Anyone with bpd? I have something for you

This topic was created in the Health forum by HateMeNowIloveit on Thursday, July 27, 2023 and has 12 replies.
I was diagnosed bpd a while ago. Did the therapy etc route and it didn't help much. I was still disassociating hard. Short term memory loss from trauma, emotional disassociating...I couldn't get out of survival mode for the life of me.

Today, I'm watching that girl disappear into the fog, I look at her and feel empathy but I'm moving on with my life.

This sounds nuts but I started taking fulvic acid, you can get it off Amazon for like 22 bucks.

It relaxes the part of the brain that processes and stores trauma etc. You can do your own research of you'd like.

I no longer have reactions to things.

I don't disassociate emotionally or mentally.

I can feel everyone around me clearly and better.

I'm not in survival mode anymore.

I practice doing trauma release which is going over a traumatic experience and allowing myself to relive it but also change the way I see it.

So far I've been learning how to do things all over again. It's like I'm 5 again.

Please, please....look into this stuff.

It also fixed my hormonal acne and has helped me lose weight.

I can not tell you how much I just needed something this simple. I micordose on it every morning.

No harmful affects, it's all natural.

Thankyou
Posted by cersei
Does bpd stand for bipolar disorder or borderline personality disorder?
I don’t have either of those but I was diagnosed with OCD, depression, and anxiety. And although I wasn’t diagnosed with adhd I believe I have that as well because I have all the symptoms.
I take antidepressants (zoloft) and although they’ve helped eliminate anxiety and helped with obsessive intrusive thoughts I feel like I’m in a fog most of the time. I’m very sleepy most of the time and feel irritable because I’m always sleepy. I don’t have motivation either. But it’s either feel like that or live with anxiety and depression all the time. I don’t know what’s worse but for the time being I’d rather not have a mental breakdown so I choose to be in a fog most of the time.
I’m not sure if that will work for me but I’ll try to look more into it.
How long have you been taking it? It would be great if you kept us updated on how it’s working for you. Also thanks for sharing! I’m a little scared to try something else but maybe I need a change.

Borderline personality disorder.

You basically don't have a personality because you run off trauma responses etc.

It does say not to mix with blood thinners like aspirin and don't mix with immune suppressors.

If mixed with blood thinners it can create a clotting and if mixed with immune suppressors the immune suppressors will lose cause this stuff boost your immune system.

I will never forget the first day I took it. I've been taking it for a month now.

The day I took it, I was more quiet. I felt like I had alot to think about.

I went home early from a camping trip I was on and sat with myself for a couple days. Still taking it.

I just remember feeling so connected to everything.

Something had gone wrong that week and instead of having a reaction, I had no reaction and literally had a 1 minute moment in my head, where I was like holy shit...nothing is happening..what do I do?

My brain for the last 27 years has ran off trauma responses (my story is dark and long lived)

My immediate thought was...well I have to find a solution a response to what's going on, I can't just sit here with nothing to say. So I started from scratch and came up with a solution, with all that trauma garbage behind me.

It hit me so hard that I wanted to cry about it.

I've had 27 years of fear, survival tactics, isolation, pain and anxiety...to have this one interaction with chaos and be in a peaceful navigating energy almost broke my own heart.

So it's been 4 weeks of me rebuilding my whole character and it is awkward. Because instead of getting defensive when I feel hurt or scared, I don't jump into survival mode.

My energy is changed. I am not the same at all and it is nuts.

I'm more gentle.

I am trying to rebuild how I define strong and tough.

I leave my apartment often.

I laugh and love more.

I can feel love and connection with animals again, and even more with my son and bf.

I went to the lake and went swimming while the sunset and the whole time it felt like a beautiful dream and I was surrounded by love and beauty and I really got to enjoy those feelings.

It's heart breaking that I had been missing out on so much but I'm grateful everyday and I hope and pray that every single person who has gone through all the terrible things I have, with anxiety and borderline personality disorder...gets to know this kinda magic again.

I would absolutely love for anyone that goes out and tries this stuff to tell me how you feel after a few weeks.
I like this thread..
Posted by HateMeNowIloveit
I was diagnosed bpd a while ago. Did the therapy etc route and it didn't help much. I was still disassociating hard. Short term memory loss from trauma, emotional disassociating...I couldn't get out of survival mode for the life of me.
Today, I'm watching that girl disappear into the fog, I look at her and feel empathy but I'm moving on with my life.
This sounds nuts but I started taking fulvic acid, you can get it off Amazon for like 22 bucks.
It relaxes the part of the brain that processes and stores trauma etc. You can do your own research of you'd like.
I no longer have reactions to things.
I don't disassociate emotionally or mentally.
I can feel everyone around me clearly and better.
I'm not in survival mode anymore.
I practice doing trauma release which is going over a traumatic experience and allowing myself to relive it but also change the way I see it.
So far I've been learning how to do things all over again. It's like I'm 5 again.
Please, please....look into this stuff.
It also fixed my hormonal acne and has helped me lose weight.
I can not tell you how much I just needed something this simple. I micordose on it every morning.
No harmful affects, it's all natural.

Thank you!

Very useful info.

Can you walk me through trauma release?

I have a idea but I know my version of it was wrong and very rough on me.

Better understanding from someone who has had positive results and technic....

That is fantastic to read …. Good for you for finding it. I’ve read it can be helpful

with slowing down the progression of Alzheimers and Cancer.

We are beginning to see natural remedies coming out of the closet now after many years of being surpressed.
Posted by Lostthoughts
Posted by HateMeNowIloveit
I was diagnosed bpd a while ago. Did the therapy etc route and it didn't help much. I was still disassociating hard. Short term memory loss from trauma, emotional disassociating...I couldn't get out of survival mode for the life of me.
Today, I'm watching that girl disappear into the fog, I look at her and feel empathy but I'm moving on with my life.
This sounds nuts but I started taking fulvic acid, you can get it off Amazon for like 22 bucks.
It relaxes the part of the brain that processes and stores trauma etc. You can do your own research of you'd like.
I no longer have reactions to things.
I don't disassociate emotionally or mentally.
I can feel everyone around me clearly and better.
I'm not in survival mode anymore.
I practice doing trauma release which is going over a traumatic experience and allowing myself to relive it but also change the way I see it.
So far I've been learning how to do things all over again. It's like I'm 5 again.
Please, please....look into this stuff.
It also fixed my hormonal acne and has helped me lose weight.
I can not tell you how much I just needed something this simple. I micordose on it every morning.
No harmful affects, it's all natural.


Thank you!
Very useful info.

Can you walk me through trauma release?
I have a idea but I know my version of it was wrong and very rough on me.
Better understanding from someone who has had positive results and technic....

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I do know the only real way to release trauma is to experience it all over again, but get rid of the way it changed us by having a different reaction. With mine, I like to look at it as something that teaches, because life in itself is suppose to teach us everything we need to know to move up spiritually.

Trauma release is getting your mind back to the place of trauma, me and my bf are going to start doing this...you can do it alone but i prefer with him because it is more personal. Take the fulvic acid, full dose, and then talk about a memory and close your eyes, really relive it in your head. Instead of jumping to survival mode etc (the fulvic acid wont let you) you go to a place in your mind in which you are left to make decisions about how you see and feel the situation. I walk through mine with a lot of love and forgiveness, because I am hyper aware that hurt people, hurt other people. Im not allowing those people back into my life, but I am forgiving them, I am learning to be bigger than what I went through.

Enter the situation with love instead of fear and I promise you everything will change.

Let yourself cry. On the fulvic acid I have noticed that crying comes easier, I believe its the bodys way of releasing.
Posted by HateMeNowIloveit
Posted by Lostthoughts
Posted by HateMeNowIloveit
I was diagnosed bpd a while ago. Did the therapy etc route and it didn't help much. I was still disassociating hard. Short term memory loss from trauma, emotional disassociating...I couldn't get out of survival mode for the life of me.
Today, I'm watching that girl disappear into the fog, I look at her and feel empathy but I'm moving on with my life.
This sounds nuts but I started taking fulvic acid, you can get it off Amazon for like 22 bucks.
It relaxes the part of the brain that processes and stores trauma etc. You can do your own research of you'd like.
I no longer have reactions to things.
I don't disassociate emotionally or mentally.
I can feel everyone around me clearly and better.
I'm not in survival mode anymore.
I practice doing trauma release which is going over a traumatic experience and allowing myself to relive it but also change the way I see it.
So far I've been learning how to do things all over again. It's like I'm 5 again.
Please, please....look into this stuff.
It also fixed my hormonal acne and has helped me lose weight.
I can not tell you how much I just needed something this simple. I micordose on it every morning.
No harmful affects, it's all natural.


Thank you!
Very useful info.

Can you walk me through trauma release?
I have a idea but I know my version of it was wrong and very rough on me.
Better understanding from someone who has had positive results and technic....




I do know the only real way to release trauma is to experience it all over again, but get rid of the way it changed us by having a different reaction. With mine, I like to look at it as something that teaches, because life in itself is suppose to teach us everything we need to know to move up spiritually.


Trauma release is getting your mind back to the place of trauma, me and my bf are going to start doing this...you can do it alone but i prefer with him because it is more personal. Take the fulvic acid, full dose, and then talk about a memory and close your eyes, really relive it in your head. Instead of jumping to survival mode etc (the fulvic acid wont let you) you go to a place in your mind in which you are left to make decisions about how you see and feel the situation. I walk through mine with a lot of love and forgiveness, because I am hyper aware that hurt people, hurt other people. Im not allowing those people back into my life, but I am forgiving them, I am learning to be bigger than what I went through.

Enter the situation with love instead of fear and I promise you everything will change.

Let yourself cry. On the fulvic acid I have noticed that crying comes easier, I believe its the bodys way of releasing.
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That's what I was trying to do with her.

To have her let it out and talk it through.

Good to know I was on the right track at least. I'll look in to the fulvic acid.

Posted by dragonh0rsecvck
Thanks. I’ve had positive experience with l-theanine too
I've done l theanine too but it doesn't do half the magic that fulvic does