Went to a Nar-anon meeting
This topic was created in the Pisces forum by texnbean on Tuesday, August 7, 2007 and has 8 replies.
Well, heres another update. Not really any big news, but here it goes....my picses guy and I had some back and forth and that one saturday he came over and was obviously happy to see me. I had been up all night agonizing on what to do and in the end decided I shouldnt see him anymore, I was hurt and angry and frustrated. When I told him that, he looked like someone had slapped him in the face. I felt bad, but he left. I just didnt know what else to do and I'm still confused. After that, he moved his horse to a different ranch.
Anyways, that next tuesday, my truck broke down and so did I....I didnt know what to do. I needed a ride to get to the autopart store and I called some friends, but didnt get through to anyone. So I called him. He was there in 10 min happy to help me out. We talked some and he said how happy he was that I called and it made his whole day better to see me. He said that we should go out again and see what happens, he misses me etc. So we made plans to go to the movies the next day. He also offered to take me to work if my truck didnt get fixed in time and wanted me to call him in the morning. My truck got fixed and I called him to tell him. He was still excited to go to the movies, said to call him after work about the time.
I did and he was looking forward to going and he was supposed to pick me up at 8pm. He didnt show, didnt answer his phone and finally sent me a text message throwing something I had said in my face and for me not to call him anymore. He came over the next day, completly depressed. Never seen anything like that at all, he said he had nothing left to give, he'd given it all to me and he has no more hope. Guessing he was coming off the drugs. So he left and I ran into him out on trail sunday. He still thinks that he cant trust me anymore, with all that happened between us. He thinks I'm after his life etc.
I've been online and I found a really good website that just deals with meth topics. I'm learning a lot and I am stunned that there is one drug that can be so powerful. I'm not really blaming myself, but it bothers me so much that he just threw everything away over NOTHING. Its all I think about and how I can still be in his life and hope that he will realize that. Thats why i decided to go to a meeting. I think it will help me, hopefully it wont be to late for "my" guy, I'm hoping the more I learn about addiction, the more I will be able to help if it ever will come to it. The people there were very nic
Anyways, that next tuesday, my truck broke down and so did I....I didnt know what to do. I needed a ride to get to the autopart store and I called some friends, but didnt get through to anyone. So I called him. He was there in 10 min happy to help me out. We talked some and he said how happy he was that I called and it made his whole day better to see me. He said that we should go out again and see what happens, he misses me etc. So we made plans to go to the movies the next day. He also offered to take me to work if my truck didnt get fixed in time and wanted me to call him in the morning. My truck got fixed and I called him to tell him. He was still excited to go to the movies, said to call him after work about the time.
I did and he was looking forward to going and he was supposed to pick me up at 8pm. He didnt show, didnt answer his phone and finally sent me a text message throwing something I had said in my face and for me not to call him anymore. He came over the next day, completly depressed. Never seen anything like that at all, he said he had nothing left to give, he'd given it all to me and he has no more hope. Guessing he was coming off the drugs. So he left and I ran into him out on trail sunday. He still thinks that he cant trust me anymore, with all that happened between us. He thinks I'm after his life etc.
I've been online and I found a really good website that just deals with meth topics. I'm learning a lot and I am stunned that there is one drug that can be so powerful. I'm not really blaming myself, but it bothers me so much that he just threw everything away over NOTHING. Its all I think about and how I can still be in his life and hope that he will realize that. Thats why i decided to go to a meeting. I think it will help me, hopefully it wont be to late for "my" guy, I'm hoping the more I learn about addiction, the more I will be able to help if it ever will come to it. The people there were very nic
ran out of space....the people at the meeting were very nice. Obviously they have "real" problems, and not like me being dumped by some guy. Anyways, I will go again because I feel like I should learn all I can about addictions, hopefully it will help me get over it and move on.
Thanks for listening again :-)
Thanks for listening again :-)
if you need to talk to someone about addiction sometime please don't hesitate to contact me...perhaps i might be able to help you...been through it...just let me know...
-jack
-jack
Jack, thank you so much for the offer. I will take you up on that after I get home tonight. I would love to get your opinion. Thank you
you can reach me at...
"yellow01gt" on yahoo! messenger
"jyellow01gt" on aim
or you can e-mail me at either one (yellow01gt@yahoo.com) or (jyellow01gt@aol.com) when you feel like it...
-jack
"yellow01gt" on yahoo! messenger
"jyellow01gt" on aim
or you can e-mail me at either one (yellow01gt@yahoo.com) or (jyellow01gt@aol.com) when you feel like it...
-jack
I hope you find some peace by these meetings .. we all know you love him very much, or you wouldn't be trying to understand about his addiction.
Don't give up hope, texnbean .. a drug addiction CAN be conquered and when he's back to his normal self .. maybe you two will still be able to love each other the way you used to. It may even make the love for each other stronger.
Don't give up hope, texnbean .. a drug addiction CAN be conquered and when he's back to his normal self .. maybe you two will still be able to love each other the way you used to. It may even make the love for each other stronger.
Thanks PA :-) We'll see what happens, I'm hoping for the best, but its not easy.
Jack, I sent you a PM on here, let me know if you dont get it. I've had problems on here before trying to email things. Thanks
Jack, I sent you a PM on here, let me know if you dont get it. I've had problems on here before trying to email things. Thanks
The group is an awesome thing to get you through this..it is a very difficult thing to get through without support..good for you for making an effort
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