Im a libra girl with a scorpio moon, venus in virgo and my just recently ex was a sag with a venus in scorpio, moon in sagittarius, both have mars in leo. We met 5 years ago I am 19 and he is 21. after two years of meeting we began dating at a very young age. We loved each other deeply and after 3 years we broke up. He started to have serious trust issues with me at the beginning of the relationship. He would get jealous and was always suspicious that I might be seeing someone else. I always respected our relationship, was never unfaithful, never gave him any reason to distrust me. He is an insecure guy always afraid of infidelity. I would always shower him with affection and love and made him feel super special in my life, included him in my circle of friends so he wouldnt mistrust me. I always supported him and encouraged him would always root for him whenever he achieved something. Never once did I ever leave him alone. I was there when no one cared about him. The trust issues would come to a point where he would accuse me of things that I was not doing and ended up hurting my feelings and making me cry. Arguments started because I would become angry and resented him for his ridiculous accusation and judging me wrong. I tried to avoid arguments but he would make me so mad that I would explode in frustration. He always kept tabs on me and we texted 24/7 not because I didnt give him his space because he wouldnt let go. He would always question me where I was at and with whom. Is this normal?I always gave him his freedom to be around his friends and spend time for himself as I would do the same.I stayed in the relationship because I truly loved him. He is a generous and tender hearted guy, very affectionate but when angry he would turn cold making it hard for me to communicate with him. Our major breakdown was due to intimacy, I was a virgin and for me it was important to feel emotionally safe and stable in the relationship in order tohave sex with him. Sex is serious to me. I wanted him to be my first but due to my insecurities and fear many times I backed down and told him I was afraid and It hurt for him. We had a strong physical attraction and we did became intimate in other ways. I tried to please him. I was afraid of him becoming more jealous afterwards. and I know down deep inside he really loved me but I also know he has to power to hurt me even more than he already did. What if he accuses me of sleeping with someone else. That what be heartbreaking! As a result, he became distant and one day he told me he wasnt sure he loved me and he was confused. After a few months, of going back and forth, one day he said that he said that he had strong feeling for me but didnt love me anymore. I was hurt and became resentful. He texts me saying sorry and he misses me, is he still confused?. to forget I need to cut permanently. He continues to text and I am cold. I cant help feeling resentment. Am i wrong?
