How many times do I have to LIE to myself?!

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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
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I hate myself and i hate this world.

How unfair it is for the rich to get richer and the poor get poorer.

You, rich people, have money to afford the best schools, then you will get good job positions because of that or simply get connected with your high class society and be offered to record music and songs and make money out of it. Then you would invest your money in large sum giving you pretty decent ROI plus you get to pay your insurance premium credit.

Life is paradise for you.



Whereas for me, struggling with long hours, producing shit that make low amount of income then you have to race with time to pay for your survival billings, money gets in, slipped right out of you as fast as lightning bolt.

Fuck my life!!

And please, stop talking about faith. It's bvllshit.
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


U are too hard on yourself

The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else

Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care

I dont think anyone is truly happy
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Comes from within?

We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?

Just imagine
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


U are too hard on yourself

The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else

Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care

I dont think anyone is truly happy


Comes from within?

We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?

Just imagine


😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are

We are not in this world to be happy

the goal of live isn't happiness😅
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Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!
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White men are where it is at




Ok so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?


No engrish is fine

But look at her

She still found love and got married
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So i found love. Yes.

But you forgot that my objective is to be happy by looking beautiful and get rich!

😑
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My cap bf told me in his complaints, "Look at your life. All you are concentrating is cigarettes and coffee. And you thought you could get money just by thinking. No! You need to work!"

And I told hin immediately, "Man, work is everywhere but money isn't. If you tell me to work then it is easy for me to find it (cleaning the house is work, no?) but money is what i need!"

He then said, "Stop shouting. I want to eat."

I said, "If you want to eat, I want money."

End of conversation.

😬

I don't need people to tell me what to do. I know myself to know what to do. But the thing is other people will always mess with your plan!!

Now he DOESN'T UNDERSTAND THAT.
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Posted by virgoop

1. manage your finances well.

2. don't spend cab money on lousy sex.

3. learn to juggle and be a goddess.


Point 1:

Dude, let me tell you something about finance.

When there are something sold, you had better bought it. If you keep your money, then the price of those products will decrease. Then they will be cease out and taken out of the market and next thing you know, you have less products to spend your money for.

And when you don't have products to produce because you keep your money all the time, then what are you left with??

Point 2:

What??!

What does cab have anything to do with sex? If anything it has something to do with how this world works, which is money being spent and the products being offered.

It doesn't have anything to do with the sexual activities whatsoever because you can actually have sex in the bush in the nearest park!

But then you'll be looking out for people to peer in. That's for another discussion of morality!

Point 3: You are not a bartender or a mime to juggle. Or are you??
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


U are too hard on yourself

The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else

Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care

I dont think anyone is truly happy


Comes from within?

We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?

Just imagine


😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are

We are not in this world to be happy

the goal of live isn't happiness😅


Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!


To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness

Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one

we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot
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Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...

You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.
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@AneemA11

"But you forgot that my objective is to be happy by looking beautiful and get rich! "

good goals, you already are a feeling and inteligent person, and funny, which is very important, now work on those other goals, if you want it to happen

1. no guarantee you will be happy by looking beautiful and being rich, but its more likely to happen

2. anything you can get without money to look beautiful? pictures taken from good angles just for yourself (like most people do, models and instagirls too), so you will feel really good about yourself? exercising at home instead of gym (I hate gym), sleeping well

3. is it really as bad to being fat? are you really fat or its just the "not thin enough to a catalogue" standard? if its not a health problem, try to shed the "fat"

4. try to buy some new clothes in a second-hand shop, I always find there some gems, or combine your old clothes, so you feel more attractive

5. getting rich is a long term goal, try to set reasonable timeframes

6. dont feel shallow to want those things, I know its unfair that some people get it "free" just being born with good genes or family money, but alas....

7. maybe move somewhere else, start again

just a few things I would thinking about, lots of other is there

people like pretty people, its the truth

big happiness will not come until 2021, so you have plenty of time to prepare for it 🙂

PS. smoking is okey, if you like it

you said you are smoking because you dont love yourself , see? you ARE funny 🙂

Edit: if you were just sarcastic, its good for people who really mean it, imho (kiss)
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


U are too hard on yourself

The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else

Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care

I dont think anyone is truly happy


Comes from within?

We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?

Just imagine


😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are

We are not in this world to be happy

the goal of live isn't happiness😅


Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!


To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness

Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one

we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot


Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...

You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.


😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happy

As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GOD
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I completed your paragraph.
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White men are where it is at




Ok so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?


No engrish is fine

But look at her

She still found love and got married


So i found love. Yes.

But you forgot that my objective is to be happy by looking beautiful and get rich!

😑


Would you like to re enter the matrix if you could be those inside it?
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Like a matrix reloaded movie?

I would want to be able to have all the languages in mind and be able to compute independently.
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Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.

Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.

After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


U are too hard on yourself

The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else

Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care

I dont think anyone is truly happy


Comes from within?

We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?

Just imagine


😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are

We are not in this world to be happy

the goal of live isn't happiness😅


Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!


To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness

Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one

we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot


Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...

You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.


😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happy

As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GOD

I completed your paragraph.


Head high,go through life,try to improve myself
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Complete it again.

I guess you know that I'm the black cat with blue eyes, right?
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Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.

Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.

After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance


Talking about yourself

Twist and turns.. I like
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What do you mean that your face is scored 4 out if 10? Scored by whom? How the hell is one person so perfect that they can "score" someone else?

Fuck 'em all! You are beautiful. Embrace who you are.




My face is scored by fashion designers.

And yes, fuck them all. All they want is to get rich.

Just look at how certain mass of houte couture fashion industry. They work like witches in this modern era.

The pact of the evil they are..
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The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.

And how on earth can I love myself?

My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10

My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!

My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.

And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!

How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!

Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.

Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!

Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.

Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.

Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.

I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.

So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.

NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!


And that is why you should hurry up and get married.

If you get married you wont worry too much about getting job because its a man duty to have a job for their family.

If you get married you wont worry too much about your face, because what is the point ? the only good thing about face is only to attract opposite sex, if you already married, have a husband, then attracting opposite sex no longer matter anymore.

That and stop caring too much on woman who gave you envy, instead care to those who would make you grateful.
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Right now I'm lacking fund and faith to marry someone.

But hey, why are men the ones who propose women?

Rings are circles, right? What do circles mean?

We have so many jewelries made in circular shapes.. What could have it mean?

I love rings with diamonds, though..

So, if men don't give me rings, that mean they don't want to please me. If they don't want to please, that may mean I want to please them.

"May.."
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I hate myself and i hate this world.

How unfair it is for the rich to get richer and the poor get poorer.

You, rich people, have money to afford the best schools, then you will get good job positions because of that or simply get connected with your high class society and be offered to record music and songs and make money out of it. Then you would invest your money in large sum giving you pretty decent ROI plus you get to pay your insurance premium credit.

Life is paradise for you.



Whereas for me, struggling with long hours, producing shit that make low amount of income then you have to race with time to pay for your survival billings, money gets in, slipped right out of you as fast as lightning bolt.

Fuck my life!!

And please, stop talking about faith. It's bvllshit.


Envy came from you caring too much about other people.

Not all "care" is good, some are bad, even destructive.

You should give your care to people who would make you feel grateful, not envy.
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No one has made me feel grateful so far.. In my entire life up til now..

If there is, it is a mere illusion
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"Why are we still here? Just to suffer?"

but what is happiness for you? why you think being beautiful will make you happy? 😕

wouldn't that be a LIE from the world too?



Marilyn Monroe had a bunch of guys making a line to be with her, but I don't think she was that happy.... also she had money.

whatever you are looking out there, you might not find it, Idk maybe try buddhism, they always talk about inner bullshts
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Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.

Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.

After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance


Talking about yourself

Twist and turns.. I like
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Nah.. never went for running nor did I ever feel ugly buuuut I had a time where I had too many pounds and I hated it!
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I could sit here, and give you a bunch of hollow compliments that don't mean shit. But that's not me. I don't sugarcoat shit for people.

The truth is, you come from a culture that essentially beats the notion that you need to be a size 0, with hooded eye lids, and have the nicest clothing. It's an Asian thing. We are told as girls from a small age, that if we don't live within that mold, then we are fat, ugly, and must do x, y, and z to become that superficial robot in order to be successful in life.

If you lived in America, I could tell you that everything you want to aspire to, is a goal that can be accomplished. However, I don't know how your country is economically, nor socially.

The only advice I can give you, is you need to learn to be comfortable in your own skin and stop caring about the opinions of those that don't add true value in your life. Until you are satisfied with whom you are, you will never fill the hole you have while judging yourself.
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Posted by AneemA11

Posted by Mr_Pinchy

I stopped reading at "need tons of money for a weight loss".

All you need is dedication. (unless were talking surgical procedures, sucking the fat out of you through a tube, but even that isn't that costly i'd suppose)


Dedication to who or what?

I don't think my body is for myself, bruh.
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Dedication to training.