Becoming my own worst enemy

this is ongoing habit that has been destroying me to my very core.
my procrastination

heres my life,
-wake up tired
-school
-as i come from school i tell myself that i will go home and work
i come home start studying and all of a sudden i just feel sleepy
-i have this nagging pain in my leg(specifically my knee) that my doctor cant explain so she gives me advil, but im not touching that carp cus i know pisces and addiction problems
- so im tired and my leg hurts and i decide to nap for an hour i even set the alarm towake me up in an hour
-4 hours later im finally awake and groggy
-im also behind on my work
- and i finish my work at 3 am taking long ass break to watch tv or play games on the comp
- and wake up groggy next morn when i wake up at 7
-and repeat all week long

this mainly goes out to the pisces ppl but everyone input is apreciated

-why do i procrastinate?
-why wont that pain in my leg go away and is it a psycological pain manifesting itself as a physical pain?
-why dont 4 cups of coffee work for me?


i have more questions but i forgot them. ill ask more later.

thank u and have a nice day

I had similair problems (No leg pain involved though). I found out that Psychological problems are main source of that. Try to learn what's going wrong with your life. When you find them, you will become much less sleepy.

I do not have any sleepy state problems anymore. I had very much, but not anymore. Also try to some sports if you are not making and have time.

Good luck

You don't love what you're doing. You do it out of obligation.
You're not excited about life, you have few hobbies?

The pain could be something psychological. You say it's your right leg; that represents the male principles in life, which would mean something's holding you back from "going ahead" in life. Wait, you didn't specify what leg. Which leg is it? If it's left, then you're not open to receiving and nurturing and may have to work on those areas. (feminine principle)

What do you eat? If you eat a lot of carbs, meats and very little veggies and fruits, grains, etc. And don't drink water, then you'll be deyhdrated (coffee adds to that) and won't have energy.

Do you exercise? And I'm guessing you're either insomniac or just don't sleep well.

You sound a little depressed. I'm sure it's a phase. I went through something similar myself. What do you think it is? Think about some more, we'll talk about it again.

Unfortunately some of us Pisces have a tendency to be a bit lazy. This is definately something I struggled with when I was a bit younger. You just need to try really hard to make a conscious effort to motivate yourself.

Procrastination is a form of escapism and we're all too familiar with that term.

Fight it and you'll feel a lot more positive about the direction you're headed in.

Is there any way to stop procrastination without torturing ourselves? For example, to have a goal and work for it?

I think most of us are simply aimless. I would actually like to know how do people work on choising aims.

'You say it's your right leg; that represents the male principles in life, which would mean something's holding you back from "going ahead" in life.'

'If it's left, then you're not open to receiving and nurturing and may have to work on those areas. (feminine principle)'


Hey kafta! Where can I learn more about the representations and relations of the human body? (Outside of Astrology)

Thanks Much, Appreciated.

1) You can't be addicted to Advil.
2) Try vitamin B.
3) Try exercise.

That's all I can think of right now.

Hey Elliot...It's stuff I learned myself. But Louise Hay's "You can heal your life" has a section at the very back explaining this stuff. (the very back)

You can ask me too though! I'm very interested in this stuff.

Kafka...yes, it is a GREAT book!!!! All of our pain is ultimately an extension of our thought process. If you truly believe that you are in perfect health - you will be. The mind is a powerful thing - thoughts that go in - come out.

"As A Man Thinketh, So Shall He Be" James Allen This too is a great book! Google him up! 😉

Happy thoughts create Happy People!

um sorry guys, im not gonna say much becasue this will take time respods and im busy and tired so ill clue u in with some short but immediate answers

Kafka
its the right leg

and your correct something is holding me back but im not very introspective so this
will take time to figure and ill prolly send u a private message later, maybe

i will be fasting starting today and continueing this for the next month

my diet is good but im not drinking enough water my mom said the same thing

exercise not anymore, i do work out a bit at home but that not technically pure exercise

ive been depressed since i was 3 years old i think. the depression kicked in a at a very young age

i think its my family life Aries dad and Taurus mom that "dispise" eachother

Haffo

i have short term goals and i complete them but my elders feel the need to crticize my faluts and not focus on my acomplishments. i try though

Kupo
yeah i just realized you cant but im still not doing it.
lately ive found hypnosis to work very well at blocking the pain


so thanks again everyone for your support if only i was surrounded by people like you

Okay kafka whenever I have questions I'll look for you, agreed!


How you doing Haffo?


Illmatic what's up?

Illmatic, you ARE surrounded by people like us...Here!

Elliot, anytime. You can e-mail me privately too. It's rare that I get to talk to cool scorp males🙂

So you're Muslim Illmatic. So am I. Although I don't practice.
Happy Ramadan🙂

Hi Illmatic,
Hope you are feeling better today.
I used to get really depressed when I was about your age...sometimes the symptoms of depression can be physical too.When things get less depressing the physical symptoms tend to go away.

Anyway,I don't have any new advice for you, just wanted to wish you well.

Take care.

Hey Elliot. Where were you been?

We almost getting some booty here on Cancer board. Join the party. LOL!

Hahah cool cool, but is this is the Pisces board, I think you've been drinking too much Haffo, you're having trouble distinguishing crab women from fish women again, it's aight though haha - I'll join in!


Okay kafka I'll do some private emailing here and there with you! 🙂

Happy Ramadan by the way Kafka & Illmatic! I was in Abu-Dahbi one year during Ramadan, I love the Culture!

Elliott
"Illmatic what's up?"
*scratches belly* nothing much
can u recommend any good songs or albums?
im not particularly familar on the arab culture im indian and the only thing i love about my culture is the food

Salam Kafka
happy ramadan to u too muslima. i stopped practicing for while and drank and smoked and stuff, kinda of in my own personal rediscovery. i like ramadan for its quiet reflection, it teaches u self control and makes u feel what poor starving kids go through everyday
btw r u from toronto sister??

Melusine
thank u for ur kindness
my age?? why am i getting the feeling im the youngest person here?



this is totally off topic but what are concequences of wearing a unpolished leather jacket in the rain? the jacket looks very porous and does leather smeel after its been in the rain?

im starting to hate the fact i chose the name Illmatic
should start using my real name

Yes Illmatic Im from the T.dot! In my book thats disclosing too much info, but whatever😛

I dont practice at all but I love Ramadan for the same reasons: people connect, spend time with family and theres a collective consciousness.

Hey Illmatic, yea I love Indian food with monster passion hahah. And I think that I loved the culture in Abu-Dahbi just because it gave me a chance to celebrate things that I had never witnessed or been educated on before! It was coool.

Good songs or albums? Well, from the top of my head - if you don't own The Miseducation of Lauryn Hill, you're in need, aaaand I'll get back to you with more later lol, too sleepy.

Take It Easy,
Elliot!

Kafka
"In my book thats disclosing too much info"

i understand for all u know im a friendly kid whos actually a 40 year old rapist living in his moms basement🙂

no seriously i think one of my freinds knows im on this site i must maintain secrecy

btw pardon my stupidity what does Kafka mean?

Elliot

i want to go to japan cusihave relatives there but the tickets about $ 1500 plus ill need like another $ 1000 minimum to stay there for the month.

anyway im very happy my gemini friend convinced me to join a latin dance club and i can samba for sh*t but the ratio for women to men is 2-1 🙂🙂

Hahah 2:1 is good stuff.