I have been married to a libra for 5 yrs. I was very much in love with him when we 1st married. well I never did feel like I should be married to him. but I loved him. anyways we have had our problems.I never wanted him to leave me. and he has always fought top stay. (we both cheated) at the end I always have cried to be with him.when we decide to work it out It always seems like its not what I really want. so we eventually went our separate ways and I have had some many different emotions. He always says he wants a divorce but he will not go file. I still cry to be with him but I am really starting to realize I really dont love him . So why am I putting up a fight. I really just want him to file. I love the attention he gives but when we entertained the fact of being back together I was actually disgusted.I knew that it was not what I really wanted. i dont know if this is a virgo thing or if its just me. i would like to remain friends with him we do have children. but Like I said I dont want him as a husband. any 1 have any insight. am i confused about my felings. why wont he just go file. all we do is fight and he ignores my calls or texts have the time. he cant say he stays for the kids hello we are separated. so please help .. any advice?
