Is It Just My Imagination?

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Damn it! I should've hit the "Tab" button instead of enter. Anyway, like the topic says, I'm wondering about something that my Sagittarius friend, Chrisie pointed out to me. You see, she doesn't like my friend, Jesse (whose also a Sagittarius). She would say things like, "He's going to rape you because he just might like you more than you may realize." I don't want to think of it like that because this guy isn't threatened by my sexuality and I am grateful for that because I could use un-complicated friendships. When I first arrived at Papa Johns, I never thought I'd become friends with that guy. There were numerous times I use to look up from what I was doing and I'd catch him staring at me from afar or just watching me. (So I ignored him.) At work, I'm fiesty, but everyone else calls it being moody. (Screw them.) Jesse was someone who just came around before I even noticed, "Hey, I think I just made a new friend." Anyway, the reason why I'm starting to think that Chrisie may be on to something because the other day, I think he was hinting for me to be alone with him. I just went into the walk-in cooler to get some honey mustard sauce and he was in the cooler fluffing the stocks of cheese on the shelves. When I came back inside to put the Honey mustard away, just as I was heading for the door he said, "Uh you know, I could use your assistance in how to properly stock the cheeses." I turned around to see that he had this devious look on his face like as if I was suppose to catch a hint. Then I said, "You know how to fluff that cheese. You don't need me for that." Then I left, but when I got a few feet from the cooler, I stpped in my tracks then thought, "Was he trying to. . . No Way. He couldn't be. . .
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How devastating, DE .. I would feel deeply wounded if someone who I thought was a friend tried to make me feel like a piece of meat ..

Perhaps, you should back off from the friendship a tad and use your Piscean "feelers" to see if you can pick up on something more. However, you have noticed him watching you in the past AND certainly Chrisie sensed something with Jesse .. so, it does sound as though this might be the case.

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Hey Ya'll,
You know, I didn't know what to think. As for me liking Jesse? I do alot, but not in a romantic way. I have a hard time picturing him in that light, nor do I take him seriously. I mean, I really value our friendship because I don't have a whole lot of male friends and he's one of the few whose comfortable in my presence. Last year on Christmas, I sent all of my friends (including him) a Christmas card and some candy, and out of all who recieved something from me, he was one out the two who got me a card in return. I mean, he surprised me when he showed up at the BP and gave me the card. He was just looking me in my eyes the whole time and leaned in a bit, but it felt so intense that I turned away shyly and said "Thank you so much." I like him because he's honest, funny, and somehow it's like we're on the same wavelength. We would play around alot at work, like role playing. He'll do a psychotic voice and say something like, "I want to eat your brains!" Then I'll nonchalantly say, "Bon appetite'." (It's funny- and we only do that with eachother.)As for Chrisie, she's a lesbian Sagittarius girl, who is over protective of me. We gel pretty damn well. I don't understand how, but I love it. We happen to understand eachother pretty well. So, she doesn't like Jesse secretly. Last year on Christmas, he actually came in the BP earlier to check and see what time I came in to work that day. I had no idea he was doing that. He asked Chrisie and little does he know that she's over protective of me. She gave him the "a mean mug" when he asked what time I came in for work. He was trying to surprise me. I don't get it though. Both Chrisie and Jesse have Venus in Scorpio, yet she doesn't like him. Go figure.