Posted by PowerDonutOk so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?
White men are where it is at
Posted by Neno2Comes from within?Posted by AneemA11U are too hard on yourself
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happyclick to expand
Posted by SchawqThen we are in this together and you and i are not alone!
OP hope you don’t hate yourself cuz I like reading lots of your posts but the world sucks, I can agree with you there
And a lot of your inner thoughts toward yourself and the world are so similar to mine
Posted by Neno2Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!Posted by AneemA11😂😂😂u to naive,like most people arePosted by Neno2Comes from within?Posted by AneemA11U are too hard on yourself
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅click to expand
Posted by PowerDonutSo i found love. Yes.Posted by AneemA11No engrish is finePosted by PowerDonutOk so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?
White men are where it is at
But look at her
She still found love and got marriedclick to expand
Posted by virgoopPoint 1:
1. manage your finances well.
2. don't spend cab money on lousy sex.
3. learn to juggle and be a goddess.
Posted by Neno2Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...Posted by AneemA11To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happinessPosted by Neno2Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!Posted by AneemA11😂😂😂u to naive,like most people arePosted by Neno2Comes from within?Posted by AneemA11U are too hard on yourself
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgotclick to expand
Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happyPosted by Neno2Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...Posted by AneemA11To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happinessPosted by Neno2Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!Posted by AneemA11😂😂😂u to naive,like most people arePosted by Neno2Comes from within?Posted by AneemA11U are too hard on yourself
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot
You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.
As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GODclick to expand
Posted by PowerDonutLike a matrix reloaded movie?Posted by AneemA11Would you like to re enter the matrix if you could be those inside it?Posted by PowerDonutSo i found love. Yes.Posted by AneemA11No engrish is finePosted by PowerDonutOk so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?
White men are where it is at
But look at her
She still found love and got married
But you forgot that my objective is to be happy by looking beautiful and get rich!
😑click to expand
Posted by Neno2Complete it again.Posted by AneemA11Head high,go through life,try to improve myselfPosted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happyPosted by Neno2Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...Posted by AneemA11To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happinessPosted by Neno2Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!Posted by AneemA11😂😂😂u to naive,like most people arePosted by Neno2Comes from within?Posted by AneemA11U are too hard on yourself
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot
You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.
As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GOD
I completed your paragraph.click to expand
Posted by pinkbird03I don't want to live forever. Life sucks.
Smoking has tons of ugly side effects. Stop that right now. Do all preventative measures you can afford. Aging only makes things worse. So if you feel this way now, imagine how you will feel in 10 years. I feel bad for us girls. The struggle is real.
Posted by AquaNextDoorTalking about yourself
Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.
Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.
After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance
Posted by Mr_PinchyDedication to who or what?
I stopped reading at "need tons of money for a weight loss".
All you need is dedication. (unless were talking surgical procedures, sucking the fat out of you through a tube, but even that isn't that costly i'd suppose)
Posted by DiannaMy face is scored by fashion designers.
What do you mean that your face is scored 4 out if 10? Scored by whom? How the hell is one person so perfect that they can "score" someone else?
Fuck 'em all! You are beautiful. Embrace who you are.
Posted by thinktankPiscesRight now I'm lacking fund and faith to marry someone.Posted by AneemA11And that is why you should hurry up and get married.
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
If you get married you wont worry too much about getting job because its a man duty to have a job for their family.
If you get married you wont worry too much about your face, because what is the point ? the only good thing about face is only to attract opposite sex, if you already married, have a husband, then attracting opposite sex no longer matter anymore.
That and stop caring too much on woman who gave you envy, instead care to those who would make you grateful.click to expand
Posted by thinktankPiscesNo one has made me feel grateful so far.. In my entire life up til now..Posted by AneemA11Envy came from you caring too much about other people.
I hate myself and i hate this world.
How unfair it is for the rich to get richer and the poor get poorer.
You, rich people, have money to afford the best schools, then you will get good job positions because of that or simply get connected with your high class society and be offered to record music and songs and make money out of it. Then you would invest your money in large sum giving you pretty decent ROI plus you get to pay your insurance premium credit.
Life is paradise for you.
Whereas for me, struggling with long hours, producing shit that make low amount of income then you have to race with time to pay for your survival billings, money gets in, slipped right out of you as fast as lightning bolt.
Fuck my life!!
And please, stop talking about faith. It's bvllshit.
Not all "care" is good, some are bad, even destructive.
You should give your care to people who would make you feel grateful, not envy.click to expand
Posted by AneemA11Nah.. never went for running nor did I ever feel ugly buuuut I had a time where I had too many pounds and I hated it!Posted by AquaNextDoorTalking about yourself
Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.
Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.
After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance
Twist and turns.. I likeclick to expand
Posted by PowerDonutmy question is why pass on those genes??
White men are where it is at
Posted by AneemA11Dedication to training.Posted by Mr_PinchyDedication to who or what?
I stopped reading at "need tons of money for a weight loss".
All you need is dedication. (unless were talking surgical procedures, sucking the fat out of you through a tube, but even that isn't that costly i'd suppose)
I don't think my body is for myself, bruh.click to expand
Posted by thinktankPiscesNo guarantees you'll stay married with that attitude
If you get married you wont worry too much about your face, because what is the point ? the only good thing about face is only to attract opposite sex, if you already married, have a husband, then attracting opposite sex no longer matter anymore.