Hi, I've been looking for information or insight form others that is going to satisfy me so I can stop searching so much for information, haven't been satisfied yet. I currently have pluto conjunct my ascendant by less than 1 degree, in the first house. My ascendant is in capricorn 10 degree. What can anybody tell me about this transit?
At first pluto was at about 13 or 12 degrees then it started going retrograde not too long ago and I swear every since I noticed it was going backwards towards my ascendant I started getting really jealous all the time of things, really upset, moody, vindictive, resentful, emotional! And I've been struggling sooooooo much just to rid myself of these awful feelings I'm feeling at times its so hard because they just dont go away but sometimes when i try hard I can feel peace and detach myself.
My birthday is June 28, 1995
Also last year I had a really bad abusive relationship. After I got out of that, I was completely different, my personality, attitude, everything. And as soon as I changed, someone else walked into my life and pursued me a little bit and this person happens to have a lot of pluto and has a lot of scorpio! He's my boyfriend. And this is the best relationship I've ever had. It's equal, understanding, committed and everything I've wanted. And he's a scorpio sun, mercury, venus all conjunct pluto. But for some reason I have been feeling like I AM the venus in scorpio person. I get soooo jealous and suspicious its crazy. I get so hurt by little things. And I keep feeling like instead of him expressing the traits of those signs and aspects, I feel like they're manifesting through me? Because he is not jealous at all, or suspicious, or anything really. I could be wrong because it's still an early relationship and he could just be not expressing it but still! Why do I feel this way!! And I'm scared of like every possible bad scenario! And I know that I shouldn't be because the more I'm afraid to lose something the more pluto is probably going to take it away so that I can grow and stop feeling this way. I've already expreience that twice. DO NOT want to go through it again.
Oh and not to mention, everything I run into just happens to be triggering all of these feelings!
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Nov 10, 2010Comments: 287 · Posts: 30828 · Topics: 650
Pluto has been transiting my 7th for about a year now. Get ready to learn about yourself through your relationships.