What is this; how do I deal with it?

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Jynja
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I haven't slept a wink since 1 am because of these "impressions" I keep getting of a guy I chatted with a few times a few months ago.

About three or so months ago, he contacted me online and helped me with stuff I needed. He was cool, and though I was super wrapped up in my project, I liked him so I made time for him. He just seemed to be holding himself back, hiding behind a facade or something of the sort. I kept accusing him of playing games. Contact seized.

During Venus retro, he contacted me again. This time, he claimed to have forgotten we had even met before.
OK, whatever floats your boat.

However, today, out of nowhere, he has been on my mind like a stone sinking slowly in a very deep pool. Leaving these impressions of so much melancholy with brief but intense feelings of happiness or contentment. Then, seeming pain and betrayal.

Why?

How do I deal with this?