Happy birthday P-Angel

This topic was created in the Pisces forum by RamOfPeace on Wednesday, February 20, 2019 and has 48 replies.
I don’t remember the exact day, but still, swim through the night sky smoothly, DXP Shark.

One of the bitchiest, and also one of the most real posters to ever grace this forum.

In memory

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March 18
There are definitely moments when I think about her.

Seeing her in the forums and noticing how strong her

personality was. Whether you agreed with her or not, She was

impactful for a reason..Because for her to just go as she knew she would.

There was meaning behind it.

And a first for most of us to experience that online..

.. Happy Birth(earth) day P-Angel


Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
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F u P-Angel
You’re sick in the head
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Happy early Birthday P-angel
Wishing you a happy birthday, wherever your soul landed smile This thread had some sweet intentions.

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Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
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Just because someone is sick or dying, doesn't automatically make them a better person.

That's why I don't believe in apologies of people who are about to cark it. If they weren't dying.....would they even bother apologizing? Nope.

It's like Alicia said recently about the hypocrisy of DXPers in general: it's not what's being done, but who's doing it. A bitch like P-angel doing it, all of the sudden you're celebrating her as if she's the celebrity of the century. Another person is doing the same thing (only better), you vilify them.

How's that for Pisces Sun/Aries Mercury honesty?

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@Schawq she was definitely bullying, and to make it worse: talking shit without knowing jack shit or paying attention to what was being said. I blocked her pretty much straight away.
PFFFTFTFTTTTFTT!!!!!!!!!!!

I know this is suppose to be serious and a memorial....

BUT I'M DYIN LAUGHIN..

These damn replies....

I've been here a couple of years now, come March..

I heard about this P-Angel person..

Never knew if it was a guy, girl, young, old..

I slowly learned that she was a "bitchy" older woman on the forum.. That died.

The fact that this website got such a past and so many Easter eggs is fuckin crazy. Reminds you how weird this place is.

This was touching though.
PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.
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Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.
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Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahamuwahahahahahurhhururhurhurrhurrr
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Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.


.................


Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahalolololol hurhhururhurhurrhurrr


Nah. I would have put my money on her. She was a master troll. LOL. No matter how many times you argued she would be right back the next day to start some more shit. Most of us have been here long enough that we just don't give a fuck to argue back and forth, we'll just ignore you. But she was about that life.
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Ya, if you say so.

I'm really truly bout that life. I will post yo picture, and clown yo ass. I will make a thread about you and keep it going. I will roast on the front board.

You just getting to know me..

Better hope me and you don't end up goin at it... I love da ladies 😉

Rest her soul.
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Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.


.................


Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahalolololol hurhhururhurhurrhurrr


Nah. I would have put my money on her. She was a master troll. LOL. No matter how many times you argued she would be right back the next day to start some more shit. Most of us have been here long enough that we just don't give a fuck to argue back and forth, we'll just ignore you. But she was about that life.
Ya, if you say so.

I'm really truly bout that life. I will post yo picture, and clown yo ass. I will make a thread about you and keep it going. I will roast on the front board.

You just getting to know me..

Better hope me and you don't end up goin at it... I love da ladies 😉

Rest her soul.

LOL. I don't get anything out of roasting people. That's Aries dominant pisces area. I'm aqua dominant. It would be a waste of energy because you wouldn't get much of a reaction out of me. I mostly just use this place as a distraction to boredom. Especially at work.
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I'm Gemini dominant.... I coulda been a lawyer... But I like cars, and I'm usually the criminal.

Ya, same though.
Imagine being that bothered by someone that you have to talk shit about them after they’ve passed..

The funniest part is she wouldn’t have cared either way lol

R.I.P. to a true G
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Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.


.................


Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahamuwahahahahahurhhururhurhurrhurrr
no she was cold with it, why she was loved

she made you cry

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"She made you cry"

When?? I didn't know her.
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Posted by Emhendo

Posted by PurplePassion38

Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.


.................


Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahamuwahahahahahurhhururhurhurrhurrr
no she was cold with it, why she was loved

she made you cry

"She made you cry"

When?? I didn't know her.
like made people cry!

not you specifically, she died before you came on this forum

she was hilarious, but cut people to the bone
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Cool.

Rest her soul.
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How do people know she’s really passed away? How did you guys confirm that? What if she’s just trolling and hiding in the shadows to read all our reactions on dxp.
She wrote that she had cancer and had so long to live. Then her husband came onto her account on dxp and confirmed it. Ever since that time, she has not posted.
Daaaamn.. her husband was a good guy. He knew about her dxp account? That’s embarrassing.

Man... That’s really sad..
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Her obituary is actually available for viewing online.
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Posted by Emhendo

Posted by PurplePassion38

Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.


.................


Please.

I would have had her at her wits end, like I have all of y'all.

Ahahahahahahahahamuwahahahahahurhhururhurhurrhurrr
no she was cold with it, why she was loved

she made you cry

"She made you cry"

When?? I didn't know her.
like made people cry!

not you specifically, she died before you came on this forum

she was hilarious, but cut people to the bone

omg yes. LOL. People would be going off making threads about her and she would be like.

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Because once she said what she had to say she didn't care. 😂😂
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It was her way of creating more traffic for this site smile
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Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
had no idea she died. She was a real bitch to me.


She was a bitch to everyone. LOL. Aries mercury is not very diplomatic in conjunction with Pisces sun. Her and I definitely had a few rows back and forth. I think she expected people to come back at her as hard as she came at them. That was the only way to gain her mutual respect. She never seemed to take the arguments to heart though. We would cuss each other out on Monday and would be bonding together on pisces board topics on Tuesday. Hard to believe, but I kind of miss her aggressive energy lol. Most of the time I disagreed with her, but sometimes she said exactly what needed to be said and I was like thank you. LOL.
I see.. idk as a Taurus i prefer softness and for someone to be more patient or sensitive to the root of my “flaws.” Maybe even love me for the way I am? But I’m being kind of a hypocrite because when someone truly pisses me off I’ll be direct and ruthless, but I think that’s because of my moon in Libra. P-angel could’ve been more healing and loving toward people who she criticized.. I would’ve liked her more that way. For example, Scorpio women are healing and loving when they talk to me about how I’m coming across. They hint at the root of my wound and provide insight, but it’s never in a condescending way, it’s rather more healing. I feel more remorse that way and more motivated to change.
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TBH, It sounds like you want/wanted to be coddled and that was not her way. Ever. I never had any issues with her, she actually never attacked me or had to call me on my shit or the like. I even had one person comment that it was her MO with new people on this site, but it never happened with me lol But I also don't sugar coat shit so maybe that is why.
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Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
had no idea she died. She was a real bitch to me.


She was a bitch to everyone. LOL. Aries mercury is not very diplomatic in conjunction with Pisces sun. Her and I definitely had a few rows back and forth. I think she expected people to come back at her as hard as she came at them. That was the only way to gain her mutual respect. She never seemed to take the arguments to heart though. We would cuss each other out on Monday and would be bonding together on pisces board topics on Tuesday. Hard to believe, but I kind of miss her aggressive energy lol. Most of the time I disagreed with her, but sometimes she said exactly what needed to be said and I was like thank you. LOL.
I see.. idk as a Taurus i prefer softness and for someone to be more patient or sensitive to the root of my “flaws.” Maybe even love me for the way I am? But I’m being kind of a hypocrite because when someone truly pisses me off I’ll be direct and ruthless, but I think that’s because of my moon in Libra. P-angel could’ve been more healing and loving toward people who she criticized.. I would’ve liked her more that way. For example, Scorpio women are healing and loving when they talk to me about how I’m coming across. They hint at the root of my wound and provide insight, but it’s never in a condescending way, it’s rather more healing. I feel more remorse that way and more motivated to change.


TBH, It sounds like you want/wanted to be coddled and that was not her way. Ever. I never had any issues with her, she actually never attacked me or had to call me on my shit or the like. I even had one person comment that it was her MO with new people on this site, but it never happened with me lol But I also don't sugar coat shit so maybe that is why.
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She never attacked me either, as far as I know. I've only had one isolated hostile interaction with her, and that was when she made some comments about gay men. That was when I first came to this place.
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Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
had no idea she died. She was a real bitch to me.


She was a bitch to everyone. LOL. Aries mercury is not very diplomatic in conjunction with Pisces sun. Her and I definitely had a few rows back and forth. I think she expected people to come back at her as hard as she came at them. That was the only way to gain her mutual respect. She never seemed to take the arguments to heart though. We would cuss each other out on Monday and would be bonding together on pisces board topics on Tuesday. Hard to believe, but I kind of miss her aggressive energy lol. Most of the time I disagreed with her, but sometimes she said exactly what needed to be said and I was like thank you. LOL.
I see.. idk as a Taurus i prefer softness and for someone to be more patient or sensitive to the root of my “flaws.” Maybe even love me for the way I am? But I’m being kind of a hypocrite because when someone truly pisses me off I’ll be direct and ruthless, but I think that’s because of my moon in Libra. P-angel could’ve been more healing and loving toward people who she criticized.. I would’ve liked her more that way. For example, Scorpio women are healing and loving when they talk to me about how I’m coming across. They hint at the root of my wound and provide insight, but it’s never in a condescending way, it’s rather more healing. I feel more remorse that way and more motivated to change.


TBH, It sounds like you want/wanted to be coddled and that was not her way. Ever. I never had any issues with her, she actually never attacked me or had to call me on my shit or the like. I even had one person comment that it was her MO with new people on this site, but it never happened with me lol But I also don't sugar coat shit so maybe that is why.
She never attacked me either, as far as I know. I've only had one isolated hostile interaction with her, and that was when she made some comments about gay men. That was when I first came to this place.
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She def generated traffic for the site!
Me and P had some "going at it" a couple times but we also respected each other. I'm sad I was gone at the time and didn't get to say goodbye 😢.

RIP and Happy early birthday, P!
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Posted by Emhendo

PSSSSHHH.....

But let P-Angel woulda come at me.


She would have trolled the hell out of you because you are reactive and overly defensive. You are exactly the type of person she liked to fuck with. Y'all would have been arguing every day.
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He’s twenty-fucking-two. You typically never hear solid thoughts, ideas, or vocabulary from pretty much anybody at that age.
Aww I can't believe she's gone. Damn.
Seraph, I remember you from back in the day. Its kind of sick to hear the way they speak of her. We all couldn't stand her so many times, for so many reasons, but to wish death, or rejoice in her death in sick. The dumb ones never understood her. RIP PAngel.
I was wondering what happened to her. I feard she had past but put it out of my mind. She is one of my first memorable members here on DXP. When I first stumbled on this sight. She even trolled me once and I feel honored. I wish her lots of peace. Wherever she may be.
Happy Birthday to her, may she rest in peace. She was wounded indeed and it showed, give love and see how people transform into completely different beings. Our society is starving, we need love more than food, we need each other more than anything else, affection, kind words and understanding. We need to recognize each other.
I sense that her spirit rests now.

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Maybe that was her karma for being a real bitch. 🤷🏻‍♀️
Ok then you got cancer coming for you cuz you're kind of being a bitch too lol
Posted by RamOfPeace

I don’t remember the exact day, but still, swim through the night sky smoothly, DXP Shark.

One of the bitchiest, and also one of the most real posters to ever grace this forum.

In memory

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She was a bitch to everyone. LOL. Aries mercury is not very diplomatic in conjunction with Pisces sun. Her and I definitely had a few rows back and forth. I think she expected people to come back at her as hard as she came at them. That was the only way to gain her mutual respect. She never seemed to take the arguments to heart though. We would cuss each other out on Monday and would be bonding together on pisces board topics on Tuesday. Hard to believe, but I kind of miss her aggressive energy lol. Most of the time I disagreed with her, but sometimes she said exactly what needed to be said and I was like thank you. LOL.


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Posted by MsPiscesyetagain

Seraph, I remember you from back in the day. Its kind of sick to hear the way they speak of her. We all couldn't stand her so many times, for so many reasons, but to wish death, or rejoice in her death in sick. The dumb ones never understood her. RIP PAngel.

Is this THE MsPisces ?!
She was a bitch and got a lot of things wrong with her criticisms. Completely missing the point. Either on purpose or because she was that stupid. She must have been just as miserable in real life.
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I’m not down with romanticizing people once they are dead.

She was cray.

Cancer is horrible. But fuck she was not a great person.
Just because she had cancer some ppl magically forgot what a big byiatch she was. lmao
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Nah, some of us really liked her.
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I’m not down with romanticizing people once they are dead.

She was cray.

Cancer is horrible. But fuck she was not a great person.
Just because she had cancer some ppl magically forgot what a big byiatch she was. lmao


Nah, some of us really liked her.
For what reason?

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For holding onto her beliefs, whatever those were. I find it hard for most people to have fights with people they cared for on these forums yet she could get along with you in a topic and be completely against you in another..based on the topic. I like that kind of integrity to one's self.

Secondly, because she was autistic and mentioned it once or twice but didn't expect people to treat her with gloves because of it...while a lot of the mental health supporters on these board who pride themselves on how much they get mental illness never had a problem to be straight up douchebags on the topic she announced her cancer in. I felt she showcased a lot of irony and I'm a fan of irony.
On a more subjective note, I loved her dissing us Virgos lmao.
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Posted by Schawq

F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
had no idea she died. She was a real bitch to me.
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LMAOOOOOOOOO!
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F u P-Angel
You know, I can be a real piece of work on these forums at times. But even I won’t hate on a grumpy woman, who died of cancer metastasis, and relatively early on in life, at that.

I get such vitriol towards historical figures who contributed to genocide for example, but that’s a world of difference.

Sincerely, your local hospice and dementia ex-nurse.
had no idea she died. She was a real bitch to me.


LMAOOOOOOOOO!
Still not giving a fuck. 😂😂😂
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Obvuously.

- Fuck this person, they were mean to me.

- They died of cancer.

- Oh... they did? Umm... *thinks of something to save the situation* Still fuck them, they were so mean to me. Not like Hitler, but hey...

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I don’t remember the exact day, but still, swim through the night sky smoothly, DXP Shark.

One of the bitchiest, and also one of the most real posters to ever grace this forum.

In memory

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Agree! She WAS "One of the bitchiest!"

Hug cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva
Autistic people are known to have a hard time / not be able to empathize with others so that's an eye opener. Now I get it.

Rest in peace.

But...

She just wasn't nice and apparently didn't care + didn't understand that some compassion and empathizing can help a lot when criticizing on others to prove a point.

Who would listen to someone who simply insults you?
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Autistic people are known to have a hard time / not be able to empathize with others so that's an eye opener. Now I get it.

Rest in peace.

But...

She just wasn't nice and apparently didn't care + didn't understand that some compassion and empathizing can help a lot when criticizing on others to prove a point.

Who would listen to someone who simply insults you?
Why would you contradict yourself? The concept of compassion and empathy are somewhat alien to a person with autism. That's not to say that they don't try - I know of some who try their best but still get vilified for their attempts.

Her not being nice and not caring is a possible combo of a few things - not being able to process the emotions of others + a defence mechanism. She has probably faced situations where people turned nasty towards her when she tried to help/behave in a socially acceptable way. So I am not surprised by any of this.
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Theres a time when P-Angel good.

https://www.dxpnet.com/opinion/pisces/p-angel-258952/

But I guess the desease and time and her surrounding affecting her personality.
You have to remember, people prefer to remember the bad times rather than the good times.
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Posted by Noaddic

Autistic people are known to have a hard time / not be able to empathize with others so that's an eye opener. Now I get it.

Rest in peace.

But...

She just wasn't nice and apparently didn't care + didn't understand that some compassion and empathizing can help a lot when criticizing on others to prove a point.

Who would listen to someone who simply insults you?
Why would you contradict yourself? The concept of compassion and empathy are somewhat alien to a person with autism. That's not to say that they don't try - I know of some who try their best but still get vilified for their attempts.

Her not being nice and not caring is a possible combo of a few things - not being able to process the emotions of others + a defence mechanism. She has probably faced situations where people turned nasty towards her when she tried to help/behave in a socially acceptable way. So I am not surprised by any of this.
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Damn I didn't see that, awkward. I was very high so I that's probably why. I agree with the combo. She might have been a sensitive caring person that turned sour.
She really let my ass have it a couple times. Looking back, she was calling my BS right out. Respect.
Been on and off DXP since 2005, which is when I first started interacting with P-Angel, I think she had joined DXP just a few months before me. She was always controversial from day one. In the early days though not because of her "offensive ways" but more for her sage advice and tolerable directness. She was way more mellow. I think it was around 2007/08 that she started going Turbo with her directness. From what I remember this came hand in hand with some sort of marriage crisis she was going through with her Virgo husband, so she started spending more and more time on DXP. DXP meant a lot to her, she usually put incredibly (serious) effort into every post she made but unfortunately that also came with a price...she did turn more sour. We had a fall-out around 2008 (which I don't even remember what it was about) and since then she just blocked me and never ever interacted with me again. I did keep reading her posts though and actually did my best to learn a few things from her (like seeing straight through bullshit) I wish I could have told her goodbye. Wasn't keeping up with DXP when she actually passed.

You HAVE to give that cheeky old lady some credit for having people stay pissed at her even after death. Good old P. Apparently what she said to them really hit home and therefore they're still hurting, which has more to do with their inability to move on, rather than P-Angel's supposed mean-spirited ways (which she could display at times, but nobody is perfect, right?) These hurts heal with time though, usually when time brings wisdom along. P-Angel never told you what you wanted to hear but rather what you NEEDED to hear, and that is how I like to remember her.

P.s P was definitely not autistic. I think very much the opposite. She felt too much.

P Angel passed away? Sad Oh wow, this saddens me. I've been away for so long, I wish I could have said goodbye.

Rest in Peace P. You were a helluva woman.
She was a bitch for many a times good reason because some of us have our heads so far up our arses making excuses for our actions we don’t want to hear the truth. I experienced that in the beginning with her and then I talked more and also saw how she helped others. Sorely missed here, one of DXP’s greats for sure. RIP “P”