It's hard for me to find a balance in my emotions. Can anyone relate to this?
When I visit somewhere unfamiliar, like a new school, I come off as really quiet and chill.
Then, as I get more comfortable, my inner Aries comes out and makes me act crazy sometimes. For example: I make innapropriate jokes, get hyped up about small things, and I get pretty competitive. I love to play basketball.
If someone upsets me, my natural instinct is to calm myself down: by leaving the situation. I don't want to hurt people's feelings, but it's like there is a voice in my head telling me to yell at whoever gets in the way of my happiness.
It's really weird because I get the chills and literally start shaking when I argue with a friend. I don't want to argue, but at the same time I want to say what is on my mind.
Usually the Pisces in me wins and I bottle up any emotions that are too strong, like love and anger. But I want to let my feelings out in a way that doesn't offend people. I guess that isn't possible, though.
Anyone feel the same way?
Should have put this in the title but I'm a male.
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Jun 13, 2006Comments: 5 · Posts: 3103 · Topics: 77
Pisces with Aries Moon here, I also very fond of Basketball, actually its the only sport I like and want play nowadays. I was known as the train, with a ball a run like hell.
At school I was the unknown, very calm. At work ppl say I am the calmest, but inside I know my blood boils sometimes.
Meeee!!! Yes, I totally understand. I think the Pisces sun keeps my Aries fierceness doused to a degree, or maybe my Virgo Mom taught me how to just be just so. I am a female, so the competitive streak has really tampered with my dating life as the type of man I need isn't one I'd compete with. I have a corporate career and I'd rather be on the move. I get that it is tough sometimes, like being at odds with yourself? For sure, if I can release my blocks, I can definitely rule anything. Meditation, mindfulness, exercise are excellent outlets for me.