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@AneemA11
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Posted by PowerDonut
White men are where it is at

Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
U are too hard on yourself
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happyclick to expand

Posted by Schawq
OP hope you don’t hate yourself cuz I like reading lots of your posts but the world sucks, I can agree with you there 😢
And a lot of your inner thoughts toward yourself and the world are so similar to mine

Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
U are too hard on yourself
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
Comes from within?
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅click to expand

Posted by PowerDonutPosted by AneemA11Posted by PowerDonut
White men are where it is at
Ok so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?
No engrish is fine
But look at her
She still found love and got marriedclick to expand


Posted by virgoop
1. manage your finances well.
2. don't spend cab money on lousy sex.
3. learn to juggle and be a goddess.

Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
U are too hard on yourself
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
Comes from within?
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!
To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgotclick to expand



Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
U are too hard on yourself
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
Comes from within?
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!
To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot
Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...
You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.
😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happy
As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GODclick to expand


Posted by PowerDonutPosted by AneemA11Posted by PowerDonutPosted by AneemA11Posted by PowerDonut
White men are where it is at
Ok so now i have to expect myself to know thai or tagalog?
No engrish is fine
But look at her
She still found love and got married
So i found love. Yes.
But you forgot that my objective is to be happy by looking beautiful and get rich!
😑
Would you like to re enter the matrix if you could be those inside it?click to expand



Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11Posted by Neno2Posted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
U are too hard on yourself
The truth is nobody really cares even if u rich or beautiful or idk what else
Your happiness comes from within you cuz other people dont care
I dont think anyone is truly happy
Comes from within?
We are mere tiny specks in this world, how can you expect happiness coming from within yourself?
Just imagine
😂😂😂u to naive,like most people are
We are not in this world to be happy
the goal of live isn't happiness😅
Then why on earth we are created to be alive??!!
To learn,to experience things,feeling all sorts of emotions,to evolve our souls and even more to suffer as to feel happiness
Happiness is a shallow feeling,fleeting one
we are much deeper than that its just that we forgot
Dude, i see people suffering each freakin day.. Then how the hell will find happiness? Or even, find something I want...
You make me go back to square 1, which is being hallucinated with all the beautiful people and the rich.
😂i told u already that happiness isn't the goal,we dont live to be happy
As for the beautiful and rich,u envy them😂thats a silly thing to do,u should love yourself cuz nobody in this world is better than u ,NOBODY IS GOD
I completed your paragraph.
Head high,go through life,try to improve myselfclick to expand

Posted by pinkbird03
Smoking has tons of ugly side effects. Stop that right now. Do all preventative measures you can afford. Aging only makes things worse. So if you feel this way now, imagine how you will feel in 10 years. I feel bad for us girls. The struggle is real.

Posted by AquaNextDoor
Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.
Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.
After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance

Posted by Mr_Pinchy
I stopped reading at "need tons of money for a weight loss".
All you need is dedication. (unless were talking surgical procedures, sucking the fat out of you through a tube, but even that isn't that costly i'd suppose)

Posted by Dianna
What do you mean that your face is scored 4 out if 10? Scored by whom? How the hell is one person so perfect that they can "score" someone else?
Fuck 'em all! You are beautiful. Embrace who you are.

Posted by thinktankPiscesPosted by AneemA11
The real reason of why I smoke is because I don't love myself.
And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!
And that is why you should hurry up and get married.
If you get married you wont worry too much about getting job because its a man duty to have a job for their family.
If you get married you wont worry too much about your face, because what is the point ? the only good thing about face is only to attract opposite sex, if you already married, have a husband, then attracting opposite sex no longer matter anymore.
That and stop caring too much on woman who gave you envy, instead care to those who would make you grateful.click to expand

Posted by thinktankPiscesPosted by AneemA11
I hate myself and i hate this world.
How unfair it is for the rich to get richer and the poor get poorer.
You, rich people, have money to afford the best schools, then you will get good job positions because of that or simply get connected with your high class society and be offered to record music and songs and make money out of it. Then you would invest your money in large sum giving you pretty decent ROI plus you get to pay your insurance premium credit.
Life is paradise for you.
Whereas for me, struggling with long hours, producing shit that make low amount of income then you have to race with time to pay for your survival billings, money gets in, slipped right out of you as fast as lightning bolt.
Fuck my life!!
And please, stop talking about faith. It's bvllshit.
Envy came from you caring too much about other people.
Not all "care" is good, some are bad, even destructive.
You should give your care to people who would make you feel grateful, not envy.click to expand


Posted by AneemA11Posted by AquaNextDoor
Inner beauty yada yada... you are right girl! Inner beauty is a big part of your whole being but it‘s not everything.
Drink lots/enough water or tea, no sweet drinks, go running outside that turture is free and burns calories fast. Eat half of the portions and cut off carbs in the evening.
After that at least you‘ll feel prettier on the outside because you will lose weight + your skin gets better. There‘s a lot you can do to radical change your appearance
Talking about yourself
Twist and turns.. I likeclick to expand








Posted by AneemA11Posted by Mr_Pinchy
I stopped reading at "need tons of money for a weight loss".
All you need is dedication. (unless were talking surgical procedures, sucking the fat out of you through a tube, but even that isn't that costly i'd suppose)
Dedication to who or what?
I don't think my body is for myself, bruh.click to expand

Posted by thinktankPisces
If you get married you wont worry too much about your face, because what is the point ? the only good thing about face is only to attract opposite sex, if you already married, have a husband, then attracting opposite sex no longer matter anymore.

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And how on earth can I love myself?
My face is scored 4 to 5 out of 10
My body is FAT like those BBW's girls and let's not talk about my skin conditions, they are all the uggs!
My teeth is chipped, turned and fell off.
And to fix all these things I need a HUGE amount of money and I still am WAITING OR FINDING JOBS!
How can't I need a huge amount of money. Unfortunate as I am, I am not born with the best genes in this world. I have short legs, dark and scarred skin, low metabolism to burn fat and I am FAT!
Then I could attempt on even thinking about signing up to just-about-within-the neighborhood gym, but I still have to pay for the membership, where I already have electricity, food and car bills to pay under the lowest income in my life.
Then them girls be talking about fashion, make-up, the latest trend of hair-dos and freakish eyelash and hair extensions, I'll be DAMNED!
Plus you gotta compete to get men who are BASICALLY AND FACTUALLY a VISUAL BEINGS being choked with hella sum of 100% perfection in women's appearance by all the medias in the world and I'll be HELLISH to think all my prev and current boyfriends' COMBINED had just PITYING ME FOR BEING WITH ME.
Fuck thia life, is a complete LIE.
Small happiness won't do anymore for me coz that is just a recipe for delusional thoughts and encouraging fantasy to move even faster into your beings.
I need BIG HAPPINESS and I AM NOT PREVILEGED TO HAVE THAT.
So screw you, people who keep preaching about inner beauty and life is beautiful.
NO, YOU HAVE LIED to me!!