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Oct 08, 2009Comments: 1 · Posts: 6313 · Topics: 313
I have an active and emotional mind and I’m always thinking about something things.
Some of the things I that pop into my head are really embarrassing and random (I can’t control them) and my reaction to deal with said thoughts is to scream NIGGER! or NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER!
When I first did it, it would come out as random mumble (kind of what crazy people say in the street) and then it progressed into me saying “monkeys” and now I say “nigger” (not my choice)
I’ve done it for a really long time it’s kind of like when you’re about to go to sleep and you think about slipping over and your body reacts to falling over and tenses up to prepare for the impact.
I can’t help it and it gets worse when I’m hung over
Also I’m starting to not be able to control it when I’m in public, like if I’m at work or or in town
I’ve said it infront of Africans and I feel really bad about it and then I get paranoid
Does anyone else do this shit?
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Oct 08, 2009Comments: 1 · Posts: 6313 · Topics: 313
For fucks sake when are they going To Take the censorship off this forum?!?
I need to explain that I say the N word, if you censor the site then shit gets lost in translation and everyone is all the more dumber!!! FFS!!!!
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Oct 21, 2015Comments: 11066 · Posts: 36034 · Topics: 110
You have zero control over it?
And your body seizes up right before. Sounds like the symtoms for Tourette’s...
But talk to your doctor cause I’m not one.
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Oct 08, 2009Comments: 1 · Posts: 6313 · Topics: 313
Ok I figured it out, it’s called Coprolalia and it’s Latin for Sh $ t talk lol
It’s a mental illness brought on by lots of things and I think the reason it manifested in me was when I damaged my brain from drug use lol
I stayed up for 5 days straight smoking crack and I was attacked in my house a couple of times and I snapped and had a nervous break down and I triggered my flight and fight response and had ptsd from it ever since