but she's one person I can't stand. What she did was absolutely classless. Even now, five years later, I plan to bring her down.
Try to avoid him. Don't change your schedule according to his, but when you see less of this guy, you'll appreciate it. Just the sight of him ticks you off. You're better off not seeing him.

I feel fooled and I also convinced myself that I was. I will never truly know if he was sincere or not. There were many times where I was aboslutely convinced he had feelings for me and then other times, I wasn't sure. It was very wishy-washy.

And it's impossible not to see him, actually SEE him, I don't mean talk to him/cross paths. IMPOSSIBLE. We live so very close to eachother so it's bound to happen.

Cap and Aqua tends not to go over very well.

To better understand him, you should have a synastry chart done. Even if you don't know his birth time, it still works.
Try it.

Thanks everyone. It's so baffling to me. I'm the type of person that needs to know the answer to everything (literally, if I don't know something, I make it my goal to look it up. Then I can relax once I know what it is. This situation is out of my control and that pisses me off).

For a few months, I enjoyed the fact that he was a challenge. This guy was so hard to get to know and to gain trust from it was unbelievable. And it's so ironic because I'm the exact same way to a point (I've been told). But after some time, "OK, this is getting ridiculously hard." What a complete waste of time. And it all resulted in bitterness, resentment, anger...And for what?

You're going to have to rape him.

"You're going to have to rape him."

I highly doubt he'll mind...he's a guy.

hello,
i am a cap and currently confused about an aqua. i know what you mean by a mystery unsolved. we tend to do that alot and its not fair to those involved. Caps get heated VERYYY fast. its in our nature. but when we love, we love deeply. we kiss pationatly. unless...that is.... if we're in a phase where we're regrouping from past wounds. maybe this cap is behaving this way towards you because of his past. i do that alot aswell. we mostly take a "different route" in a situation. believing it will get better, instead we behave the way a natural cap does.
however, you also have to realize. you're very angry. anger is another form of love....that went in the wrong direction. yes i know, it may sound cheesy. but clearly there are some unresolved feelings within you that have been left undiscovered. we like it when people are upfront with us, but not in an offensive way. maybe its time you left him alone for a while. even if you see him, just keep walking. the only problem is, you'll miss him. he gets you upset now and you may be relieved with having no forms of communication now. but in a month or so... you may catch yourself thinking about this cap. another thing, try to avoid him for now, but the next time, no wait...WHEN, he pops up in your life again....be ready. make sure you'll know how to handle the situation.
us caps have this habit of "letting go" of our past, but somehow returning randomlly one day just to say hi. but it usually turns out to be so much more than just a "hi".

What? I don't understand your latest... Last I knew, I thought he was calling you non-stop and you weren't returning his calls?

"What? I don't understand your latest... Last I knew, I thought he was calling you non-stop and you weren't returning his calls?"

You're right. I don't know if you misunderstood but no, I never returned his calls because I wanted to move on and not fall back into again.

The phone calls stopped a month ago but I'm still bitter and angry.

confusedgal, I understand what you're saying. He's made it clear numerous times he's very mistrusting of females.

One of the reaons why I'm so angry is because I knew in my gut he had feelings (I'm not sure if he's over me at this point or not). I just knew it. As distance grew, the nicer and sweeter he became. It was a complete turn-around compared to his behavior when we started spending time together. It baffles me. I know he's cynical but why?

The last time I initiated a phone call was in November. I stopped any form of contact from that point on. I don't hang on and I am in no way clingy. Judging by the actions of previous girls he's dealt with, they would fall under "obssessive" in my book lol.

And I am most definitely ready. We live ridiculously close to eachother so we're bound to cross paths, no doubt. I already have it planned in my mind how I'll react and what I'll say.

I keep my distance. Always have. I'm very aloof and will never look to his direction again. Reality has hit me hard.