bixbixx
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Posted by bixbixxforget about your mother - she never understand you - take care and love yourself
First of all I might be a special case in this, but this placement is the only thing that fucks my whole chart up.
Ever since I remember, most of my time is filled with depression, darkness and empty heart. It's something I would cry about but I can't cry easily for some reason either. Relationship with mother has always been very bad as she is a person incapable of loving.
How do you cope with this placement?
I can accept all this but it doesn't feel right in my soul to always be so depressed and nothing-ish. I'm a Pisces, I love poetry etc. but I can't produce it myself because of this. My time here feels wasted because of this. I know I'm a complaining bitch but this is serious issues.
Posted by nanoI take abilify. I was already going to make a topic asking for good antidepressants btw.
Have you considered going to therapy and or taking anti depressants
You are not a slave to an astrological placement
Take responsibility for your feelings and stop letting it define you.

Posted by bixbixxWell I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.Posted by AquaNextDoorSextiles sun, mercury, jupiter
How is your moon aspected?
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Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)

Posted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
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Posted by AquaNextDoorI agree - although the cap placements will not allow you to "go too far" you must engage in your "passion" - call it "passion with a purpose" - create your own world with your mix of having major placements at each end of the barPosted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
But that's also something one can learn - to let go a bit and just enjoy the silliness! With cap placements its a lot of learning buuuut you will get rewarded big times once you learn these lessons
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Posted by tctaoExactly! You must allow yourself to dive in fun and a little craziness but your cap placements will prevent you (thank god) from hitting rock bottom 😂 You won't be known as the drunk chick who laid on the floor vomiting and crying lolPosted by AquaNextDoorI agree - although the cap placements will not allow you to "go too far" you must engage in your "passion" - call it "passion with a purpose" - create your own world with your mix of having major placements at each end of the barPosted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
But that's also something one can learn - to let go a bit and just enjoy the silliness! With cap placements its a lot of learning buuuut you will get rewarded big times once you learn these lessons
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Posted by AquaNextDoorright - and no lol we vomit and cry in private lolPosted by tctaoExactly! You must allow yourself to dive in fun and a little craziness but your cap placements will prevent you (thank god) from hitting rock bottom 😂 You won't be known as the drunk chick who laid on the floor vomiting and crying lolPosted by AquaNextDoorI agree - although the cap placements will not allow you to "go too far" you must engage in your "passion" - call it "passion with a purpose" - create your own world with your mix of having major placements at each end of the barPosted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
But that's also something one can learn - to let go a bit and just enjoy the silliness! With cap placements its a lot of learning buuuut you will get rewarded big times once you learn these lessons
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Posted by tctao😎😎😎😎 exactlyPosted by AquaNextDoorright - and no lol we vomit and cry in private lolPosted by tctaoExactly! You must allow yourself to dive in fun and a little craziness but your cap placements will prevent you (thank god) from hitting rock bottom 😂 You won't be known as the drunk chick who laid on the floor vomiting and crying lolPosted by AquaNextDoorI agree - although the cap placements will not allow you to "go too far" you must engage in your "passion" - call it "passion with a purpose" - create your own world with your mix of having major placements at each end of the barPosted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
But that's also something one can learn - to let go a bit and just enjoy the silliness! With cap placements its a lot of learning buuuut you will get rewarded big times once you learn these lessons
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Posted by AquaNextDoorLol - personally I think it's almost the perfect combination for writing and writing poetry both in the light, dark and a combinationPosted by tctao😎😎😎😎 exactlyPosted by AquaNextDoorright - and no lol we vomit and cry in private lolPosted by tctaoExactly! You must allow yourself to dive in fun and a little craziness but your cap placements will prevent you (thank god) from hitting rock bottom 😂 You won't be known as the drunk chick who laid on the floor vomiting and crying lolPosted by AquaNextDoorI agree - although the cap placements will not allow you to "go too far" you must engage in your "passion" - call it "passion with a purpose" - create your own world with your mix of having major placements at each end of the barPosted by bixbixxYes, restricted fun? Hehe my saturn is also in cap and in my 5th house - I tend to think a looot before engaging in silly fun although my aqua sun screams "fuck it!! Lets just do it" - it helps though that I have a sag mars.Posted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
But that's also something one can learn - to let go a bit and just enjoy the silliness! With cap placements its a lot of learning buuuut you will get rewarded big times once you learn these lessons
click to expand

Posted by bixbixxPosted by AquaNextDoorWow thats cool. I must agree that that side of the Capricorn energy is something I like as well - I am very driven and ambitious too.
Well I can imagine that having a pisces sun can be a bit difficult if you also have a cap moon.
I have a cap stellium and I love it! But I had to learn to use it the right way and accept the benefits it brings. I'm very realistic and to some people that can seem unromantic or too strict. But it works very good for me and it helped me a lit to get my life on track and gain a somewhat weslthy life because of the ability to prioritize and safe a lot of money by creating different financial plans and budgets.
And I'm still creative after all - but that's because I have all my cap placements in my 5th house! I'm writing two different blogs (although one is on hold)
I just think that the realistic side doesn't mix very well with the poetic side of Pisces, it clashes in my mind.
And see, I have Saturn in the 5th 😛 might be influential too.
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Posted by LadyNeptuneAspects to my moon?
Can you post your aspects op?

Posted by bixbixxAspects for your chart as a whole. Cause I don’t think your Moon is causing the depression or problems or whatever.Posted by LadyNeptuneAspects to my moon?
Can you post your aspects op?
Sextile sun, mercury and jupiter.click to expand
Posted by LadyNeptuneI PM you my chartPosted by bixbixxAspects for your chart as a whole. Cause I don’t think your Moon is causing the depression or problems or whatever.Posted by LadyNeptuneAspects to my moon?
Can you post your aspects op?
Sextile sun, mercury and jupiter.click to expand

Posted by nanoSame placements. My mom is a narcissistic asshole too. You don’t need meds. You need a support group for other children of assholes. Meds will sink you lower. You are fine. They are the problem.
Have you considered going to therapy and or taking anti depressants
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Take responsibility for your feelings and stop letting it define you.
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I myself might be a special case in this, but this placement is the only thing that fucks my whole chart up.
Ever since I remember, most of my time is filled with depression, darkness and empty heart. It's something I would cry about but I can't cry easily for some reason either. Relationship with mother has always been very bad as she is a person incapable of loving.
How do you cope with this placement?
I can accept all this but it doesn't feel right in my soul to always be so depressed and nothing-ish. I'm a Pisces, I love poetry etc. but I can't produce it myself because of this. My time here feels wasted because of this. I know I'm a complaining bitch but this is serious issues.