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Oct 07, 2009Comments: 0 · Posts: 171 · Topics: 15
I haven't been on here in quite some time. So, hi again to the old and hello to the ones I've never spoke with.
Again, I got my Libra heart all whipped up into a mess over a sign that just isn't suited for me.
My last time around here- I kept having these Leos and Scorpios come into my life.
Now, I keep meeting Pisces women and man- holy crap does one of them have my head all screwed up.
Brief back story- super cute and seductive looking Pisces girl from work. Redhead with these big bright, watery eyes. Goddamn goldfish girl.
Anyways, we flirted often. She hit me with her kindness and needy fish eyes and I soon fell. Gave her my number....but here's where my lessons in Pisces came- it was 2 weeks before she decides to send me a text about hanging out- which NEVER happened. She just never came over and never told me why. Effed my head up.
I instantly got love sick for this chick, and this is after 3 years of being single and having opportunities.
So, anyways- we finally hang out after another week and it was amazing. We talked and laughed the entire time. What a fucked up story she has about her life. It shouldve made me run, but instead my stupid heart melted even more. She is so innocent looking but- she was a "dancer" - she revealed to me that she had sex for money once (wtf!?) and that she has been taken advantage by men numerous times. And- she couldnt even come up with a number of how many she's been with. WHAT THE F!? Why didn't I run! Because she was pretty!
She got all gushy eyed with me and was open to hanging out (as friends) again. So, here we go again. No response to texts. No following through with the next time we were going to hang out. She mentioned one time at work that she needed to go to her grandfathers to do laundry and I said, you can just come over and do your laundry here.
She comes over to do her laundry- same thing. Endless talking which soon turned to passionate making out. No sex though. She was just seducing me- but didn't want to go further yet.
We hang out a third time- and same thing as the second.
When we would hang out- it was so comfortable and open but I can NEVER get a word out of her when she's not around. She just straight up ignores me.
I texted her yesterday and told her we needed to talk and she just responds with "are you okay? you seem stressed" and I said "We need to talk. Are you open to coming over to chat?" No response. At all. Ever.
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At the moment- I am undoing the fairy tale in my mind that she is this special girl. What the F was I thinking. Horrible story and I noticed the other day that her teeth are friggin TAN colored! UGH!
What is with this crap? If it wasn't for those big watery eyes and red hair- I wouldn't think twice about this girl.
I think maybe I'm just offended that she has such a past - but yet the most I could get from her was no shirt and teasing.
And then it just suddenly ended. It seriously has me all off balance. It literally feels like I'm going through a break up right now.
Some advice and insight is welcome.
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Lol @ teeth with a tan. Must be a new trend. Age of Aquarius and all that.
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Oct 07, 2009Comments: 0 · Posts: 171 · Topics: 15
Oh it was so bad. Why didn't I notice this before? Her teeth looked like sticks of butter protruding from her gums and their was like, green stuck in between some of them.
I feel bad for revealing this crap- I guess I'm just needing to say all of this to get it out in the open for myself mentally because I got myself so caught up in thinking she was some perfect princess who was victimized by the world because of her prettiness
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I've been reading that this is typical of Pisces females.
Terrible at communication. Seductive, fish looking, hauling a bunch of discarded trash and poor hygiene.
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Potent potions they have. I still can't believe I fell for a set of eyes and attention like this.
What a grubby little creature she is when I look at her through reality. Goddamnit.
It's just as much my fault as well. I wanted to be some kind of hero to her broken world. Fantasies of her staring up at me from my feet, grateful that I accepted her in the first place.
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Oct 07, 2009Comments: 0 · Posts: 171 · Topics: 15
Oh perfect- just read my horoscope for the year.
"you will fall for someone who is unattainable or attached"
"you will try to attach yourself to this person because you feel as though you need to "save" them"
Great. Little help here, leebs