I think I'm a dog

. . . or, at least, my spirit guide must be a wolf or something. Last night, I got just a tad intoxicated on wine and spent over 3 hours running with the pack. It was great, I was totally absorbed into my environment. There were 2 males and 2 females and the males clearly marked thier territory around us two girls. My family thinks I'm nuts (which of course, their right) and could do nothing except scratch thier heads in disbelief when I stopped to pee so the males could run over and sniff.

I felt like Jane Gooddall and it was the most fascinating experience I've ever had. The male that hung around me, didn't let me out of his sight and continually came back to walk circles around me and pee. If the other male tried to get near me, he showed his teeth and placed himself inbetween. It was amazing.

So, how crazy am I?

interesting

very crazy.. would you like a milk bone?

At one point, before territory was firmly planted - the female dog kept charging me and then would lay down in front of the male on her back in submission. He would give me a stern look and not look away - making me lower my eyes and then he would come sit by me and growl at her. She still pranced in front of him, trying to get his attention, but he made his choice and drove her off.

I must be disturbed - seriously - because it was one of the greatest moments of my life. To them, I was a dog. I had a baby pool filled with water and us girls would frolick in it once and a while and when we did, both males would sit real close to each other and watch us. They were about 20 yards away. And if a human, or one of the cats, or anybody else came near the pool - the males would get up and chase them off. I think I need a shrink.

So, who's good at analyzing?

Let it rip, I can take it.

Am I nuts?

P-Angel....Have you ever considered a career in creative writing?

Have you ever heard the "bad touch" by bloodhound gang.Thats the only thing that popped into my head was that song.

Creative writing?

I personally think everyone in the world is nuts....some of us are just nuttier than others or like to put our "craziness" on display...such as yourself.....Maybe someone on this board has a background in psychology and can maybe tell you where your particular "craziness" derives from.....hmmmmm

No to "bad touch". What is it? A song?

I'm not trying to display my nuttiness. I'm trying to understand it and looking for someone to give me clues. Some people can sit back and keep thier own counsel. Others, like myself, I need input from others in order to process things I don't have a handle on.

Yeah it's a song.Should give it a listen,it will give you a laugh.

I don't think it means anything honestly maybe the male dog is a subconcious idea of what you'd like in a guy.

Perhaps I should have put this on the Virgo board - they are good at analyzing.

No. You are not nutz. I'm nutter! 🙂 Oh about Virgo board stuff. Hmm that could overload their neural nets. LMFAO!

A subconscious idea of what I like in a guy! Hummmmm....

Well, maybe, except - it wasn't like that. I mean, it wasn't that I liked having the male mark me. The thrill I got wasn't sexual. It was because I was living among them. Not a human. It's hard to explain. But, I would do things, like turn my back on the male and ignore him, to see what he would do. It was a socialization thing and that I was one of them that really excited me.

I can't explain it - it just has to be experienced.

LOL..Yeah P-Angel...put it on the Virgo Board...Lets get a full analyzation on whats "REALLY" going on.....What I meant by creative writing was that your story was very detailed...made me visualize the whole scenario in my mind.....

I see, so I've been caught. Can't hide from you, can I?

In actuality,,,,its not realy crazy....Pyschologist have done field experiments like that in order to see how other animals live among each other.....long as their was reasoning behind it...I supposed its really not THAT crazy...except your not getting oaid for it.

Virgo's come here too, so perhaps one, or all, will lay it on me. Branh's will take a while, but he'll be frank. Q usually says it like it is - he's just not as prolific. But, he probably won't say anything to me. So, who else? VS has vanished.

Oh hey I knew something was missing out of that spelling.S.Could be that social structure,I don't know.The protective attentive was what I meant by that,not sexual.Possibly freedom from human stresses,when was the last time you were on vacation?Could be due to alot of things doesn't mean you want to be a dog or are crazy.

My husband, who of course everyone knows is a Virgo, tried to intimidate the males at one point. I think he kind of got into that, seeing that he wants to be dominate over me. I don't know what he would have done if the dog had stood up to him. I tried to get my husband to talk to me about it late last night, but the only thing he would say is, "Nothing you do surprises me".

Hey cmon doggie bring the ball back. Good doggie good doggie (Slapp!). Never turn your face away when I speak to you.

Thanks for your input, Softy and Tiamat. You both have been helpful, really.

Tiamat, you're right, maybe I need a holiday.
Softy, you're right too - perhaps, this was just an inspiration for another story, though my genre's are erotica and sci-fi.

Anyway, I don't feel so ridiculous as I did this morning. Thanks for being so . . . gentle.

Hey Haffo,

I can relate to you most times. But, this particular episode was very intense. It felt life changing, though now that the girls held my hand, I'm beginning to understand my motives a lot better.

But, thanks Haffo for your input too.

P-Angel,
How did you get in touch with your spirit guide?have you? Ive been wanting to meet him/her but i never really know how.
Thanx MUCHO.

P-Angel,
How did you get in touch with your spirit guide?have you? Ive been wanting to meet him/her but i never really know how.
Thanx MUCHO.

It could be a spirit guide as well for her.Dreams like that,or meditational vision quest,it can take a while.I think red eyes are to avoid they not friend,it has the be completely comfortable,direction it comes from(certain side can't remember lift or right)I think yellow eyes is a definate good sign,you can't chose insects,serpents maybe birds.Ask certain questions,listen to answers,leave without animals the first time.I have a book but at this moment can't remember any exact details and don't know where it is.

Check back later and maybe I will find it.

I'm a maniac, maniac

Hey, wasn't there a song that said this? I don't remember who it was, but I can hear it in my head - among other things. Should I listen to the voices?

Gosh, you guys and gals - don't you know by now? I'm 1% true and 99% BS.

"Gosh, you guys and gals - don't you know by now? I'm 1% true and 99% BS."

Yea we know. But who cares?

red eyes are bad and yellow eyes are good. But why would a spirit guide be bad— Can you do or say something in a prayer to meet youre spirit guide? if there is a chance a spirit guide might be bad ..then forget it, Have any of yall meet youre spirit guide yet how?