How often do you do it? Checking in to recuperate (Pisces and Mental health)

Posted by fishie
i go into depression holes about 2 or 3 times a year. i’m currently in the longest one i’ve ever been in (since july). i’m usually able to talk myself out of things — months of spending alone time with myself and thinking about why i am the way i am and why i do the things i do. i begin realizing things about myself that i didn’t know before and i stop doing those things (for the most part, definitely doesn’t work really for when i try to teach myself to not be so dependent in relationships).

for this time, i’m going to seek a mental health counselor because my depression is starting to become scary and i began doing things that were unhealthy for my mind and obsessiving over guys who don’t want me.

but, i realized that i don’t like being sad obviously but at the same time i do enjoy the feeling of sadness — it makes me feel my emotions to the fullest, my heart aches; it’s strange. maybe i’m just meant to be alone and be a sad, sad girl.

Posted by fishie
i go into depression holes about 2 or 3 times a year. i’m currently in the longest one i’ve ever been in (since july). i’m usually able to talk myself out of things — months of spending alone time with myself and thinking about why i am the way i am and why i do the things i do. i begin realizing things about myself that i didn’t know before and i stop doing those things (for the most part, definitely doesn’t work really for when i try to teach myself to not be so dependent in relationships).

for this time, i’m going to seek a mental health counselor because my depression is starting to become scary and i began doing things that were unhealthy for my mind and obsessiving over guys who don’t want me.

but, i realized that i don’t like being sad obviously but at the same time i do enjoy the feeling of sadness — it makes me feel my emotions to the fullest, my heart aches; it’s strange. maybe i’m just meant to be alone and be a sad, sad girl.