Really struggling with positivity and maintaining spiritual peace.

I go through these huge phases where I meditate, feel very aligned with my surroundings and the universe, feel content with my inner peace, and notice synchronicity in everything. Usually when i'm at a heightened awareness I see lot of repeating numbers to the point that every time I check the time its 1:11 or 2:22 etc. I feel great and at peace, feeling like the universe is telling me i'm on the right path.

However, I then go to this place where my logical mind kicks in. I realize that actual Physics doesn't prove Law of Attraction at all. That perhaps all of this is bullshit, that i'm a nut job and tricking myself. I then go to a battle in my head like "Okay, well even if it is bullshit its bringing positivity to your life. So, Who cares?" But me being an extremely logical person I begin to talk myself out of it all. Its very depressing.

Does anyone else battle this? Any advice?

Posted by xyinsaturn
That is a good thing.

In what way?

You have your own answers.

"feeling like the universe is telling me i'm on the right path."

The universe will put you under extreme test of faiths and truth recognition. If you choose the spiritual path, its a never ending process.

You will have to face YOUR MOST INNER SELF a person that you had no clue about.

You mind will trick you not believe in something your ayes cant see.

this is your challenge.

you already know how real it is.

respect the universe. its no bullshit.

Being logical isn't a bad thing. It means you think things through, that you find flaws and work your way through them, possibly finding more truth than you set out to. I worded that all sorts of F'd up, ha! Sorry.

My spirituality comes in waves...it's usually when i'm feeling hella anxious. I also just enjoy learning, and expanding (Sag) on everything...which includes all the mysteries and whatnot of the spiritual world.

If it bothers you that you seem to have a pattern of "two steps forward, one step back" regarding this maybe think of it as a staircase or something. Say you're on step one, where you're very aligned and positive and all that. In order to advance to step two you need to investigate all there is surrounding you BEFORE you can get to step two. So on and so forth. Idk, just spitballin here lol...that sounds so dirty 😉

If you did some research you would know that physics proves that anything can and will happen.

What you’re experiencing isn’t related to logic, logic doesn’t kill spirituality it quantifies it, well it tries to because spirit is infinite eternal and doesn’t die it just passes from vessel to vessel and is able to have new experiences.

What you’re experiencing is operating at a low frequency and we all go through that. When we are vibrating in high enlightenment we see the light and when we vibrate in the unenlightend state we don’t see the light and we don’t feel fulfilment so we feel empty or in worse cases depressed.

The thing with meditation and the path of enlightenment is that it’s a practice, you must exercise your will to want it and that’s just the bottom line to everything worth acquiring in this existence.

See how you said “Even though it’s bullshit it’s still bringing positivity into my life” What you just told yourself was logical and it has very powerful implications because it implies that you are greatful and greatfulness is the first step we take out of the lower frequency. If you start racking your brains for things to be greatful for I promise you that you will start to feel yourself fill up from the inside and you’ll be vibrating at a higher state in no time.

Some people like to vibrate in lower states or they feel that they need to at times, like some people who are depressed, they feel like that need to wear depression or anxiety for a while and it’s a karmic way to catapult you to newer experience, like a catalyst.

You’re a libra and your karmic life path is finding balance so don’t worry this is all relative to your journey so ride the waves and enjoy it.

Posted by The_eleventh_sign_11
If you did some research you would know that physics proves that anything can and will happen.

What you’re experiencing isn’t related to logic, logic doesn’t kill spirituality it quantifies it, well it tries to because spirit is infinite eternal and doesn’t die it just passes from vessel to vessel and is able to have new experiences.

What you’re experiencing is operating at a low frequency and we all go through that. When we are vibrating in high enlightenment we see the light and when we vibrate in the unenlightend state we don’t see the light and we don’t feel fulfilment so we feel empty or in worse cases depressed.

The thing with meditation and the path of enlightenment is that it’s a practice, you must exercise your will to want it and that’s just the bottom line to everything worth acquiring in this existence.

See how you said “Even though it’s bullshit it’s still bringing positivity into my life” What you just told yourself was logical and it has very powerful implications because it implies that you are greatful and greatfulness is the first step we take out of the lower frequency. If you start racking your brains for things to be greatful for I promise you that you will start to feel yourself fill up from the inside and you’ll be vibrating at a higher state in no time.

Some people like to vibrate in lower states or they feel that they need to at times, like some people who are depressed, they feel like that need to wear depression or anxiety for a while and it’s a karmic way to catapult you to newer experience, like a catalyst.

You’re a libra and your karmic life path is finding balance so don’t worry this is all relative to your journey so ride the waves and enjoy it.

I loved this reply so much! Thank you!